The last two days, I’ve been feeling a tremendous amount of despair again, about how broken our world is.

Despite best efforts, despite hours and hours of prayers, despite tremendous mesirut nefesh on so many levels by so many people…. we are still stuck with a broken world, that sometimes seems impossible to fix.

Even when you follow all the correct etzot for how to do that.

Like, you can spend two solid years making super-human efforts to ‘only see the good’ in a person, and then discover at the end of that, that they were really scamming you all along, and that you really should have listened to that small voice whispering at you, that this person was actually a two-faced poisonous toad.

I’m still pondering the implications of this, for the whole ‘Azamra’ idea, because for sure, Rabbenu is always and only correct. But it seems to me, ‘Azamra’ has to be applied in a way that won’t lead to people getting hurt by sociopath conmen – because otherwise, it’s bad advice.

And it’s simply not possible, that Rabbenu would give bad advice.


Anyway, two nights ago, I was feeling so very miserable, so very despairing about all the bad in the world, hidden and revealed, that I couldn’t sleep.

Baruch Hashem, the Kotel is close, so me and my husband got in the car and drove the 5 minutes to get to the carpark, then walked down to the wall to pour some of our pain out by those holy stones.

There were about 25 people there, on my side, some of whom were also crying.

That seems to be an increasingly common event, these days.

I took a chair, looked up at the dark starry sky at the top of the Kotel, and just asked God:

Why? Why does the world have to be like this, where it seems that ‘bad’ always wins? 

Why is that, God?


I know that ultimately, good will win out, in the large and small ways.

But right now, I am feeling pretty crushed by so much of what is going on, both personally and globally.

While I was pondering all this, I happened to glance down at the floor, where a bunch of hand-written notes had spewed out all around the base of the Kotel.

One small note was open, and I could see what was written on it:

“God, please kill Putin.”

After I read that, I felt even more depressed.

Like ‘killing Putin’ is the answer to all the world’s woes….


The Kotel worked to take the edge off the misery, but yesterday, I was just feeling so ill, literally, from all the ‘winds of war’ blowing around, both in my own life and in the world.

So I told my husband:

I have to get to prayers with the Rav tonight.

I know from previous experience, how so much of the ‘heavy’ literally just evaporates after prayers with the Rav and his community, at Ido HaNavi Street (8.30pm, every night.)


So I get there, still so wrapped-up in my own misery, and I go and sit inside the tent bit right at the front, which functions as a kind of ‘corridor’ to the  men’s section, and where I can usually get a bit of space and privacy.

It was still cold, so I had a winter hat on and my gloves.

At various points in the davening, the Rav started clapping his hands – to sweeten the judgments – and everyone followed suit.

I sat there morosely clapping my hands in a very depressed way, when this little five year old kid with massive peyot and an even bigger kippa on his head suddenly showed up, and started mimicking me.

Why are you clapping like this? He asked me.

Lo shomim clum! (I can’t hear anything!)

I tried to ignore him, but he wasn’t going away any time soon.


This is how we clap, he told me, then started clapping both hands together with lots of gusto and sound.

I couldn’t help it: I started smiling at this crazy kid and his very earnest attempts to get me to ‘clap properly’.

I sat up a bit straighter, and started ‘clapping more properly’.

Lo shomim!!! He roared at me again, with his hand theatrically behind his ear.

So, I clapped a bit harder.

Then he ran back two metres, and told me again:

From here, lo shomim clum!!!

I stared at him. He stared at me.


Why are you clapping with gloves on? he said.

I stared at him. He stared at me – and I took the gloves off, and started clapping ‘properly’.

Anything, to get the little bugger to be quiet and go away.

It didn’t exactly work that way.

He found a chair somewhere, and came and sat right next to me instead.

Now, he was focussing on my winter hat, that I’d pulled on in my ‘maximum despair’ state, without really paying attention to how it looked, or how much hair it was covering.


Why are you wearing that thing on your head? He asked me. Don’t you have a mitpachat? (Head scarf.)

Then he told me:

You can see some of your hair sticking out, why are you wearing that thing?

At that point, I texted my husband to meet up with me, to go home. 

The Rav was still doing lots of ‘Uman’ songs with the crowd, clapping and jumping around, and there was definitely a strong, ‘hopeful’ vibe at the prayers, that was seeping in and slowly changing my mood, despite myself.

But in the meantime, I was still sitting there crying to myself, and that was just a little hard to do, with my small visitor commenting on my every move, like I was in the jungle being observed by National Geographic, or something.

That said: I really appreciated that kid.


On a day where I was feeling like God doesn’t notice me, the prayers go unanswered, the stuff I do doesn’t matter, Hashem showed me that everything is being watched and recorded, after all.

Down to the last detail.


It’s hard to hang on at the moment, because the yeoush can be totally overpowering.

Part of me just wants to throw my computer away, stop trying to write anything meaningful and real, and to go and play (bad…) music and paint (mediocre…) pictures.

Part of me wants to stop hanging out for ‘good to win’, because it’s so hard to deal with the disappointment when that doesn’t appear to be happening.

Part of me wants to totally give up on ‘Azamra’ forever, because it seems the best way to hurt yourself and invite psychos into your world to abuse you, and the people you care about.

But another part of me knows that this is the world of lies, the world of illusion.

And that nothing right now is really what it seems.


PS: The Rav is regularly talking about Uman and the Ukraine, and ‘sweetening things’ at the evening prayers with lots of dancing and clapping.

He’s also giving over some shiurim about what is happening there, like this one (above), from HERE, said during a prayer gathering for the Jews of Ukraine on Thursday night:

“Fortunate are you and it should be well with you.  You are strengthening the Jews in the Ukraine, who are innocent.  They didn’t do anything wrong.

“All of those who live in the Ukraine are the most righteous Jews, especially those in Uman whose level is immeasurable, and all those who pray for them will merit to the life of the World to Come, and bezrat Hashem, all of them will be saved and no Jew will be harmed. 

Putin made it known that he doesn’t harm Jews.

“[They] only need to be cautious from all types of stray missiles and bullets, and we don’t know how long the war will go on.  We hope that by candle-lighting the war will end.

“Then everyone can come to Israel and we can travel to Uman, in the merit of you praying for them.  In the merit of this, all the gates of heaven will be opened and all the 50 gates of holiness will open, and we will merit to completely new understandings and to see the complete redemption, as is written ‘in the seventh [year] – wars.’

“In the merit of this war, there should be the complete redemption and Mashiach will be revealed already this year, speedily in our days, Amen.”

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There’s so much fake news going on about Russia / Ukraine, I just want to reiterate that we should to avoid getting pulled in to what’s going on, as much as possible.


Because I’m increasingly coming to the conclusion that the dark forces in the world kind of ‘fuel’ themselves from all the bad middot, the bad energy, the negative emotions, that they manage to squeeze out of humanity with all their fake propaganda.

This is a war for our souls, mamash.

And we, as believing Jews, pack a very big ‘punch’, spiritually, and if we go over to the ‘dark side’ to start hating on people – or each other! – as a result of all the lies being told by the media, that somehow gives the dark side even more power to turn their fantasies of all out war, or mass death, into reality, God forbid.


In this post, I just want to link to some useful articles that are also solely debunking lies, and counselling utmost caution about believing any propaganda, from anyone.

And then I really do plan on leaving this topic alone, as much as possible, going forward.


Remember her? She was injured in a gas explosion in the Ukraine in 2018… not by Russian shelling.


  1. Balanced perspective and calling out specific examples of ‘fake news’:


Obviously, neither the Russian nor Ukrainian versions should be accepted as true without evidence, but the original, pleasing Ukrainian version should not either. The same is true of:


2. Just because someone was born into a Jewish family, and / has a Jewish name and an Israeli passport – doesn’t automatically make them ‘good’.

