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I just had a long post written to go up… but now it’s disappeared.

I’ve just switched servers, to stop hacking attempts on my blog, BH, so there may be some teething issues while the blog settles down in its new home.

Like, I had a whole post about how I went up to do some praying in Meron yesterday night with my husband, in response to a call from a ‘hidden tzaddik’ who said there are some very harsh judgments looming again.

I won’t rehash everything I wrote – too tired to do it all again today – but here’s the short version:

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  1. There are very harsh judgements on the horizon again, and many of us can already feel that – that’s why we can’t sleep, have migraines, feel generally yucky, and / or stressed out of our eyeballs.
  2. Yesterday, a busload of Shuvu Banim hidden tzaddikim – just the regular guys there – travelled up to Meron to pray literally all night, that these judgments should be sweetened. (See the video below).
  3. Me and my husband also went up, so my husband could join them for an hour, while I tried to sleep in the car, as I was still feeling so yucky.

Long story short, even though I was asleep, I knew when that Shuvu Banim bus showed up, because the song ‘Uman Rosh Hashana’ started playing in my head, I got weird goosebumps down my back, I felt Rebbe Nachman had just joined the prayer gathering – and most telling of all, I suddenly started to feel way, way better and happier.

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Long story even shorter:

Something big got sweetened yesterday in Meron, thanks to the mesirut nefesh of a coachload of Shuvu Banim guys, who dropped everything on a Thursday evening to spend the whole night awake praying at Meron.

That’s who Shuvu Banim really are, not all those horrible ‘knocking’ stories in the media.

That same media who have been feeding you lies non-stop about ‘Covid 19’ and ‘vaccines’ and all the rest of it.

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It’s amazing to me that so many people here in Israel are acting like we’ve returned to ‘Disneyland’, now they’ve been vaxxed up to the eyeballs with an experimental gene therapy with unknown side affects.

Me, I’ve been feeling all week that we are still very much in the middle of the war, and that it’s still nowhere near the stage where we can relax and tell ourselves it’s been won.

They put the Rav back in prison.

The forces of evil are still kicking, hard.

The Rav – and the world, generally -still needs our prayers, our efforts, our yearning for moshiach and geula the sweet way.

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I know it’s hard to pray, believe me.

I am currently averaging one tikkun haklali a week, where I spent the last 5 years doing around 3 a day.

But every tiny bit we do now makes so, so much difference in shemayim, precisely because it’s so very hard to do anything.

So, gird your loins!

This shabbat, try to say at least one tikkun haklali, try to do at least 10 minutes of hitbodedut.

It all counts, it can all tip the balance at this crucial time.

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Rebbe Nachman told us a parable, where he explained how the previous generations had really fought most of the battle for us. They stormed the citadel, they broke down the walls, they scaled the ladders to the top of the ramparts.

All that is left for us to do is break through a few ‘cobwebs’.

That’s it.

It’s plenty hard enough, I know.

But all this is just cobwebs.

So dust off your tikkun haklali, and let’s try to blast through them.

Because geula is on the other side of those cobwebs – and not just ‘geula’ stam. We are begging Hashem to bring geula the sweet way.

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PS: These guys from Shuvu only got back to Jerusalem an hour ago – 12 midday.

There is no-one else like them, ashreichem, that they are close to the Rav – and also trying to follow his path.

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The eye is so easily caught by the big, flashy headlines.

Especially in our olam hafuch, where so much is so upside-down.

People read that big, flashy headline, they ingest the ‘message’ that’s been carefully crafted and placed within it – and then they think they have all the information, all the facts they need to come to strong opinions that can’t be challenged by the less informed.

Sometimes, I’m also guilty of that.

But as I grow older, and try to make more teshuva, I’m starting to realise more and more about the importance of actually reading the small print, before coming to any firm conclusions about what might be going on.

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Yesterday, I tripped over THIS document, the official protocol Pfizer used to decide who could participate in their clinical trials for the ‘Covid’ shot.

I got to it via THIS news story, that was trying to ‘debunk’ the information that I’m about to set out below.

Click on the links, decide for yourselves, but here is what it says in that official protocol from Pfizer, on page 132:

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10.4. Appendix 4: Contraceptive Guidance
10.4.1. Male Participant Reproductive Inclusion Criteria

Male participants are eligible to participate if they agree to the following requirements during
the intervention period and for at least 28 days after the last dose of study intervention, which
corresponds to the time needed to eliminate reproductive safety risk of the study
intervention(s):

• Refrain from donating sperm.
PLUS either:
Be abstinent from heterosexual intercourse with a female of childbearing potential as
their preferred and usual lifestyle (abstinent on a long-term and persistent basis) and
agree to remain abstinent.
OR
• Must agree to use a male condom when engaging in any activity that allows for
passage of ejaculate to another person.

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This protocol dates from November, 2020 – a month before Israel started rolling out it’s massive, coercive, ‘vaccination’ campaign.

What I want you to notice is how back in November 2020, Pfizer put out a document openly stating that they had no idea what the short, medium and long-term side effects of the Covid mRNA shot would be.

That document also stated that men participating in the human trials would have to agree to abstain from procreation for 28 days after they they got the last shot.

Why?

The obvious answer is, because experimental gene therapy runs a high risk of causing unknown birth defects, in the people who have received the shot.

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I’d love to tell you how they did the experiment – the real science – to rule out the risk of birth defects, or even, just to quantify it.

But of course, they didn’t.

That Pfizer protocol was written in November 2020 – before the trial it described had even begun.

A short month later, Israel had already started its ‘mass vaccination’ campaign.

I don’t know if Pfizer’s trial had even completed giving its volunteers the two shots required before it was rolled out in Israel.

