We don’t give up in the middle

keep going

The last few days, I’ve had a lot of yeoush going on.

So many lies….

‘Bad’ seems to be winning on so many fronts…

What can people like you and me really do, anyway, to change anything, or stand up to it?

Those thoughts took a hold a few days ago, and I just felt like giving up.

Then I remembered my experience in Mizpe Ramon from a few weeks ago, when I got stuck in a very dangerous situation trying to navigate around cliffs and unpassable paths with a duffo map.

There is no giving up half-way.

Hard as this sometimes is, demoralising as this sometimes can be, the struggle against all the brainwashing from ‘missionaries’ of all types; the struggle against all the spiritual corruption in the Jewish world, and especially in the so-called ‘frum’ world; the fight against pedophiles and other forms of evil – it all must continue.

The prayers, the dancing, the teshuva, the birur – it all must continue.

There is no giving up half-way.


I’m taking a deep-dive into the Pnei Yehoshua now, so posting may be light over the next couple of days, as there is a huge, tangled web going on around everything to do with the Pnei Yehoshua.

He wasn’t on my list of people to take a closer look at, but I believe that Hashem uses everything and everyone in our lives to give us ‘messages’ about things we need to pay attention to.

And given that my pet psycho here keeps going on and on about the Pnei Yehoshua, I finally realised that God was giving me a poke to hunker down and take a proper look at the subject.

I don’t know what will turn up, but it seems to be the next piece of the puzzle, even if only to cross the subject off my list, once and for all.


There is a thesis being developed here, that our Jewish community has been hi-jacked and subverted from within by ‘Sabbatean-Frankists’.

Everyone is totally entitled to their own opinions of what is really going on. If you have an alternative thesis that explains why there is rampant pedophilia and immorality of all types going on in the supposedly ‘frum’ parts of our Jewish world, I’d love to hear it.

Personally, the ‘Sabbatian-Frankist’ thesis makes the  most sense to me, and has a wealth of supporting evidence (although I’m sure my pet psycho here on the blog will disagree….)


Rebbe Nachman of Breslov warned us repeatedly about ‘Jewish Demon Torah Scholars’.

He warned us that most of our ‘rabbis’ would be heretics, with heresy literally dripping out of their pockets, in the time before Moshiach comes.

This whole birur process is brutal, in parts, and I really sometimes also just want to forget about it all and write about kugel recipes.


There is no giving up in the middle.

There is an all-out war for the Jewish soul going on.

And for as long as Hashem keeps waking me up in the morning and letting me type, I am not giving up.




14 replies
  1. nechama
    nechama says:

    This contradicts a previous “statement”:
    Gitti Kleinerman, mother of the haredi teen reported missing 99 days ago slams police over lack of progress in search. ‘I don’t believe the police are really trying to find my son,’ she said.

    • Rivka Levy
      Rivka Levy says:

      Yeah, I also saw this. On the one hand…. they have a suspect in custody who apparently holds the key to everything… and on the other, they have absolutely nothing to tell the parents.

      And this is was the first time the police even visited them – after 99 days!

  2. Daisy
    Daisy says:

    So true, Rivka, it’s tough these days. I also felt depressed today, which is totally out of character. Let’s all be strong…

    Look what landed on my lap tonight: Carolyn Glick together with her podcast partner Dr. Gadi Taub.


    Wow, what a powerful woman: listen to her, she does have the power of truth in her being, it’s just that together with the depth of her understanding – she is solid, rational, perceptive, courageous, an Eshet Chayil for sure – I sense a lack of real Torah perspective. I have a feeling we should join forces with her, it would be beneficial for all of us: she would open her eyes to the Hand of Hashem in all of this, have a more spiritual perspective on current events, strengthen her Emunah, Hitbodedut, etc., while we can get emotionally strengthened by her, encouraged by the clarity of her mind and her insider knowledge, and simply by a merger of perspectives. L’union fait la force, doesn’t it?