Remember, Albert Bourla is also the ‘child of Holocaust survivors’ – this seems to be a ‘must-have’ part of the resume, for all the puppets they are rolling out here, to try and head off any criticism.


I have come to the conclusion that the good actors go to Hollywood, and the bad actors get jobs as our puppet-presidents and prime ministers.

Child-of-Holocaust-survivors-Zelensky is a perfect example of this.

(BTW, Zelensky might have been born Jewish, but converted to xtianity, married a non-Jew and has baptised his children in Church.)

He also has very tight links to a bunch of Jewish-Ukrainian-Oligarch-Mafiosos – who of course also have Israeli passports – like this guy, who owned the Media company who turned Zelensky into a star in Ukraine, before he became the Ukrainian president:


Criminal investigation

In April 2019 it was reported that the FBI is investigating Ukrainian oligarch Kolomoisky over alleged financial crimes involving Bogolyubov, the Krivyi Rih businessman Vadim Shulman and Mordechai “Motti” Korf of Florida along with Kolomoyski’s steel holdings in West Virginia and northern Ohio in the United States and his mining interests in Ghana and Australia.

Legal filings from American prosecutors last year detailed how Kolomoisky allegedly used his control of Ukraine’s largest retail bank, PrivatBank, to loot staggering sums from Ukrainian depositors, and then used a series of shell companies and offshore accounts to whisk the money out of the country and into the U.S.


These are not nice people, and there is a lot more going on here, behind the scenes, that we aren’t being told about.

Remember Hunter Biden, President Biden’s son, and his plum job on the board of the Ukrainian gas company Burisma?

Screenshot from HERE:

HERE‘s a white-washed version of the story.


The US – and a bunch of other puppet politicians in the West – all want this war, for a lot of different reasons.

And none of those reasons are the ones that we are being told about.

Again, that doesn’t mean I’m saying ‘Putin is good’.

I’m saying that the whole world is a global mafia operation, run under cover of pretend ‘democracies’ and nation states, where the evil ‘Godfathers’ behind the scenes battle it out for control of the sheeple, with all their propaganda and mind games and ‘fake news’.


The US military were behind the 9/11 attacks.

Most thinking people accept that now.

And then the US ‘went to war’ against Iraq – killing millions upon millions, ruining the whole country, stealing their oil – using the 9/11 attacks as their excuse.

While we all stood and cheered that on as ‘the right thing to do’.

It’s totally sickening, what’s going on here.


So, don’t fall for all the lies and media manipulation that’s going on.

Turn it all off, and go and do something useful instead, like painting, take a walk, make some cookies – all stuff I’m about to do myself, as soon as this post is finished.


3. Be extremely wary of ANYTHING coming out of Hatzalah.

After watching a few more videos of Shlomo Rozilio, apparently the CEO of Ukraine Hatzalah, where he talks way more like a politician than a guy on the ground trying to organise emergency services, like this one:


I decided to take a look at his Youtube channel, HERE.

The really weird thing about this Youtube channel is:

  1. How so very new it is – nothing older than 11 days ago.
  2. How it has videos up from so many Israeli MKs, from 11 days ago:


It’s amazing to me, that Shlomo Rozilio managed to get six members of the Israeli Knesset to send his organisation fundraising videos on February 17th – a week before ‘the war’ even began.

What happened on February 16th, tho?

The US administration lied, and said that Russia had invaded the Ukraine.

This from Wikipedia HERE:

On 16 February 2022, according to U.S. intelligence, around 7,000 more Russian troops were deployed to the Ukrainian border. This comes a day after Moscow claimed to have pulled back some its troops from the Ukrainian border. No invasion of Ukraine occurred, as believed by the U.S.


Again, that is some amazing ruach hakodesh going on, by United Hatzalah, aka another branch of Klaus Schwab’s World Economic Forum, that wants a ‘great reset’ really any time soon.

The screenshot below shows Eli Beer’s links to the WEF. Eli Beer is the founder of United Hatzalah.


All I’m saying, is that I find it very strange that some guy no-one ever heard of a week ago is literally being allowed to ‘read from his script’ without interruption on prime time Fox news – and even, allowed to plug his organisation and their charidee drive at the end of an 8 minute segment.

I thought you had to pay for adverts on Fox News?


It doesn’t strike anyone else as weird that the news anchors don’t close him down when he spends a minute of precious prime-time asking viewers to send money to Hatzalah in Ukraine?


As I said at the beginning of this post:

This is a war for our souls, mamash.

And organisations like United Hatzalah are part of that attempt to manipulate the Jewish public into supporting ‘war in Ukraine’ efforts, on the spiritual level – which can then manifest, God forbid.

So, be really, really careful where you are putting your emotions, and your intentions, and just keep praying for peace, and for the good Jews, the good people in the Ukraine to stay safe.

And don’t let the propaganda take over on the soul level again.

God is going to keep giving us this test of choosing against the MSM and its evil puppetmasters, until we finally get this right.


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I was doing some hitbodedut about where to go from here, and I was pondering what one of the commentators said on the last post.

She said this:


We have to focus on healing.

Once we realised that what we see is the world of lies, after that a time of healing has to come. What is exactly the truth. How does this world operate? What is required of us. I think there is a lot to be done once this explodes.


I was rolling that idea around in my hitbodedut this morning, and trying to think about what it’s going to take, to really heal from the world of lies.

Everything that’s gone on the last two years is just the climax, the apex, of two or even three millenia of ‘lies’. All that’s really happened the last two years is that the curtain has been pulled back more, the veil has been lifted, to show us all what’s been going on, all along.


So, back to the idea of ‘healing’.

I’m starting from a place of stating there is nothing new under the sun.

In all the research I’ve been doing into ancient history, and not-so-ancient corruption in the Jewish community, this principle has helped me so much, to figure out what is really going on.

I look around at what happened then, and I realise that exactly the same thing is still happening now.

I look around at now, and I realise that exactly exactly the same thing was happening back then.

And then most of the pieces of the puzzle fall neatly into place, because really, we just go through the same tests, the same situations, the same ‘dramas again and again and again, until we finally make the teshuva we need, to get it right.


So when it comes to ‘healing’, it seems useful to first break stuff down into the different areas that actually need ‘healing’.

The obvious area is physical health.

I won’t go into that today, not least because I’m sure that this will be the main obsession of most of the rest of the world, when they actually catch up to what is really going on here, particularly for the people who were injected with GO nanotech poison.

( has some good information on detoxing from the GO HERE; and HERE is where you find a very practical PDF from Ken Rohla’s site, on how to detox from being exposed to radiation.)


The next area is spiritual health.

Literally, as I wrote that heading, someone sent me the notes from the latest webinar on January 23, 2022, with R’ Yissachar Berg, one of the main English-speaking people close to the Rav.

Here’s  the main highlights of it:


*The Rav wants Torah learning to be the main focus right now. This is all he talks about.*

The focus now should be on Torah learning.

There is a new battle in town and there are new battle plans…. We are going to conquer the world without firing a single bullet… through prayer and Torah.

(The Rav’s prayers contain many insights into the Torah. He is referring also to the little prayer cards that were made.) 

There will be more shiurim and prayers that will be live, through the [] website, instead of the unfiltered YouTube, etc.


The Rav wants to set up more Kollelim in the Old City Yerushayalim.

This costs money, so supporters are needed.

*What is going to save us and bring the Redemption will be Torah learning.*

Learn for 8 hours, then an hour of dancing. Join in the Rav’s Tefillah when you can.

*The reason we are here is to pray and learn Torah. Prayer and Torah, Prayer and Torah, Prayer and Torah. That is our purpose. That is our whole life.*


Lately, the Rav has been talking alot about this present Israeli government and the evils that they want to put on the Jewish people.