Certainly, 28 days hadn’t gone by since those volunteers received their last Pfizer injection before Israel started mass ‘vaccinating’ the public at large.

So no-one has any idea about the potential impact of the mRNA shot on these people’s future children – and what birth defects may be involved here – because it takes 9 months to bring a child to term.

And 9 months from November 2020 would bring us to July, 2021.

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We are only going to start the beginning of the process of understanding how these mRNA shots may lead to birth defects from July / August 2021.

Not that this is going to help the millions of adults in Israel who have already had it, many of whom are presumably hoping to bring more children into the world.

Sigh.

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So many people in Israel have now got the shot, the spectre of ‘confirmation bias’ will kick in big time.

No matter how many facts or stats you stack up questioning the long-term safety of this shot, most people will now have an inbuilt reflex to ignore it or push back.

Probably if I was in their shoes, I would do the same.

But I’m still stating this information ‘for the record’, so that when more of the pieces start to fall into place, it’ll be easier to trace back what really happened, and why.

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I just wanted to slay one more ‘Covid 19’ myth here, before returning to my matzah.

And that’s the idea that getting the shot has ‘made Covid go away’ in Israel.

If you read the MSM here, apparently Covid has now ‘gone away’ – and all because of the mRNA shots!!!

Take a look at this screenshot, taken today, from the Worldometers Coronavirus site for Israel, HERE.

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Here is what the stats show:

Israel’s vaccination program for Covid 19 began on December 19, 2020.

On that day, 17 people are listed as having died from Covid.

By January 20th, 2021 – a month later, and well into the ‘vaccination’ campaign, the numbers of people apparently dying from Covid spiked up to 101 – more than 5 times as many.

And as you can see clearly from the graph above, the numbers of people dying every day from Covid have been many times greater since the vaccination campaign began.

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Figures for March 28th, 2021 show that 20 people are listed as having died from Covid.

I.e., around the same number of people that died from Covid on December 19, 2020, before the ‘vaccination’ program began.

So much for the fabulous success that the Covid 19 shot has had in saving lives.

All this is smoke and mirrors, and ongoing manipulation by the media and the politicians and the medical fascists to make the public believe what they want us to believe.

Go back to the small print, check things out for yourselves, make up your own minds.

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God is still going to turn all this around for the good, somehow.

I have no doubt of that.

Maybe, when more of us realise that we are now down the proverbial Covid creek without a paddle – at that point, they will do what they should have done a year back, and turn to God with their fears and anxieties, and ask Him to help.

When they realise just how dangerous all this new mRNA technology really is – for them, for their genes, for their unborn children – maybe then the fear and the anxiety will start to work in the opposite direction, to bring more people to make teshuva and to stop believing in the false gods of the medical establishment.

That’s what I hope, at least.

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Haman’s decree of destruction ended up being totally for the good, because it got the Jewish people to make teshuva and return wholeheartedly to God.

And if that happens here too, then we’ll all be blessing the day that millions of us queued up to get the ‘Covid 19’ jab.

TBC

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Here in Israel, we entered the chag of Pesach – and apparently, also a different spiritual reality.

Friday leading into the chag, I was just so, so weird and emotional.

Crying for no obvious reason, just feeling so ‘out of it’ and strange.

Then we had Shabbat to relax a little – and all I did pretty much was sleep and stare into space. My head has been so full for so long, I think my ability to take in anything new is kind of buggered.

Meanwhile in my hitbodedut, I got one firm steer to just start focusing on the good.

To stop looking at the bad, and to just start focusing on the good.

It’s really hard.

But I know it’s the answer.

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And I feel as though something here in Eretz Yisrael is shifting into a much better place, since the elections.

I’m planning to take most of this week off, and to just paint a bit and do stuff that don’t require ‘brain power’.

So, there probably won’t be a lot going up on the site in the meantime.

But something has changed.

I’m feeling the happiest and the calmest I’ve been feeling for a year, since all this Covid cack started up.

BH, all this will lead to some revealed good very soon, and in the meantime, chag sameach.

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It’s the fourth election in under 2 years – and no-one in my house can be bothered to vote.

Even before Covid 19, it was a struggle to go and vote, and usually I’d only make the effort if I got a push from a big rabbi to do so.

But this time around, probably even that isn’t enough.

The only person I want to vote for is Moshiach, but my daughter told me if I try to write that on a blank ballot I could end up nullifying all the other votes in the box.

(Which honestly, still doesn’t sound like such a bad idea.)

So I’m not voting for anyone – and I’m praying God will rescue us from all these horrible politicians that are just a puppet show put on by The Powers That Be, to distract us from the fact that actually, democracy and free choice are an illusion.

And not just here in Israel – everywhere in the world.

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Back in April 2019, during the election that was held then, Rabbi Berland said this, after the atzeret (gathering) he’d called in Hevron, that was attended by 10,000 people:

“WE WANT MELECH HAMOSHIACH. BH, BIBI WAS ELECTED, BUT WE WANTED MELECH HAMOSHIACH TO BE ELECTED. AFTER THIS KIND OF ATZERET, WE WERE SURE THAT MELECH HAMOSHIACH WOULD COME, BUT BIBI WAS CHOSEN INSTEAD OF MELECH HAMOSHIACH.”

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This time around, I’m not making the same mistake, of thinking any politician, any political party is going to change anything fundamental.

We need to ‘vote’ for Moshiach, and no-one else.

All this politicking is just an ingenius Amalekite idea, to take us away from the idea that God runs the world, and that prayer, charity and teshuva are the main ways we can ‘affect’ that process.

