I was so disturbed by the implications of that last post, I had to take a few days off.
Honestly, I was also asking God some hard questions, about why He’s continuing to let this awful evil happen, especially to innocent children.
After a couple of days of difficult thoughts about that subject, I finally got some peace of mind back again, when I remembered what the Baal Shem Tov taught, about every single thing being a ‘tikkun’ for previous lives.
Who knows what we did, and who we were in our past lives.
Who knows, how many people we hurt, in terrible ways.
I also read something from the Rav, Rav Berland, that he said last week, and that really helped me a lot, and which BH I will try to translate later this week for the blog.
Point is, for a few days I just wanted to shut up the laptop and do a ‘Prophet Yonah’.
I really wanted to run away from all the ‘bad’ in the world, and just kind of circle the horses, and wait for Moshiach to show up quietly, without sticking my neck out any more.
I shut down all my tabs.
I started talking about spending my time doing more painting, and way less writing again….
And then, yesterday, I came across this, on a Telegram channel I went to check out because they had a picture of how our murderous, evil corrupt governments are even sticking 5…G transmitters down manhole covers, too – of course, without telling anyone.
Here’s that first picture:
But here’s the thing that really caught my attention:
Really, that’s all I want to do on this blog, is to encourage you to find the truth for yourself.
That’s why I’m very happy to post up conflicting opinions and opposing views, as long as they are phrased respectfully (and sometimes, even when they aren’t, depending on how many ‘diamonds’ I feel I need, at that moment.)
I’m not a paid-for-propaganda machine, trying to convince you that only my brand, my way, my political party, my ideas are the ones that are right.
I have my personal beliefs, that I’ve invested a great deal of prayer and inquiry and teshuva into, and I’ll defend those because they are part of me.
But mostly, I’m just trying to share impartial information about what is going on with 5…G, or the war in Ukraine, or the terrible child abuse occurring at all levels of the Jewish community, frum or otherwise, so you can make up your own minds.
Jews are meant to question, we’re meant to challenge, we’re meant to keep searching for the truth, however uncomfortable that makes us, and the people around us.
God’s seal is truth, don’t forget.
When I came across this meme, it kind of shone a path for me, out of some of the difficulties I’m having about how to share information in a ‘safe’ way.
Now I see, I don’t need to spell anything out, I just need to lay out some links, and let you, the reader, do your own research, and come to your own conclusions, whatever they may be.
Same way as I did.
So, here’s some dots, and please connect them yourselves, in any way you see fit:
This screenshot comes from HERE:
This screenshot comes from HERE:
Here’s a short video from Regavim about that secret tunnel:
And here is my last post:
Now, do your own investigations, and come to your own conclusions.
I feel a huge weight lifting off.
Sometimes, I feel like there is no way that we can ever ‘beat’ all the evil that’s controlling the world right now. They have our police, judiciary and military in their pockets. They control our media, our schools – and even most of our ‘rabbis’.
But then my soul starts whispering to me again: Ein Od Milvado.
That all this is really just a puppet show, carefully designed to bring the truth out of ourselves, and to encourage us to stop lying to ourselves, and to work on our own bad middot and lack of emuna.
When I remember that, it gives me a lot of hope, that this can and will turn around for the good, very soon.
Each person that reconnects to ‘truth’ within themselves – to God, essentially – removes the evil ‘world of lies’ from that part of creation.
And there are thousands, maybe even millions, of people actively engaged in that process now, every single day.
We get to geula one step at a time, one soul at a time, one ‘enlightened’, honest, courageous person at a time.
There is no other way.
And when I remember that, it gives me the koach to continue, because that’s when I realise that everything that is going on right now is actually bringing us leaps and bounds closer to that time of true goodness for all of humanity.
And then, I can tolerate the world again.
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