*The main threat is the Israeli government wanting to uproot Torah observance. He is saying that this is the worst ever in all of Jewish history!*

They want to give away the Kotel, mess up kashrut, forbid learning Torah, and do away with brit milah and allow non-kosher conversions…etc.

*THIS is the War of Gog vMagog!*

And, all this is happening right now! Russia is not a threat, China is not a threat, Iran is not a threat.

Covid….the government doesn’t care that people are dying, they just care about getting re-elected. New strains of covid will continue to come out. The only way to fix this and be protected from it – is by learning Torah.

*The only thing to protect us, is learning Torah. Otherwise it is a dangerous situation.*


*The MAIN war is a spiritual war with the Israeli government as they are trying to prevent people from serving Hashem.*

*Increasing Torah learning is the only way to fight this.*


If someone can not get to the minyan and can listen by phone, it counts.

You are saying “Amen” so you are considered part of it. The Rav is talking about people who live here, someone who is far away, they are not being held accountable since they are not here. From a distance you can connect and that counts as if you were here.


UPDATE: Here is how to ‘join in’ via the phone:

From Israel 02-8008800

From the USA (845) 640-0007

From the UK +44 330 390 0474

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Here are the daily ‘seder’ details, for learning more Torah together with Shuvu Banim and the Rav:

For men:

  • A reduction from 7 to 3 Tikkun haKlalis anytime throughout the day, it doesn’t have to be 3 at one time.
  • 8 pages of Gemara a day — use Artscroll or whatever is easiest for you.
  • 5 chapters of Rambam a day, (in addition to your regular learning).

There is a phone update at Extension 2142 (within Israel)to find out where they are holding every day.

Also, anyone (men….) can come to the Yeshiva in the Old City and learn.

The address is: Rehov Hebron 32. It’s in the Muslim Quarter, right ‘behind’ the Kotel.


For women:

  • 3 Tikkun haKlalis anytime throughout the day, it doesn’t have to be 3 at one time.
  • Learn one chapter of Rambam. (Ask for Rambam Mishnah Torah, or click HERE for an online version.)
  • Two chapters of Tanakh (Shuvu Banim women just completed Sefer Daniel chapters 9 and 10).
  • One book (one of the 5 books) of Tehillim every day.


So, I guess that answers a great deal of the question of ‘how to heal spiritually’.

More Torah and prayer, connecting with the Tzaddik HaDor from wherever you happen to be, and if you can’t do the ‘Torah and prayer’ thing so much yourself, to contribute to the kollels that the Rav wants to set up (and also, to the existing Shuvu Banim kollels!) financially.

More on how to do that, when I get more details.


Here’s a few more points, about ‘how to heal’.

  1. We all badly need to work on healing our relationships with our fellow Jews, (the real ones…) and especially those closest to us.

It boils down to fixing all those bad middot that have been boiling over, the last few years.

But before we can fix our bad middot, we first have to acknowledge that they actually exist.

And that’s usually the far harder part of the equation.


Most of us have been operating out of ‘survival mode’ the last two years, or ‘snake brain’ mode.

There are four main areas of ‘snake brain’ bad middot that flare up when we’re under stress:

  • Anger
  • Fear
  • Depression / Despair / Apathy
  • Going into denial / living in ‘fake’ reality / keeping things totally superficial / abdicating responsibility for ourselves


I actually forgot I wrote a whole book about how to recognise what ‘survival mode’ you usually go into, under stress, and how to start dealing with it, tachlis.

You can get that book HERE.


For me, over the last two years, I struggled a great deal at various times with anger.

Usually, I’d have to go and do a six hour session to calm down, and / or read the Rav’s kuntres on anger (which let me tell you, works LIKE MAGIC, to defuse anger. The link takes you to a free, online version.)

But I’ve also struggled at various times with seriously just wanting to run away from everything, and every one.

And other times, with an enormous, crushing sense of despair about what was happening.

Baruch Hashem, I don’t have a stress response that goes into ‘fake, superficial, denying reality’ mode.

But everyone else in my house does, which means I’ve got into tons of arguments over the last two years, that have in turn led to: blowing up like a volcano; wanting to run away from the retards in my family; feeling totally despairing about why people can’t or won’t see what’s right in front of their faces.

(Rinse and repeat.)


So, the last couple of months there’s been a lot of work going on in my dalet amot to try to recognise my own bad middot, and to apologise to people who have been hurt by them – and also to forgive those who have hurt me, with their ridiculous, OTT stress responses.

Like, the people in the post office.

And the guy I got into a huge argument with in the supermarket when he told me I had to put my mask over my nose. (I still haven’t gone back there… but I have forgiven him in my heart. Mostly….)

And the witch who slapped my daughter on the bus, because she was drinking a cup of coffee and not wearing a mask.

(It’s a long, long list, I’m working on it.)


But there’s another element to this ‘healing’ process, too, and that’s the question of how we really heal our community, and our Jewish nation.

This government of ours in Israel, regardless of political affiliation or external appearance, is run by Torah-hating Frankist-Freemasons, backed up by Torah-and-Judaism-hating gentiles.

And the people pulling the strings behind nearly every Jewish community, secular, reform or pretend-orthodox, all over the world, are these self-same Torah-hating Frankist Freemasons, again backed up by Torah-and-Judaism-hating gentiles.

Whether these gentiles are nominally ‘xtian’, or devil-worshipping luciferians, that doesn’t really matter.

The point is, our community leadership structures are hopelessly corrupted – and they’ve been that way for a long time.


Let’s get back to the principle of there is nothing new, under the sun.

Why did Aaron make a golden calf, or at least, participate in making a golden calf?

He did it because he was scared to go against the leadership of the Erev Rav, who’d already killed Miriam’s son Hur.

That set up the paradigm for what was going to happen with every ‘false messiah’, and every corrupting movement of the Erev Rav, trying to subvert the Jewish community from within, since.

Let’s fast forward to Jonathan Eybshutz.

I learnt some more things about him recently, including that his famous ‘amulets’ were written in the shape of a Star of David – and that’s part of why people suspected him of being a Sabbatean, because this symbol was closely associated with that movement and belief system.

I also learned that it was his followers that went on the rampage against anyone who challenged him – and that even Jacob Emden was initially trying to avoid machloket with them, but Eybshutz and his crazy mob continued to attack him in every quarter, and even to threaten his life, which is when he started fighting back.

I learnt that nearly every ‘big rabbi’ who wasn’t themselves a secret Sabbatian (that’s not actually such a big list…) knew that Jonathan Eybshutz was spiritually corrupt, despite his enormous Torah knowledge – but preferred to cover it up, than to deal with offending his powerful family, or the local xtians that Eybshutz was very close to.

There is nothing new under the sun.


And the last thing I appear to be learning, is that there is a good chance that Jonathan Eybshutz is directly related to Jacob Frank.

As you can guess, the whole thing is totally mixed-up and deliberately convoluted, but I recently stumbled across a new piece of information about one ‘Schondel Eybshutz’, Jonathan Eybshutz’s daughter, who married a ‘David Ullman’ – both of whom have been totally scrubbed out of the official family tree.

That instantly reminded me of ‘Schondel Dobruska’ – mother of the infamous ‘Moses Dobruska’ who played a leading part in the French Revolution, and first cousin of Jacob Frank:

Moses Dobruška or Moses Dobruschka, alias Junius Frey was a writer, poet and revolutionary. His mother was the first cousin of Jacob Frank, who claimed to be the Jewish messiah and founded the Frankist sect….

[H]e became one of the main activists of the masonic lodge of the “Knights of St. John the Evangelists for Asia in Europe,” active in Germany and Austria between 1783 and 1790, which was the first German-speaking masonic order to accept Jews.


Dobruska is a made-up name – it’s the same name Jacob Frank took for himself, when he ‘converted’ to Catholicism.

And elsewhere, I’d read that ‘Moses Dobruska’ was none other than the grandson of Jonathan Eybshutz.