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Back in September 2019, around another one of Israel’s elections, I wrote this:

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Here’s a snippet:

A little while back, this site ran THIS interview with Rabbi Eliyahu Meirav, where he gave his eye-witness account of Rav Kaduri saying 40 years ago that Moshiach is imminent:

“When there will be will elections, but there won’t be a government.”

It seems that could be happening twice in a row, and that a third election (without any government being formed…) could conceivably be on the cards.

And that reminded me of this, from the Talmud, Tractate Sanhedrin 98a:

Rabbi Simlai says in the name of Rabbi Elazar, son of Rabbi Shimon: The son of David will not come until all the judges and officers will cease to exist from among the Jewish people, and there will be no more autonomous government in Eretz Yisrael, as it is stated: “And I will turn My hand against you and purge away your dross as with lye and take away your base alloy. And I will restore your judges as at the first” (Isaiah 1:25–26).

There’s more. A little later on, Sanhedrin 98a continues:

Rabbi Yosei ben Kisma’s students asked him: When will the son of David come? Rabbi Yosei ben Kisma said: I am hesitant to answer you, lest you request from me a sign to corroborate my statement. They said to him: We are not asking you for a sign.

Rabbi Yosei ben Kisma said to them: You will see when this existing gate of Rome falls and will be rebuilt, and will fall a second time and will be rebuilt, and will fall a third time. And they will not manage to rebuild it until the son of David comes.

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That piece set out how the Gate of Rome is really the State of Israel’s government – located at the heart of the ‘Jerusalem Gateway’ project.

Whatever happens now, or appears to happen, the ‘government’ is broken and will stay that way, and there will be no real ‘governance’ here until Moshiach shows up.

May it be soon.

And even if permanent PM Kim Il Netanyahu apparently gets in again, somehow, it will just be like what happened to Haman at Queen Esther’s feast: the final up, before the final and permanent ‘down’.

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Let me leave you with this, in the meantime, from Remy.

(Not shmirat eynayim friendly, but still very funny.)

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More and more, I’m seeing that the only real answer here is to just start praying our socks off, and to get behind the True Tzaddikim.

The more I’m researching, the more I’m understanding what we are really up against, and how ‘hard’ – nay, impossible – it’s going to be to deal with this in ‘real world’ terms.

Even if I sit here spelling things out day after day, month after month – what is that really going to change?

How many people are going to use that information to ‘go against’ the evil paradigm we’re caught up in, at every level?

How many people didn’t get the experimental-gene-therapy-deceptively-called-a-vaccine?

How many people stopped blindly following all these false rabbis?

How many people really made some sincere teshuva, about all the lies they’ve been accepting and encouraging and promoting in their own lives?

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Now I know that the war is really and truly about information – gnosis – I’m understanding that simply putting out more and more information isn’t going to win it.

This war can only be won with prayer and teshuva.

Not with more facts and stats and information.

Because there is a difference between how people react to information, and how people react to insight, that they get from their own neshamas.

Once you have an experience of inner daat – knowledge that kind of just pops up in your soul, direct from Hashem – it can keep you going for years.

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So, let’s try this today:

A new prayer from the Rav, for the True Tzaddikim to be revealed in the world.

You can see it HERE, but I’m copying it below.

This is the only way we can really ‘win’ this war of information.

By praying to God for help to overcome the evil, and attaching ourselves to the True Tzaddikim.

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Rabbi Berland’s Prayer to merit that the True Tzaddikim will be openly revealed

Master of the world who can do anything, please do miracles and wonders for me, like You did for Eliyahu HaNavi and Ovadiah, who succeeded in hiding 100 prophets, 50-50, in two caves.

And the wife of Ovadiah would go from house to house to collect oil, and they would only give to her one drop, and no matter how much she collected, the oil would always burn and stay alight for 24 hours, from evening until evening.

So too, Master of the world, who can do anything, reveal to us the true Tzaddikim, who are now hidden from us.

And may they be revealed to us speedily.

And right this second, cancel the ‘hiddenness within the hiddenness’.

And may they not be hidden from our eyes forever.

And may we always merit for them to be revealed.

And may they guide Am Israel with mercy and bring us always to holiness and purity, that is openly revealed.

And may we not be afraid from any oppressor or enemy, and it shouldn’t be necessary [for the True Tzaddikim] to be hidden any more, on account of the wicked who pursue the tzaddikim until their destruction.

And may they [the True Tzaddikim] always be revealed before us, forever.

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The fear of ‘coronavirus’ is starting to recede in Israel.

And the fear of the government – and the police – is also starting to disintegrate.

If you read this blog regularly, you’ll know that one thing I’m not usually guilty of is misplaced optimism. I try to keep things real, I try to keep things grounded in real emuna, as opposed to that fake ‘it’s all going to turn out great, with no teshuva, no prayer and no changes made’ stuff.

But it seems to me, something has really changed here now.

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It’s the small things that give it away.

Here’s a little of what I’ve been noticing, over Purim Meshulash:

Nearly all the ‘Jewish’ (ahem….) news sites have now disabled comments on nearly all of their articles. The Jpost is a strange exception to that – I have a feeling it’s being used as a kind of bellwether by the power behind the throne, to gauge public real, unvarnished public sentiment so they can calculate their next moves here in Israel.

But from what I can see, the power of the media to keep telling us that black is white – and vice-versa – is crumbling with every new post going up.

We figured out so many of the lies and manipulations with ‘Covid 19’ reporting, and now more and more of us can spot the same tactics being used with things like this strange ‘oil spill’; and the convenient ‘aggression’ from Iran.

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There’s massive pushback happening against ‘green passports’, massive pushback happening against curfews, massive pushback happening against ‘social distancing’.

I heard megillah in two different places this year, and no-one asked for a green passport.

I didn’t wear a mask in either of my megillah readings, either, and while I was definitely more the exception than the rule, no-one told me to put one on.