    Kol Tuv and love,


  3. nechama
    nechama says:

    Maybe all these “every Night Raids on Terrorists” are two-fold: searching for Moishe. His mother might be right, that he was kidnapped.

    • nechama
      nechama says:

      Afterthought: The arab terrorists were so disappointed that the “kidnapped Israeli” was really a non-Jew and one of them! So maybe they went after another victim??

  4. JR
    JR says:

    “Rebbe Nachman of Breslov warned us repeatedly about ‘Jewish Demon Torah Scholars’.”

    I looked it up:
    וּכְשֶׁהַשְּׁכִינָה, הַנִּקְרָא תּוֹרָה שֶׁבְּעַל־פֶּה, בָּאָה בְּתוֹךְ תַּלְמִיד־חָכָם שֵׁד יְהוּדִי, זֶה נִקְרָא גָּלוּת הַשְּׁכִינָה, וְאָז יֵשׁ לוֹ פֶּה לְדַבֵּר עַל צַדִּיק עָתָק וְכוּ’.
    When the Divine Presence, which is known as the Oral Law, comes into the scholar-demon, it is referred to as the Divine Presence in exile. [the scholar] has the mouth to “speak arrogant words, proudly and contemptuously, against the tzaddik.”

    He’s talking about people who say nasty things about צדיקים.

    • Rivka Levy
      Rivka Levy says:

      ‘The Tzaddik’ in question is the one true tzaddik in each generation, the Tzaddik Yesod Olam.

      It’s not talking about stam ‘tzaddikim’, and it’s obviously not talking about Jewish Demon Scholars who pretend to be tzaddikim.

      Interested readers can look this up in Likutey Moharan Part 1:12, and come to their own conclusions.

      • JR
        JR says:

        “‘The Tzaddik’ in question is the one true tzaddik in each generation”

        So you’re saying, there’s only one true tzaddik in evey generation? No one else? Take the year 1939. Who were the גדולים?
        R’ Chaim Ozer
        R’ Velvel Soloveitchik
        R’ Y Y Schneursohn
        R’ Moshe Soloveitchik
        R’ Boruch Ber Leibowitz
        R’ Shimon Shkop
        R’ Ahron Kotler
        R’ Elchanan Wasserman
        R’ Yosef Eliyahu Henkin
        R’ Eliezer Silver
        Chazon Ish
        R’ Tzvi Pesach Frank
        R’ Tzvi Yehuda Kook
        R’ Y M Charlop
        R’ Isser Zalman Meltzer
        R’ Menachem Mendel Kasher
        R’ Aryeh Levin
        + many many more

        Are you saying only one of these was a true צדיק and one could say nasty things about any other גדול without meeting the standard set by רבי נחמן to be a ‘Jewish Demon Scholar’?

        • Rivka Levy
          Rivka Levy says:

          I’m not saying anything, this is Rebbe Nachman’s teachings.

          Advice (Likutey Etzot), number 26 (for example):

          “Only through the Tzaddik of the generation is it possible to attain true awe and love of God…”

          Number 12:

          “The enemies of the Tzaddik draw their life-spirit from the prince of the side of the klipot, the husks.

          “Because the klipot and the forces of the Other Side have their own leader whose role is a kind of mirror-image of that of the Teacher on the side of holiness.

          “For God made one corresponding to the other.” Ecclesiastes 7:14

          • JR
            JR says:

            So if a rabbi does not denounce the צדיק, then he’s not a Jewish Demon Scholar. But the only rabbi the פני יהושע denounced was Y. Eyebuschutz. Did you see the difficulty I’m having with your unwarranted suspicions again the פני יהושע who was among the greatest of his generation?

          • Rivka Levy
            Rivka Levy says:

            1. That’s an interesting idea, maybe that’s true.

            2. Please stop repeating your stupid unfounded assumptions about the Pnei Yehoshua.

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