No wonder ‘Schondel Eybshutz’ got totally scrubbed out the family tree.

But that’s not all.


Another sister of Schondel, child of Jonathan, by the name of ‘Hitzel Eybeshutz‘ happened to marry one Benjamin Wolf Frankel.

She also apparently married a ‘Simon Halevi Brandeis’ – again, almost totally scrubbed out the picture and covered up.

I have a feeling Jacob Frank is hiding under all these made-up names, and deliberate distortions.

And that it’s at least possible that Jonathan Eybshutz is either the father, or the grandfather of Jacob Frank – as well as being the grandfather of the Frankist-Freemason Moses Dobruska.


If those real rabbis of ours back in the 18th century had stood up to Jonathan Eybshutz, and his brand of ‘secret Sabbateanism’ that totally corrupted the Jewish community and its values, how different the Jewish world would look today.

But they didn’t.

So now the test is back.

And standing up to ‘rabbis’ with tremendous yichus, but apparently very little in the way of morality or shame about abusing halacha and misusing their position to hurt others and benefit themselves is going to be a very major way that we ‘heal’ what’s going on in our communities, going forward.


I called this post ‘The Conversation’, because that’s what I’d like these ideas to spark off.

That we just continue talking about all these things, honestly, and trying to figure things out, honestly, and trying to support each other – and ourselves! – as we grope our way out of the world of lies.

As Inna said, the name of the game now is healing.

But for the real, systemic healing to occur, it has to be undertaken at every level – and the ‘poison’ in the body, both at the individual and the communal level – has to be acknowledged, isolated – and then dealt with properly.

May it be His will.



Back when I was starting to study ‘sound’ as a healing tool, three years ago, I tripped over something called ‘The Schumann Resonance.’

Three years ago, the links between human mental and physical health and extremely low frequencies (ELFs) were still being deliberately obscured.

So there was a lot of ‘disinformation’ about whether the Schumann Resonance was even really a ‘thing’; what it’s true frequency was, and of course, how much all this stuff is so very closely connected to human health, in just about every way.

If you go HERE, you’ll find one of those earlier articles about the Schumann Resonance, that has a lot of good background and material, but is kind of struggling to put it into the right context.


Anyway, long story short, I had a deep feeling that ‘sound was the way to go’, when it came to healing us human beings, so I kept researching, and that’s when I stumbled across Eileen Day McCusick and her book:

Tuning the Human Biofield: Healing with Vibrational Sound Therapy

I read the book two years ago, found it very interesting – so I ordered some of her tuning forks, to do the experiment myself, because that’s the only way we ever really know, if something is going to ‘work’, if something is ‘real’, or not.

Here’s a snippet, describing what ‘tuning the biofield’ is all about:

A guide to the practice of Sound Balancing, using tuning forks to clear trauma stored in the human energy field.

• Provides a precise map of the energetic biofield that surrounds the body, showing where specific emotions, memories, traumas, and pain are stored.

• Details how to locate stored trauma in the biofield with a tuning fork and clear it.


I started experimenting with Eileen’s tuning forks and method about 18 months ago – mostly just on myself.

Because 18 months ago, the idea that ‘sound’ could somehow ‘clear’ serious trauma and pain out of the system, and help me to stay healthy, sounded pretty looney-tunes, even to me.

So, I did some small experiments, noticed some interesting stuff – but then got completely consumed in other subjects, like what really happened to kill 45 people at Meron; and what’s really in these ‘Covid’ shots.

I had no idea, back then, how sound and frequency are so tightly connected to both these topics. But now, I do.


At the same time that the horrible idea was swimming into view that the State of Israel had deliberately targeted the pilgrims in Meron with some sort of ‘Directed Energy Weapon’, I noticed a whole bunch of new ‘tech’ going up on every street corner in Jerusalem.


The similarity between the ‘horn antennas’ used at the bottom of the stairs in Meron, and the ‘horn antennas’ suddenly showing up at parks and intersections all over Jerusalem was just too obvious to ignore.


I know this is difficult to hear.

I’ve had emails from people telling me that ‘for sure, these speaker-thingies are being put up all across Israel for a good, helpful reason’…

But when I ask them what that ‘good, helpful reason’ actually is – they have no idea.

It’s a case of the eyes clearly seeing, but the brain trying to explain things away, to keep us in the comfort zone, where we don’t have to worry that our government and military really ARE trying to kill us.


Below, I spliced the clip of the starlings in Spain colliding after being caught in a DEW / 5…G energy beam, with what happened in the crucial minute after the ‘horn antennas’ in Meron got switched on by the fake Hatzalah guy.

Draw your own conclusions.


I’m not going to rehash all of the info I’ve put up about 5…G and the human body here.

If you are interested, take a look at the following posts:

Orgone options and halachas: Recognising ‘Acute Radiation Syndrome’

A leap into the unknown

More antennas = more fires

How the nanotech in the Covid shots actually works

Cisco and electronic ‘tagging’

Nanosensors in Covid shots: Time to get real

Sound waves and the human body: An explainer


Let’s sum things up by saying that any scepticism I had about sound being an agent of destruction – but also a very powerful agent of healing – has now totally evaporated.

For three months, since Sukkot, I was in a very difficult space, mentally.

I was full of fear about what the future holds; I was fearing the ‘tech’ I see everywhere; I was fearing what’s really going to happen, when they have all their tech in place, and finally switch the 5…G on, fully – probably some time in the next few months.

Because I was ALREADY feeling the negative health effects of all the new antennas going up every 100 metres in Jerusalem.


And I had no idea what to do, to try to stop this from happening.

And I’m not injected with anything, Baruch Hashem.

(More on that in a moment.)


At this stage, one of my readers, who is a mathematics whizz, started sending me some very interesting emails.

Many of them are ‘over my head’, in terms of the equations and ideas being shared, but last week, I got sent this:

The coming year is (5) 783 = the Schumann Resonance

Along with a whole bunch of links, which I’m just going to put below.


If you are interested, click on:

Similar Spectral Power Densities Within the Schumann Resonance and a Large Population of Quantitative Electroencephalographic Profiles

The following short video is shmirat eynayim friendly, and explains in 2.5 minutes some of the basics, of how solar and geomagnetic activity can affect the human heart, amongst other things:


This screenshot comes from HERE:



Here’s where things got even more interesting – and started to develop a particular ‘Jewish’ twist, that gives me some real hope that we are about to see some massive open miracles.

My reader sent me this:

Here is the 783 in a different order:


Looking at the sound of the Shofar, you can see that the frequency is 376. You can therefore also get 378 as well – here is the ‘783’, again.

THIS link, to the ‘Vibration Data Newsletter’ from January 2007 discusses ‘Shofar Acoustics’.

Here’s the image of the ‘sound of the Shofar’, from page 8:


Here is the sound of ‘387 Hz’:


Then, he sent me this:


When  I read this, I got goosebumps.

783 – breaks down to 26.

387 – breaks down to 26.

26 is the gematria of Hashem’s ineffable name, the Tetragrammaton, Yud Kei Vav Kei.


Over on, they recently put up a video covering the information they got from a whistleblower at Spanish cellcoms company, Telefonica.


Basically, 5…G operates across a range of frequencies, but the one frequency our NWO governments are focusing their 5…G efforts on is:

26 GHZ

Snippet (translated from Spanish, so a little clunky):

Graphene acts with the transistor phenomenon.

That is to say, it multiplies the frequency at the same time as the damage it causes inside the body since it is toxic or cytotoxic inside the body.

Moreover, depending on the radiation it absorbs, this toxicity is dependent on that radiation.

I want you to look at this article now, which is about 26 GHz graphene transistors exactly. Exactly the same frequency that the government is now going to launch in our country, and that will be launched everywhere. 

Notice. Why 26 GHz? 