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More and more, I see people walking around outside mask-less.

So many of those who were scared to death, literally, by fearmongering propaganda about Covid-19, got the shot, and now are sleeping easier at night.

That makes them less likely to attack other people like Coronavirus pitbulls, and for that alone, I guess it’s a good thing.

And many, many others literally just don’t care anymore.

The police are barely giving tickets out for anything, here.

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Even in Jerusalem, that was meant to be ‘locked down’ with a night-time curfew 3 nights in a row – so many people just ignored it.

One of my kids even managed to hitchhike, with 2 friends, out of Jerusalem to some Purim ‘affair’ out in the sticks in the middle of the night.

Others of the young people who frequent my house went down to Mahane Yehuda yesterday – with thousands of others – and ‘pushed back’, peacefully, against the police by basically refusing to budge from Mahane Yehuda, and to just keep coming in again, when they were thrown out.

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Don’t imagine for a moment that this is happening because the police here are ‘nice’.

As an institution, they are violent psychopaths, same as the politicians and senior bureaucrats directing them.

But they get their ‘power’ from the people, and the people are increasingly not listening, and not interested.

The ‘spell’ is breaking up all over the place, and more and more of us are seeing through the lies, and understanding that the police, the government, the army, the media – they aren’t our friends.

And they never really were.

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Yesterday, thousands of chareidim walked miles and miles up the motorway, to get to Jerusalem on Purim Meshulash.

The government at the last minute pulled all the buses, both inside the city and intercity, for Jerusalem.

Do you know what sort of spiritual ‘koach’ came down for the good side, when all these Jews started walking 15 miles on Purim Meshulash, just to get to the holy city?

On the more ‘secular’ side of things, there were Purim parties being held up and down the country.

Ok, people got puking drunk, and they weren’t so tznius – but spiritually, hundreds of thousands of apparently ‘secular’ young Jews dafka went against the government’s rules to celebrate Purim.

They connected back to yiddishkeit, even at a very low level, to give all this ‘coronavirus propaganda’ and fearmongering two fingers.

That’s very meaningful, spiritually.

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We aren’t out of the woods just yet.

The evil government, the evil State, is holding back because in order to keep the illusion of ‘democracy’ going just a little while longer – just enough to get everyone ‘encouraged’ to jab themselves with an experimental gene therapy with unknown and potentially massive negative side effects – they can’t send the police out onto the streets in full diktator style.

At least, not before the next election, on March 23, 2021.

But it’s clear that the ‘vaccination’ campaign has now gone as far as it’s going to go, without diktator-style violent coercion.

Whoever bought the line, whoever was overcome by panic and fear, whoever was pressured into participating in Pfizer’s mass medical experiment – they lined up and had the shot already.

But everyone else – at least half the country – is just not playing the game anymore.

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After Israel’s second recent election (out of 4…), I wrote this:

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Here’s a snippet:

A little while back, this site ran THIS interview with Rabbi Eliyahu Meirav, where he gave his eye-witness account of Rav Kaduri saying 40 years ago that Moshiach is imminent:

“When there will be will elections, but there won’t be a government.”

It seems that could be happening twice in a row, and that a third election (without any government being formed…) could conceivably be on the cards.

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And that reminded me of this, from the Talmud, Tractate Sanhedrin 98a:

Rabbi Simlai says in the name of Rabbi Elazar, son of Rabbi Shimon: The son of David will not come until all the judges and officers will cease to exist from among the Jewish people, and there will be no more autonomous government in Eretz Yisrael, as it is stated: “And I will turn My hand against you and purge away your dross as with lye and take away your base alloy. And I will restore your judges as at the first” (Isaiah 1:25–26).

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There’s more. A little later on, Sanhedrin 98a continues:

Rabbi Yosei ben Kisma’s students asked him: When will the son of David come? Rabbi Yosei ben Kisma said: I am hesitant to answer you, lest you request from me a sign to corroborate my statement. They said to him: We are not asking you for a sign.

Rabbi Yosei ben Kisma said to them: You will see when this existing gate of Rome falls and will be rebuilt, and will fall a second time and will be rebuilt, and will fall a third time. And they will not manage to rebuild it until the son of David comes.

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That Gate of Rome is the government, the whole political process, the State and it’s evil institutions.

It seems to me, there will be no ‘4th election after all.

Or that if there is, that’s kind of the last act, the swansong of the State of Israel, before it totally crumbles into dust, ahead of Moshiach finally being revealed.

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Rebbe Nachman taught that Moshiach takes over peacefully, without firing a shot.

One day, more and more us suddenly ‘wake up’, and realise that the world is just one big lie after another, and that we don’t need to obey rules telling us to wear masks, or to avoid giving our loved ones hugs, or to have a piece of green paper in order to daven.

One day, more and more of us see through all the lies, all the manipulation, all the propaganda – and then our souls start to soar free, and all the evil disappears.

Because it only gets its power from us.

From we, the people.

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Ein lanu Melech – we have no King – except for Hashem.

There is no ‘King Bibi’.

There are no Iranian nukes that can touch us, if Hashem doesn’t will it.

There is no pandemic.

All of this is just an illusion, to get us all to make teshuva, and to return wholeheartedly to God.

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Over Shabbat, I read the ‘Purim’ part of Rabbi Eliezer Berland’s book on Jewish Holidays.

There was so much relevant stuff in there, so many awesome hints to what is happening today, it’s hard to know where to start. But the part that I wanted to share in this post is where the Rav says – repeatedly – that all of these evil people, these evil decrees, all the ‘bad’ in the world – we create it all with our own sins.

And if we, the people, make the teshuva we need to make – to identify our own bad middot, and to ask God to start to eradicate them – all the evil disappears by itself.

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There is everything to play for here.

And on some fundamental level, hope is starting to blossom in Israel, despite all the draconian diktatorship, all the lies, all the spiritual oppression.

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Let me leave you with this, the last message from Rav Berland before he left prison, shortly before Purim:

“THERE IS NO MORE CORONA!

Gomarnu, it’s finished, the Corona is finished. There is no more Corona.

“Now, we are building the Beit HaMikdash. Now, this is the most critical moment.

Everyone is lighting candles here, just a little longer and there will be kiddush.

Just a little longer, and there will be dancing until the light of day.”

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Hold on just a little longer.

The light is starting to shine.

The tanker is turning around.

And geula the sweet way is mamash on the doorstep – if we, the people, are holding on to the True Tzaddikim, and working on our own bad middot.

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UPDATE:

After reading this article (below), which explains how it’s at least possible that the leadership of the Jewish community has been hijacked – for millenia! – by pretend Jewish ‘Sabean-Mandeans‘:

A reader sent me this news story:

« Next week, [March 5, 2021] the Pope will hold a service the Vatican has named “Prayer for the sons and daughters of Abraham”. Reuters reported that the “inter-religious prayer service will be attended by Christians, Muslims, Mandaean-Sabaean, Yazidi and other religious minorities present in Iraq. »
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These people are still very much alive and kicking, and the Pope is probably one of them.

I hope more of us will start to figure out that this isn’t a joke, or a purim shpiel.
The leadership of the Jewish community got hijacked by the ’70 sons of Haman’ a long time ago – and once we unmask them, and what they really stand for, so many other things will start to fall back into place.
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There was a massive ‘oil spill’ off the coast of Israel a few days ago.

And something about the whole thing is twanging the BS-O-Meter at high decibels – not least because the State of Israel has now placed the whole matter under censorship.

Read this, for more background details:

https://www.jpost.com/israel-news/israel-oil-spill-disaster-investigation-details-placed-under-censor-659765

I’m not deep-diving into this (at the moment…)

But I’m flagging it as something to keep an eye on.

170 km out of 190 km of Israel’s coast has now been closed down; volunteers who were cleaning up slicked animals on the beach have ended up in hospital with weird symptoms, and – strangest of all – the government conducted it’s first ever ‘oil spill drill’ just 6 short months ago, back in September 2020.

https://www.timesofisrael.com/multiple-israeli-groups-drill-for-massive-oil-spill/

And yet despite all that, was apparently totally ‘unprepared’ for what occurred on February 11th.

Something here is very fishy….

So let’s keep an eye on this, and see what else surfaces.

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I’ve been getting nudged for weeks now, to take a look at ‘The Protocols of the Elders of Zion’.

For some reason, I’ve been pushing it off, probably because I have a feeling it’s going to open another whole can of worms. But, we can’t live our lives from that place of being scared to face down the truth, wherever it takes us, so this morning, I decided to grab the bull by the horns.

As with most of the posts appearing here the last few weeks, I’m writing this as I go along, without really knowing where this quest is going to lead, or what we are going to discover together, so it could be that ultimately, I can’t tie this all up neatly.

But maybe, with God’s help, I can.

Let’s try, and see what happens.

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First things first, let’s actually read them.

If you go HERE, you’ll find a good English translation.

The man who translated them into English, Victor Marsden, was an English journalist based in Russia, who spent some time on death row there, before being allowed to return to the UK.

He was pretty ill when he returned, but he decided he needed to translate ‘The Protocols’ into English, which apparently made him even more ill, because the subject matter was so disturbing.

Shortly after he completed the job, he got a gig as the ‘special correspondent’ for the Morning Post covering the Prince of Wales European tour. His health recovered on the tour – only for him to strangely sicken and then drop dead shortly after returning to the UK again.

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That version of the Protocols, above, starts like this:

Of the Protocols themselves little need be said in the way of introduction.

The book in which they are embodied was published by Sergyei Nilus in Russia in 1905. A copy of this is in the British Museum bearing the date of its reception, August 10, 1906.

All copies that were known to exist in Russia were destroyed in the Kerensky regime, and under his successors the possession of a copy by anyone in Soviet land was a crime sufficient to ensure the owner’s of being shot on sight. The fact is in itself sufficient proof of the genuineness of the Protocols.

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I know, it’s kinda distasteful, because we have been so programmed to think that ‘the Protocols’ is just a tool in the hands of the anti-semites.

But’s let’s push through, do the birur and see what we find.

First, I went to look up Alexander Kerensky, to see if he has any Jewish (Frankist….) links.

As you might expect, his family history is subject to an ongoing dispute, but at least one version says his father was Jewish, while another version says his mother was an Austrian, and /or daughter of a nobleman, named Nadezhda Adler.

One thing that is above doubt is that Kerensky was definitely a Freemason. This from Wiki:

Kerensky was an active member of the irregular Freemasonic lodge, the Grand Orient of Russia’s Peoples,[11] which derived from the Grand Orient of France. Kerensky was Secretary-General of the Grand Orient of Russia’s Peoples and stood down following his ascent to the government in July 1917.

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If you click on that link for the Grand Orient [Lodge] of Russia’s Peoples, you’ll learn this:

Most of the members of the Grand Orient were associated with the Russian Provisional Government which came into being following the February Revolution…. Following the October Revolution and the ascent to power of Vladimir Lenin and the Bolsheviks, the freemasons fled abroad to Berlin and France, where they formed lodges in exile…

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We know that Rothschild associate Jacob Schiff financed the Bolsheviks to the tune of $20 million.

So it seems to me we are stumbling across the contours of at least some of the ‘players’ behind the scenes, who are fighting each other for ultimate control. Let’s continue.