Because that’s the optimum signal multiplication frequency of graphene transistors. Do you understand, therefore, that 5G and its 26 GHz are precisely to wreak havoc with these graphene transistors inside the body? Or that they act as transistors? What a coincidence! 


And in case you still didn’t understand that the Covid shots contain self-assembling graphene oxide nano-routers, LaQuintaColumna just released some new images, with another bombshell report to follow soon:

WARNING: Best to watch the subtitles and turn the volume off, for this video.

He speaks really loudly, because he’s so upset about what he’s just discovered in the Pfizer shot, image below:



So, the whistleblower at Telefonica shared a confidential report that said:

The human body cannot withstand 26 GHz.

When they turn 5…G on, sometime in the next few months, at that range – we will all be dropping like flies. Or like starlings. Or like the people at the bottom of the stairs in Meron, God forbid.


’26’ is also the gematria of Hashem’s ineffable name.

And ’26’ is also what you get when you break down 783 – the 7.83 of the Schumann Resonance, the (5)783 of the coming year, motzae shvit, when Moshiach is meant to be revealed.

And 26 is also what you get when you break down 387 – the sound frequency of the Shofar, and the ‘opposite’ of 783.

The only way we can get rescued from what is coming down the pipe is by crying out to Hashem, calling out to Hashem, blowing the shofar of repentance, both literally and figuratively….


While I was putting this post together, I got sent two more bits of information, one of the more ‘technical’ side, and one on the more ‘spiritual’ side.

Technically, I got sent a link to a promo for THIS event, which I watched last night:


The Sound of Music: Medicine of the Future live presentation by John Stuart Reid!

Snippet, followed by some screenshots of the presentation:

Over 20 years ago, acoustic-physics scientist, John Stuart Reid experienced a seemingly miraculous healing of a painful lower back injury during cymatics experiments in Egypt’s Great Pyramid. Inspired by this event he has intensively studied the biological mechanisms that activate the body’s healing response, without use of drugs. 

In his illuminating presentation John Stuart Reid will distill for us some of the important biological mechanisms discovered during his 20 years of research and will share with us his intuitive sense that the Sound of Music will become The Medicine of the Future.




John Reid ended the presentation by basically saying that the right music can literally heal old, diseased red blood cells, and create new, healthy red blood cells.

Think about that for a moment.

You can see more of his research HERE, and also download an app that enables the user to ‘visualise’ the sound of the music they are listening to:

(THIS one, that shows the effect of ‘meditation’ on a person’s speaking is even more cool…)


And the spiritual dimension to all this, as always, comes from the Rav, Rav Eliezer Berland.

For the last couple of years, the Rav was repeatedly making ‘throw-away’ comments about how everyone need to learn how to play a musical instrument, and how playing music, singing and dancing were going to bring geula and the Moshiach.

Initially, I thought all this was a metaphorical statement.

(But I still took the hint to start learning how to play the guitar….)

Now, I’m starting to understand, again, that the Rav was being very specific.


It’s Rosh Chodesh Shvat, 5782, tonight.

Here is the pray the Rav wrote to say for the molad of Shvat, 5782, and I’ll translate some of it below:



חודש השירה, ר”ה לאילנות לב”ש א’ שבט, לב”ה ט”ו בשבט, ומהמולד מתחילה הארת שירת המלאכים בסוד השירה בסוד גאלת שבט נחלתך.

The month of song, Rosh Hashana of the trees according to Beit Shammai, on [Sunday night], the 1st of Shvat, according to Beit Hillel, Tu B’shvat (15th of Shvat).

And from the molad, the emergence of the song of the angels, which is the secret of the song, which is the secret of [the geula of Shvat, which is your inheritance].

(The stuff is square brackets is not the literal translation, but the more hidden allusion.)



Let this month of singing, and angels’ song leading to geula begin already!

There is not a moment to lose.



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At the beginning of August, there was a huge fire near Route 1, leading in and out to Jerusalem.

It happened near Shoresh – and it got my attention, as a lot of big fires seemed to be happening around Shoresh, in the Summer, and along Route 1, winding its way up to Jerusalem.

A few days later, I was driving past there, and between all the burnt out trees, I spotted an absolutely ENORMOUS 5…G ‘massive mimo’ array, which had been carefully hidden amongst the green, but which was now conspicuously noticeable.

Hmm….I wonder if there is a link between that antenna and the fires?


I’ve learnt a lot more about these antennas, and about 5…G, over the last few months.

Here’s some of the more pertinent info, just boiled down and told straight, so it’s easier to internalise:

  1. 5…G takes an awful lot of electricity.

You know all those ‘scare stories’ about Europe and everywhere else running out of electricity, and having ‘dark winters’?

The real reason for these stories is because the 5….G networks suck a HUGE amount of electrical power.

So, as more of these masts and antennas come on line, the strain on the power grid is growing bigger and bigger.

Or to put it into other words, they can’t also run the 5…G  networks at full capacity (to take out whoever they plan on taking out) – and also have spare electricity for other things, like computers, ovens and air-conditioners.


2. 5…G radiation can be dialled up, and dialled down.

It doesn’t stay at a ‘constant’.

The government and military can change its frequency, have it pulsing and emitting more and various times of the day and night, and also change its power.

When they turn it ‘up’, we have mysterious waves of of mysterious illnesses that leave large swathes of the population feeling very unwell and weak.

The lying media then tells us we are in the grip of yet another ‘Covid pandemic’, and tells us to get more shots, to ‘protect ourselves’.


We are experiencing the effects of acute, and cumulative, radiation poisoning.


Take a look at this, from HERE, which sets out the main symptoms of ‘Microwave Sickness’, that was figured out even back in 1932:


Spot how many of these symptoms you and yours are currently experiencing, more than previously.

For example, I noticed a lot of my hair falling out the last few weeks – way more than ‘normal’.

And my daughter is also noticing the same thing.

I think this is because of the high levels of radiation we’re being subjected to, here in Jerusalem.

Since I stuck some ‘orgonite‘ all over the place, last week, my hair has stopped falling out so much, and my headaches have gone…


3. When the 5…G radiation is dialled up – that can cause fires.

The last few months, they have been building new ‘massive MIMO’ installations everywhere in Israel, and probably everywhere else in the world, too:

Going forward, I think we’re going to be seeing a lot more ‘unexplained fires’ happening, also in urban areas, as these towers start generations massive amounts of radiation that (duh!) spark fires in their vicinity.

I think that’s what happened around Shoresh, back in August 2021.


Let’s just remind ourselves of what else was happening in Israel, at the beginning of August 2021, when this massive fire occurred.

This comes from the Wiki page on ‘Covid 19 in Israel’:

On 29 July 2021, a third vaccination was approved for persons aged 60 or older due to observed waning efficacy of the Pfizer vaccine to the prevalent Delta variant. The vaccine booster was later approved for all those 12 and older.

On 8 August 2021, restrictions renewed by the government came into effect to slow the spread of the Delta variant and included expanding proof of vaccine and mask-wearing requirements for some gatherings, and a shift back to more work from home, quarantines, and travel restrictions.

Hey, fancy that!!!

The fire broke out August 3rd, 2021, just as the Government was trying to ‘convince’ everyone we were in the middle of a ‘4th wave of Covid’ that required a 3rd vaccination and more masks and restrictions.

What a CO-IN-CID-ENCE!!!


Each new wave of ‘Covid 19’ – or whatever else they are cooking up – is preceded and caused by bombarding the public with higher levels of radiation, to cause the ‘symptoms’ that will then be called the new variant.

And now they are putting their Cisco Meraki 5…G units in more and more schools and colleges here in Israel…

It’s scary.


4. 5…G radiation disorients birds.

There have been so many stories of mysteriously dead birds, the last few years – and those reports have been increasing, with the roll-out of 5…G.