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Kerensky was replaced as head of the Russian Grand Lodge by a Russian Jew named Alexander Halpern, who has some very interesting connections. Take a look at his Wiki for more details, but here’s what caught my eye:

  • He’s definitely Jewish – his dad is Yakov Markovich Halpern.
  • He works as a legal adviser out of the British Embassy helping a lot of British and American firms.
  • He plays a big part in the Russian Revolution (the bit before Lenin and the Bolsheviks take over), then flees the country and ends up living in London.
  • He somehow manages to marry a non-Jewish Georgian princess called Salomea Andronikova – like guys from the shtetl always do…
  • During World War II he moves to the United States, and works for British Intelligence (MI6) under Winston Churchill – another interesting Freemason with Frankist connections:

The essential fact about Winston Churchill is that his mother’s father was Leonard Jerome (formerly Jacobson, 1818-1891) a speculator and business partner of August Belmont (nee Shoenberg 1813-1890), who was Rothschild’s main American representative.

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‘Jacobson’ was one of the surnames adopted by Jacob Frank’s many different offspring, btw.

(You see how hard it is to stay focussed…)

OK, back to the Protocols.

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Doing this birur involves picking out the ‘facts’ from the anti-semitism they come glossed with.

To be clear, ‘anti-semitism’ doesn’t mean you accuse some Jews of doing some bad things. Some Jews, and many ‘crypto Jews’ really are doing a lot of bad things. To state that is NOT anti-semitism.

But anti-semitism is when you take those evil Jews, those evil Jewish actions, and then say that ALL Jews act and think like this; or that – God forbid – Judaism and the Torah teaches them to think and act like this.

I.E., how the (Frankist…) State of Israel like to relate to the orthodox Jewish community.

But I digress.

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Let’s do it this way.

I will list the ‘headings’ of each of the Protocols, together with the main ideas they state, and then we’ll take it from there.

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PROTOCOL 1: THE BASIC DOCTRINE

Right lies in Might – Politics versus Morals – The End justifies the Means – “Liberty, Equality, Fraternity” – The New Aristocracy.

PROTOCOL 2: ECONOMIC WARS

Routine scientific government – Darwinism, Marxism, Nietzcheism – Press-inculcated mentality, Destructive Education.

PROTOCOL 3: METHODS OF CONQUEST

The Symbolic Snake – “People’s Rights” – Liquidation of the Goyim – “Sovereign Lord of the World” – Universal economic crisis – Poverty our weapon – “Ours they will not touch…” – Secret masonic agents.

PROTOCOL 4: MATERIALISM REPLACES RELIGION

Stages of a Republic – Gentile masonry a screen – International speculation of industry – Cult of Gold

PROTOCOL 5: DESPOTISM & MODERN PROGRESS

Centralized Government – Gulfs separating States – Sham eloquence to overcome public opinion – Masses led by lies – Super-Government Administration

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PROTOCOL 6: TAKE-OVER TECHNIQUE

Reservoirs of riches – Destruction of goy aristocracy – Vicious circle of rising prices

PROTOCOL 7: WORLD-WIDE WARS

Encouraging an arms race – Universal war to check goy opposition – The guns of America, China and Japan

PROTOCOL 8: PROVISIONAL GOVERNMENT

Legal justification for audacity – Super-educational training – Control of bankers, industrialists and capitalists

PROTOCOL 9: RE-EDUCATION

Meaning of anti-semitism – Source of the all-engulfing terror – Boosting of false theories – Jewish Super State

PROTOCOL 10: PREPARING FOR POWER

Camouflaged political freedom – Universal suffrage – The rise of republics – Transition to masonic despotism – Proclamation of the “Lord of all the World” – Inoculation of diseases – WE NAME PRESIDENTS

PROTOCOL 11: THE TOTALITARIAN STATE

The new constitution – Abolition of the rights of man – “Show” army of masonic lodges

PROTOCOL 12: CONTROL OF THE PRESS

Masonic “freedom” – Control of printing and publishing – Vishnu, idol of the Press – ONLY LIES PRINTED

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PROTOCOL 13: DISTRACTIONS

Daily bread – Recreation centers – The unsuspected plan

PROTOCOL 14: ASSAULT ON RELIGION

Destruction of existing religions and substitution of the religion of Moses – A new era of slavery

– Pornography encouraged in progressive countries

PROTOCOL 15:RUTHLESS SUPPRESSION

Simultaneous world revolution – Purpose and direction of masonry – The Chosen People – Dogmatic right of the strong

– The King of Israel

PROTOCOL 16: BRAINWASHING

Emasculation of the Universities – Abolition of freedom of instruction

PROTOCOL 17: ABUSE OF AUTHORITY

The demoralization of Justice – Wrecking of the Christian religion – Jewish Patriarch Pope of the universe – Secret police employing public informers

PROTOCOL 18: ARREST OF OPPONENTS

Measures of secret defense – Undermining authority – Government by Fear

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PROTOCOL 19: RULERS AND PEOPLE

Making use of public petitions – debasing heroism – Martyrdom of sedition-mongers

PROTOCOL 20: FINANCIAL PROGRAMME

Progressive taxation – Stagnant capital – the ruinous Gold Standard – WE CAUSE DEPRESSIONS

PROTOCOL 21: LOANS AND CREDIT

Bankruptcy – Abolition of money markets

PROTOCOL 22: POWER OF GOLD

The secret of what is coming – Mysticism of the new authority and the reverent fear of the people

PROTOCOL 23: INSTILLING OBEDIENCE

Cutting down of luxury goods – The supreme lord to replace all existing rulers

PROTOCOL 24: QUALITIES OF THE RULER

Selecting and training the seed of David

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Well.