Watch this video from December 2021 in Spain, to understand what’s really going on (Spanish with English subtitles):


If you want the short version, which skips the explanation and just shows the birds colliding, watch this:


Recently, there’s been an awful lot of serious road crashes in Israel – and other parts of the world – too.

I can’t help wondering if the same ‘disorientation’ that these birds experienced, when they got zapped with whatever frequency they got zapped with, from the antennas there, is also affecting us humans, too.

I mean, that’s who all this 5…G technology is really being designed for: humans.


So, keep your eyes peeled.

Continue to join up the dots in your part of the world.

Continue to share any information you come across, that helps to fill out the real picture of what is really going on here.

And – most importantly of all – continue to  pray that God will save us from this terrible evil.


On that score, I just got sent this, from the Shuvu Banim WhatsApp group:

All dear people are asked to strengthen in 7 Tikkun Haklali with all their might.

Rabbi Vaknin came to the Rav and the Rav told him that he urgently needed to start to say 7 Tikkun Haklalis again, because many have stopped since his release or lowered.

And in fact * the Rav needs really great miracles because his health is not simple at all! *

So please all of us get stronger in Tikkun Haklali and selected chapters with all our might !!


I know, we’re all tired and weary.

I know, we all just want to go to sleep, and wake up again when geula is finally here, and we don’t have to deal with this stuff anymore.


That’s not the way God has arranged things.

He wants our prayers, our teshuva and our tzedeka – lots and lots of it!

The more we give God what He wants, the faster and easier this next stage will go.

So, gird your loins, dear readers, and commit to something.

One Tikkun Haklali, one small donation, one prayer said, to overcome anger, at least something.

If a billion people with their billion ‘somethings’ get behind the Rav – it’s already game over for the side of evil.

Even if just a million do that.

Or 100,000.

Or 10,000.

Or even just 1000 sincere people, who are praying with real mesirut nefesh for all this end….



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Honestly? I am feeling mentally exhausted right now.

Doing the continual birur between ‘fake’ and ‘real’ is really tiring, spiritually and mentally, and I’m currently feeling like taking a few days off to paint.

In the meantime, tho, someone asked me to put up information about how to detox from these Covid shots, that we now all know categorically DO contain graphene oxide nanotech (that wasn’t disclosed on the product insert.) Quelle surprise.

I just found a new video on the Stew Peters show – which is another potent admixture of ‘fake and true’, but which tends to have more ‘true’ than a lot of other places – from a naturopathic doctor Zandra Botha, who has a natural detox protocol that sounds at least reasonable.

(Not shmirat eynayim friendly.)


Here’s a screenshot of what she’s suggesting to do, to start ‘unclumping’ the blood:

(I’m not a medical professional, of course, so please be sure you check all this stuff yourself with someone qualified to properly advise you – and pray about it a lot, to get the right guidance.)


Here’s some other detox options to consider:

Get an ionising salt lamp

I got mine from HERE in Israel, and I have to say, I do notice a difference with it on, in both my breathing and my ‘calmness’.

Important point to note: the pink salt lamps from the Himalayas are potassium chloride salt.

This type of salt doesn’t help the respiratory system, and is toxic to the lungs in large quantities.

What I’m talking about here is therapeutic salt lamps made from sodium chloride salt.

This is a snippet that comes from HERE, (Google translated to English.)

[T]he company’s salt blocks of sodium chloride ( sodium chloride ) have been shown to be emitted into the ventricle ( air ) by nanoscale-sized salt molecules.

In addition, it has been shown that the salt molecules sodium chloride, penetrate the respiratory system of users ( already after 8 hours of initial use ) and they create hypertonic environment health ( salinity) and sodium ions and chlorine ions !!!!!!!!


Basically, this Israeli company asked 1500 of their customers with a salt lamp, who had caught ‘Covid 19’. The answer was…NO-ONE.

Why I think this is working, given my view that what we are experiencing as ‘Covid 19’ is actually a reaction to the aerolised graphene oxide nanotech being sprayed down on us from the heavens, is that the main way the body excretes this GO is via the lungs.

And these dry salt lamps help the lungs to detoxify, and expel these particles faster and safer, than otherwise.

Case in point: After all the chemtrails in Jerusalem 2 weeks ago, my husband immediately got pretty ill, and I also started to feel yucky. But my symptoms passed really fast, while his lasted for a week, and were much more severe.

I have that salt lamp next to my desk, switched on, for 8 hours nearly every day.

And my intuition is, that it’s really helping.


Take baths with Epsom Salts (or ‘melech angli’).

2 cups per bath, and stay in it for 40 mins.

Snippet from HERE:

The sulfates in Epsom salt assist the body in flushing out toxins. That provides a heavy metal detox from the body’s cells.

This can help lower the internal accumulation of harmful substances. Human skin is a highly porous membrane. By adding minerals like magnesium and sulfate to your bathwater, it sparks a process called reverse osmosis, which literally pulls salt out of your body and dangerous toxins along with it.


Consider using frequency (binaural beats) to heal the body.

I’m still researching this, so I’m just throwing this ‘out there’ for you to explore in the meantime.

But I used a tuning fork on my husband’s stubborn cough a couple of days ago – and it disappeared. We had the best night’s sleep for a week.

Here’s a couple of videos to try out for cleansing the blood – I’m making no claims for them, but I have a gut feeling frequency is the way to go, ultimately, with all of this:



And here is another video from Eileen McCusick, whose tuning forks I have bought and am using, about how frequency can ‘sonic clean’ energy from a room:

(Not shmirat eynayim friendly.)


After I watched this video, I did the experiment with the 528 hz tuning fork in my room – and me and my husband both noticed a real difference.

Of course, ‘sound frequency’ also includes our own prayers.

Rav Berland has a few books of prayers for health, both in English and Hebrew, that have some prayers for blood circulation, purification, and overcoming blood clots – many of the main symptoms resulting from these covid GO injections.


In terms of ‘guarding’ against 5…G, here’s a few other options to consider:

  1. Try ‘shielding materials’ for your home. has a lot of products to explore – I just got a ‘safe cave’, which definitely does work to block frequencies, but I find I don’t feel the need to use it anywhere near as much as I thought.

At least, at the moment.

2. Buy or make your own ‘orgone’ subtle energy converter.

THIS lady on Etsy is making the stuff by hand, and selling it relatively cheaply.

But it doesn’t sound so hard to DIY, if you are handy with resins and metal chips….

My ‘Geocleanse’ never showed up…. so I can’t vouch for it.

But HERE is the site, for that.


Personally, I’ve been experimenting with using thought waves / ‘prayer’ waves to ‘diffuse’ the negative frequencies and vibes.

All I can tell you is that I’m feeling much happier and calmer, because that is the power of the mind – that even if it’s not ‘working’ in an externally visible way, it’s still ‘working’ internally.


And of course, the more you can get off your phone, downgrade your smartphone to something more ghetto – the better that obviously will be.


The last thing to share, for now, is from

(Spanish with English subtitles.)


It’s a montage of some of the different research being done all over the world, to pin down what is really in these ‘Covid shots’.

It shows how GO graphene quantum dots are in these shots, and has images of them penetrating the blood cells of people who have been ‘vaccinated’.

I’m including this here, because it’s part of the whole ‘separating truth from lies’ thing.

These shots are about creating nano-wireless systems in the human body, to make humans ‘remote-controllable’ from a distance, via frequencies being aimed at them (maybe to their specific, unique MAC address…) from the 5…G tech and speakers being set up ALL OVER ISRAEL, as we speak.



PS: Going forward, if you are doing bloodwork, and you’ve taken the shots, and you find something that is working to ‘unclump’ your blood, please do share the information here on the site.

The more real, factual information we can put out there, the better.



This is another new video from, that explains in 3 minutes how the antennas caused the ‘weird symptoms’ being seen in that very first wave of ‘Covid 19’…. which were then swept under the table super-fast, because they didn’t want people to understand that what is sickening and killing people is really radiation poisoning, NOT a virus.

This explains it super simply, and it’s super easy to follow the logic.

Because it’s true.

And on the rare occasions in our world we still actually hear the truth, it resonates deep down.

Once we know what’s really going on, we’ll also know what to do about it.

That’s why ‘disinformation’ and deception is such a big part of the yetzer hara’s arsenal, because the yetzer knows the true power of a Jewish soul, and the true power kavana, or spiritual intention, and prayer really wields in the world.

Let’s give a couple of examples of what I’m talking about.


Most days, I find myself doing half an hour of dancing and clapping, where I pick a single subject, a single ‘issue’ – and I mamash have the intention of stomping that ‘issue’ into the floor, spiritually.

Some of my recent subject have included 5—G lamp-posts and AI cameras, but sometimes it’s also stuff like fallen fears – i.e. anything that isn’t true fear of God, only, as the Sole Arbiter of what is going on in the world.

But I’m realising, that the more specific I can be about what I am focusing my ‘sweetening of judgments’ against, the more impact it will have.

As we’re learning more and more, the devil really is in the details.

So once I get those details pinned down, I can really start to focus my prayers and my intentions and my actions, spiritually, on crushing ‘the problem’ to dust.


If this sounds a little crazy, I want you to remember that Jews are ‘above nature’.

We always have been.

And that our spiritual essence is a part of Hashem Himself.

God created the world, and then He gave us the job of ‘partnering with Him’, so to speak, to rectify it.

That means what Rebbe Nachman teaches, that we see the lacks, the problems, the issues in the world, and then we pray on these things wholeheartedly, and ask God to fix them.


Even if a button is lacking on our coat – to ask God to help us resolve that problem.

Because while ein od milvado, God is all there is, God still gave us humans a job to do, which is to recognise the flaws and imperfections in the world – beginning with ourselves – and to beseech Hashem to help us fix them.

Of course, we can’t do anything without Hashem.

But God has also designed the world in such a way that He requires an ‘awakening from below’ – i.e. our prayers and supplications – before He will step in to fix the problem.


Now we’ve set this basic framework out, for why our prayers and intentions and spiritual actions are really the ONLY WAY we can get this situation we find ourselves in to turn around, at their root, let’s try to put this idea into practise.

I have two things to share with you today, both very useful in terms of cutting through the disinformation, to know what’s really going on, so we know what to focus our prayers on.



This is a long video, but it’s full of technical details and descriptions of the thorough scientific procedures and process that was followed by Dr Pablo Campra, to finally ascertain beyond the shadow of a doubt that all the Covid shots being used in the West – regardless of manufacturer – contain biotoxic and radiowave ‘tunable’ graphene oxide.


Here’s the blurb under the video:

Dr. Pablo Campra, Ph.D. in Chemical Sciences and graduate in Biology, explains the technical report we wrote about the real composition of the COVID vaccines. Graphene oxide was detected through micro-Raman techniques in multiple samples.

And HERE is where you can download Dr Campra’s full paper in English:


This short (2.30 min) video is Dr Campra speaking in English, explaining that he’s conclusively found graphene oxide in the Covid shots, and that this ‘ingredient’ hasn’t been acknowledged in any of the product inserts for these shots:


Now you KNOW, for a fact, that there is bio-toxic, radio-wave ‘tunable’ graphene oxide in the shots, you know what to pray about.

Here’s some suggestions:

That all the GO in our bodies should ‘bio-degrade’ ASAP.

That no radiowave signals should ‘excite’ that GO in our bodies in any negative way that could harm our health.

That all the graphene oxide nanotech should turn into dust, ASAP, and get flushed out the system.

And you can also just take the words ‘graphene oxide nanotech’ and stomp them into the ground for half an hour, as part of your clapping and dancing.

Believe in the power of prayer! Believe in the power of your soul, to really affect ‘reality’ in this world!

And don’t have yeoush!


Once you are done destroying the GO nanotech in the shots (and elsewhere….) here’s another project for you.

If you are so inclined, first watch this (speeded up 1.75 works fine – he’s a slow speaker):



We’re sitting here blathering about ‘Pfizer’ and ‘Moderna’ and ‘the Rothschilds’, and all that, but really?

All these companies and people are just the spiritual decoys.

Dr David Martin has set out the companies and people who are the real ‘power behind the thrones’ – and that’s where we need to focus our kavana, for maximum effect.

You can see his powerpoint, setting the information out clearly, HERE:


Here’s a screenshot of what he calls the ‘Covid Orchestra’ – the people mamash profiting from ‘Covid 19’, behind the scenes:

Hey – I tried this 4 times now, and each time it’s crashing my site… So I’m going to try again, with a different ‘tag’ on the image, and hey presto… now it works.


And here’s the names he lists – some of them are obvious, some really not:

The names listed are:

Mukesh D. Ambiani
Chairman and Managing Director, Reliance Industries

Peter Brabeck-Letmathe
Vice-Chairman of the Board of Trustees, World Economic Forum

Mark Carney
United Nations Special Envoy for Climate Action and Finance, United Nations

Chrystia Freeland
Deputy Prime Minister and Minister of Finance, Office of the Deputy Prime Minister of Canada

Kristalina Georgieva
Managing Director, International Monetary Fund (IMF)

H.M. Queen Rania Al Abdullah of the Hashemite Kingdom of Jordan
Queen of the Hashemite Kingdom of Jordan, Office of Her Majesty Queen Rania of Abdullah

David M. Rubinstein
Co-Founder and Co-Executive Chairman, Carlyle Group

Klaus Schwab
Founder and Executive Chairman, World Economic Forum

Marc Benioff
Chair and Chief Executive Officer, Salesforce

Thomas Buberi
Chief Executive Officer, AXA

Laurence D. Fink
Chairman and Chief Executive Officer, Blackrock

Orit Gadiesh
Chairman, Bain & Company

Fabiola Gianotti
Director-General, European Organisation for Nuclear Research (CERN)

L. Rafael Reif
President, Massachussetts Institute of Technology

Mark Schneider
Chief Executive Officer, Nestle

Tharman Shanmugaratnam
Senior Minister, Government of Singapore

Rober Mercer
Renaissance Fund

Larry Page

Al Gore
Vice-President of the United States (1993-2001);
Chairman and Co-founder, Generation Investment Management LLP

Angel Gurria

Paula Ingabire
Minister of Information Communication Technology and Innovation, Ministry of Information Communication Technology and Innovation of Rwanda

Yo-Yo Ma

Luis Alberto Moreno
Member of the Board of Trustees, World Economic Forum

Jim Hagemann Snape
Chairman, Siemens

Feike Sybesma
Chairman of the Supervisory Board, Royal Philips

Zhu Min
Chairman, National Institute of Financial Research

Mark Zuckerberg

Bill Gates
Bill & Melinda Gates Foundation

Herman Gref
Chief Executive Officer and Chairman of the Board, Sberbank

Andre Hoffman
Vice-Chairman, Roche

Christine Lagarde
President, European Central Bank

Peter Maurer
President, International Committee of the Red Cross

Patrice Motsepe
Founder and Executive Chairman, African Rainbow Minerals

Julie Sweet
Chief Executive Officer, Accenture

Heizo Takenaka
Professor Emeritus, Keio University

Dustin Moskovitz
Open Philanthropy


Just pick one – or all – and stomp away, with kavana.

And then let’s see how fast all this starts to crumble.

The devil really is in the detail.

I’ve been learning that over and over, the last few years, in all my research. When we pin down the real details of who actually did what, and why – it totally blows the dark side’s spiritual cover, and then things start to move.


So, here’s the basic recipe for how to start turning all this evil to dust:

1) Focus your prayers on the right things!