That’s quite the list, isn’t it?

Here’s what I think.

This is a policy document, written by a group of people who certainly have ‘world domination’ as their aim.

The authors clearly had links with the Masonic lodges and other secret societies; they were clearly deeply evil; and they clearly wanted ‘outsiders’ to think that Jews wrote this document.

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Did Jews really write this document?

I think it’s fair to say that people with some Jewish blood in their veins, i.e. Sabbatean / Frankists, were part of the ‘working group’ that put this policy document for evil together.

Think of the Protocols as a 19th century version of those televised ‘talking head’ sessions you see at the World Economic Forum, where people like this guy, below, explain how AI is going to replace the ‘useless class’ of people in the world:

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People with Jewish blood are certainly part of this cabal of evil.

You only have to look around, to see that so much of what’s written in the Protocols has happened, and is happening in front of our eyes. There’s no question that the basic document is real.

But having said that – this document is just not written the way that a real Jew, even an evil real Jew, would express themselves.

Even evil real Jews are kinda scared of the ‘goyim’ – unless they have have tremendous emuna and belief in Hashem.

To set something like this down in writing, and to circulate it, would be anathema to any real Jew, however evil, living in a ‘goyish’ world.

A real, evil Jew would have devised some sort of code, some sort of nickname, to cover up who this document was being aimed at, and who was writing it, in case it fell into the wrong hands.

And that’s exactly what the real authors did.

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In a stroke of genius, they just substituted ‘Jews’ for ‘Devil worshipping Freemasons’ (or whoever they really are), and probably substituted the word ‘goyim’ for the ‘nations of the world’.

(I’m reading the English translation. If someone out there speaks Russian and can read the original, please come back and let me know if it says the word ‘goyim’ in the original Russian, or something else.)

All the other stuff about returning the Jews to Israel, etc, so that the ‘end’ can come is found across xtian doctrine.

And the stuff about the ‘seed of David’ seems to be that obsession with ‘yichus’ that we’ve been writing about the last few weeks, as reflected back through the darkside mirror of ‘reverse kabbalah’.

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Again, I’m not saying that no people with Jewish blood weren’t involved in putting this policy document for evil together.

I think ‘genetic Jews’, if you can call them that, were involved in this process in parts.

But the guiding spirit of this document is NOT Jewish, and it’s very obviously ‘Freemason’ – and very obviously satanically inspired.

If the authors hadn’t switched out ‘Freemasons’ for ‘Jews’, and used the word ‘goyim’ for nations – then that would have probably been blindingly obvious even 100 years ago.

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Let’s end with this.

If you haven’t already heard of Albert Pike, go look him up.

It’s hard to find good stuff in English, that isn’t totally xtianised, but try this:

Here’s a snippet:

Albert Pike: Sovereign Grand Commander of the Masonic Lodge

Back home in South Carolina, Pike was chosen to become the top Mason in America as Sovereign Grand Commander of Scottish Rite Freemasonry. Pike, an academic and a poet (He wrote the famous song, Dixie), rewrote the 33 degree rituals still used up to this day. He authored Morals and Dogma, the authoritative book published by the Masonic Lodge, quoted often by the Lodge’s leaders.

In Morals and Dogma, the satanic nature of the Lodge is meticulously laid out. Pike asserts that the Lodge’s rituals are based strictly on Judaism’s occultic Kabbalah. He urges Masons to “seek after light” and touts Lucifer as the Angel of Light to be followed and obeyed by Freemasons everywhere.

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He states: “ Lucifer, the Light-bearer… Lucifer, the Son of the Morning! Is it he who bears the light, with its splendors intolerable and blinds feeble, sensual, or selfish souls? Doubt it not!” Pike, Morals and Dogma, p. 321

So now we clearly see what Albert Pike represents—a Confederate General who became a murderous cut-throat during the Civil War, possessing the Luciferian aims of international Masonry. Perhaps even responsible for the assassination of President Abraham Lincoln. But there is still more.

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Oh yes, there certainly is.

Here’s one more good article about the Freemasons being behind so many political assassinations and revolutions – as per the plan laid out in the Protocols of the Elders of Freemasonry.

It’s in Italian, but you can easily google translate, to get a good foundation of what’s really going on, here:

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I think that’s enough for one post.

This was quite a big bit of the onion that we birured, thanks for sticking with me.

And there is still more to come, as we carry on dismantling this world of lies.

And believe me, the biggest shocks are still to come.

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Ya know, a long time ago one of my readers told me the NASA landing on the moon was faked.

When I first heard that (oh OK, it wasn’t just the first time I heard that. I was in denial at least the first 28 times I heard that) – I considered it a ludicrous conspiracy theory.

I mean, governments just don’t lie to their citizens like that!!!

And how many people would have to be in on that secret, and lying about it for years?

C’mon.

Does that sound logical to you?

(As Mr Spock and my husband would say.)

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I was tootling around on Bitchute trying to track down any solid evidence that Celine Dion really is a man, when all of a sudden, this video popped up in the feed.

It’s the out-takes from the ‘Apollo Moon Landing’, filmed in the Nevada Desert.

I was in the middle of watching it (guiltily, in case my husband came downstairs and caught me conspiracy-bingeing again) – when the worst happened.

I kept it playing while I was flipping my potatoes for Shabbat over in the pan, and Mr Logical came downstairs and caught me red-handed.

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What’s that, Kirk?

He asked, raising one quizzical eyebrow.

Err, it’s the out-takes from the moon landing, I told him, mentally preparing myself for another argument about life, Jim, but not as we know it.

Maybe he was just so relieved that it wasn’t a video of Celine Dion being ‘transvestigated’, or even worse, singing something, he decided to watch it with me.

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What can I tell you?