Get super-detailed about what needs to happen, and why. (AKA: Know thy enemy.)

2) Connect yourself to God, and the True Tzaddikim like Rebbe Nachman of Breslov.

Because our prayers are providing the raw spiritual ‘ammo’ needed to fight the war, but it’s going to get aimed and applied by our True Tzaddikim (and that’s also why so much effort has gone into getting so many of us ‘connected’ to people who are not ‘True Tzaddikim’….)

3) Set your intention.

Say it out loud, something like this:

All these tikkun haklalis I’m saying right now are for [specify the details].

Right now, I am stomping [specify the details] into the ground! Every clap is destroying the ‘bad’ within [specify the details] and sweetening it / them, and returning them to God.

This five minutes of hitbodedut is specifically aimed at [specify the details].


God is doing everything, not us.

The only thing we have in our hands is our own fear of Heaven, i.e. to recognise that our prayers and kavana is the only show in town, really.

We are just pens in the hand of the Scribe, we are just voices in His choir.

But He wants us to sing out, to pray with all our hearts, to dance and clap the bad into oblivion!

So yalla.

There’s a lot of ground to cover.



Here is a father giving testimony to Ron Johnson and the US Senate, after having lost his 16 year old teenage son as a result of the Pfizer Covid shot. Don’t let anyone stop you from asking questions, and challenging the narrative about these Covid shots.

Lives are mamash on the line here.

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Did you know that praying with intention is our secret weapon?

Rabbenu’s whole thing was prayer – hitbodedut, praying your heart out to God in your own words, reciting the Tikkun Haklali, to rectify spiritual problems at their root.

That’s part of why they went after him so much, because prayer is a Jew’s secret weapon – it’s the bow of Yaakov, that deflects the sword of Esav.


Two days ago, I was talking to a neighbor in my street, about all this AI facial recognition tech going up all over the city.

Once he grasped what I was telling him – that these weren’t normal CCTV cameras, and that Jerusalem was becoming an open-air prison – he immediately flipped into apathetic despair.

There is nothing you can do anyway! He told me. It’s all over the world this way, so just live your life and ignore it!


Yesterday, my dad basically said the same thing.

What’s the point in worrying, you can’t do anything about this, it’s in every country all over the world. Just ignore it and be happy.

I disagree.



According to a couple of commentators here who tried to lodge a protest against the government’s new dictatorial laws, they were prevented from getting into the Justice Department’s website to do that by a ‘password’ that they just couldn’t manage to get, no matter how hard they tried.

Of course, this was no accident.

It’s part of the dictatorship’s efforts to shut down opposition and maintain control.

If ‘this world’ is where we thought the battle is really taking place, then both my neighbor and my dad would be 100% correct, that there is nothing really to do, and we may as well just give up, and try this instead:


But the real battle here is being fought in the spiritual arena.

And every single one of us has a part to play.


This morning, I got inspired by THIS short video of an Australian policeman in Victoria, who quit his senior position to protest how the corrupt politicians are using the police to turn Australia into a ‘Covid dictatorship’ – and who asked his colleagues to follow him. (Not shmirat eynayim friendly.)


The main ‘present’ I got from my latest trip to Uman, is that dancing and clapping can sweeten all the judgements that can’t be sweetened any other way.

So, I’ve incorporated half an hour of dancing and clapping into my daily hitbodedut now, and it’s just making me feel really so much better about what’s going on.

But not because I’m ignoring the situation.

Instead, I first ‘bind myself to the true tzaddikim’, like Rebbe Nachman ben Feige and Simcha, and to Rabbi Eliezer ben Ettia, and then I am picking one subject a day to ‘stomp’ all the bad out of.


Last week, it was AI cameras and 5…G.

Today, I spent half an hour stomping the ‘bad’ out of our police force in Israel, so the pintele yid can ignite, and they will BH all make teshuva and stop enforcing the Covid tyranny.

Here’s the point:

I’m not doing anything. I am mamash nothing and nobody.

But, as soon as I get my ego out of the way, and really try to internalise my ‘nothingness’, then God can really take over.

And when we connect to God, anything is possible, because God is really all there is.

There is no nature.

There is no ‘police’.

There is no ‘Covid 19’.

There is only God.


This is how our ‘nothing’ can still do something – everything! – in the world.

Prayer is powerful, and prayer combined with dancing and clapping to sweeten the judgements, as prescribed by Rabbenu, is really the only thing that is going to work here.

I have a lot more to say about this, BH I will return to this topic.

But, I want to encourage you to not sink into apathy and despair because ‘we can’t do anything, anyway.’

In this material world, that may be true.

But in the spiritual world, we can mamash get this to turn around in the blink of an eye, if more of start to bind ourselves to the True Tzaddikim like Rabbenu and the Rav, and start to simply follow Rebbe Nachman’s advice.


So, pick how you want to ‘protest’, spiritually, and get on with it.

Here are some practical suggestions:

  1. Commit to spending 5 minutes a day (or more!) dancing and clapping, with the intention of ‘sweetening’ one particular area of evil that’s bothering you. That could be global stuff like poisonous Covid shots, corrupt judiciary, Freemason-Frankists – or stuff much closer to home, like a relationship or situation that is causing you a lot of pain. Literally just ‘stomp’ that problem into the ground…
  2. Start doing hitbodedut for a fixed period of time, every single day, where you just pour your heart out to Hashem about what is going on, and ask Him to fix things, and get more people to wake up and make teshuva.
  3. Say a Tikkun Haklali – or 7 – and again, have the intention that the prayer should sweeten a particular ‘issue’ or subject.
  4. Get hold of some of the Rav’s prayers on specific topics, and get into the habit of reciting a few a day. Go HERE for prayers in English, that have the Hebrew original attached.


If you want a suggestion for which prayer to start with, try this:

Awesome Prayer from Rabbi Eliezer Berland Shlit”a for his Speedy Release


Believe in yourself!

Believe in the power of your prayers, and your intentions, to turn this around!

Prayer is our strength, our real weapon.

But we just have to remember to bind our prayers to the True Tzaddikim before we begin, so they can use all this spiritual ‘ammo’ we give them with our prayers, to fight the battle where it really counts – in the Heavenly Court.


This is the statement of ‘binding’ that Breslov chassidim use, from Rav Arush’s site HERE.

Rebbe Nachman told his followers that it is beneficial to declare before davening: “I hereby bind myself to all the tzaddikim of the generation” (Likkutei Moharan I, 2:6, 9:4; Sichot ha-Ran 296….

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This is because the tzaddikim elevate the prayers of the entire Jewish people, conveying each prayer to its proper Heavenly gate (Likkutei Moharan I, 9:3).

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Therefore, it has become customary for Breslover Chassidim to recite the following verbal formula before each prayer service (as well as before performing any mitzvah or religious practice, such as immersing in a mikveh, studying Torah, lighting the Chanukah Menorah, etc.):

Hebrew: Hareini mekasher ‘atzmi le-khol ha tzaddikim amitiyim she-be-doreinu, ulekholha-tzaddikim amitiyim shochnei afar, kedoshim asher ba-aretz hemah, u-be-frat Rabbenu ha-Kadosh, ha-Nachal Novea Mekor Chokhmah, Rebbe Nachman ben Feige − zekhutam yagen ‘aleinu ve-‘al kol Yisrael, Amen.

English: I hereby bind myself to all of the true tzaddikim of our generation, and to all true tzaddikim who rest in the dust, “Holy ones who are interred in the earth” (Tehillim 16:3), and in particular our Holy master, the “flowing brook, source of wisdom” (Mishlei 18:4), Rabbi Nachman ben Feige − May their merits shield us, Amen.


Try it.

What have you go to lose?

And it for sure beats the heck out of pointlessly protesting on the street, or lying down ‘blissfully’, and just waiting for the truck to squash you.