Mr Logical now seems to be convinced that the ‘moon landing’ was faked after all.

But don’t take his word for it.

Have a look yourself (it’s shmirat eynayim friendly, not a female alien in sight) – and make up your own mind.

Enjoy!

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PS: No wonder they threw WikiLeaks’ Julian Assange into prison, on trumped-up charges, and are still trying to throw away the key.

And you have to ask WHY this video got taken off Youtube, and censored everywhere, if it’s just a fake. What’s the point? What’s the harm? It’s not affecting anyone’s health, or reputation.

Just showing that our government and media collaborate to lie to us about just about everything.

And we all know that now, already.

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UPDATE:

Hava wanted to know if ‘Apollo Astronaut’ Buzz Aldrin had been asked about the moon landing hoax.

Whaddya know?

He was.

Take a look at this:

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Rosh Chodesh Adar rolled in, and I felt a black cloud start to descend.

So much fear about ‘what will be’…

So much sadness about what is ALREADY happening….

So much anger about all these dumb, evil people, all these ‘selfish narcissists’, psycho parents, egotistical bloggers, fake prophets, Dr Evils, neo-brown-shirt politicians, bureaucrats and journalists etc etc etc.

Man, I’ve been swimming in an ocean of difficult feelings the last few days.

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Just so much anger at God, so much worry about everything that’s going on, so many recriminations against other people.

And then yesterday, I realised something that changed the whole picture:

I’m having a flashback.

I wrote all about that on my old website, which is sadly no more, but the basis idea is that ‘big feelings’ that we couldn’t deal with from the past can roar back in the present, and ‘drag us back’ to that traumatised state of mind that was never properly dealt with and defused.

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As soon as you realise what’s going on with emotional flashbacks, they diminish by at least 75%, instantly.

What sparked my ‘flashback’ off was a few different things, including in no real order:

  1. Getting into a minor car crash – which reminded me of the horrible crash I had after the Baba Sali, that meant I had to sell my house and move to Jerusalem in very difficult circumstances.
  2. Having to deal with someone else’s ‘psycho mum‘ – which reminded me of the horrible narcissists I’ve had to deal with in my own dalet amot – until everything got sweetened with a few different pidyonot paid across to Rav Berland.
  3. Seeing that video by Yair Elitzur, filmed in Chut Shel Chesed – which brought back to me just how many high hopes we had when we first moved to Jerusalem of belonging to a real, Breslov community. And how badly they got dashed.

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If you’ve been with me on the blog for a while, you’ll already know what I’m talking about.

And if you haven’t been with me that long- go buy THIS or THIS or THIS on Amazon, and catch yourself up.

Point is, God has been shoving all these ‘unprocessed’ emotions in my face the last 3 days, because He finally wants me to really deal with them.

And point is, probably He’s also been shoving a whole bunch of ‘unprocessed emotions’ in your face, too.

So, it’s not that your husband / mother-in-law / boss / kid / neighbor is now more annoying and upsetting and dumb than they’ve ever been before.

It’s just that God is using them to do some emotional spring-cleaning.

We’re coming down to the wire, there is no more lying to ourselves about what we really think and feel, what we’re really experiencing and why. This is the world of truth, people, and it’s roaring in a million miles an hour.

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So, once I realised all this, and I spent some time in hitbodedut finally acknowledging all these deeply buried, undigested feelings, I started to feel way, way better and happier and calmer.

And probably, you will too.

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I speed-watched most of Rav Anava’s new shiur yesterday, and he made some good points, similar to what I’ve been banging on about on this blog for years, that working on our bad middot is the real test, before geula kicks off in earnest.

(Ooooo, I just had a thought: do you think that I could be Moshiach? I mean, I have a blog…. and I (sometimes…) talk about Torah sources… and (two years ago) I also had a Youtube channel… and I also called out Bill Gates for being a psycho eugenicist when that wasn’t so popular…)

No?

Ah well.

Maybe if I had more of a beard….

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Which brings me to this:

If you want the upshot, it’s basically saying that having some of the Rav’s prayers in the house is akin to smearing blood on the lintels, ahead of the Plague of the Firstborn, that decimated Egypt – and finally led to the Israelites being freed.

The way things are going, I would highly recommend you get your skates on, and get some of those prayers for yourself, your friends and your family members, while you still can.

(Reality check: I have a lot of friends and family members that I’ve basically given up on, when it comes to Rav Berland.

I guess this is the midda kneged midda part of the process, that anyone who bought all the media lies about the Rav has removed themselves from being able to access the protection of segulot like this. It’s sad, but I can no longer be bothered arguing with anyone, directly, and they’ll have to live with the consequences of their own decisions, like we all will.)

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The latest update on the Rav is that last week the court decided that he could go to house arrest, if he puts up a total of 4 million shekels (!!!!) in bail money, and agrees to have no phone, no contact – at all – with the outside world, and especially not his community.

Let’s be clear: THERE IS NO CASE.

There never was.

And even if there was a case, surely the year he’s already spent in prison would be equal to any possible sentence they could hand down for the ‘crime’ of doing pidyon nefesh for people?

So, thanks for nothing, cr*ppy State of Israel, who is now extorting a huge fortune out of the Rav and his community, at a time when all the borders are apparently sealed shut, so the ‘flight risk’ is the lowest it could possibly be.

But it’s still progress, of sorts.

Moshiach is riding on a donkey, the process is going excrutiatingly slowly, but it’s still going.

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Which brings me to this, the last thing for today.

It’s a comment that was left on both the Shirat Devorah and Tomer Devorah blogs – bloggers who bought all the lies about the Rav, and so now refuse to link to anything from the ravberland.com website, or about the Rav.

Which is a shame, because that’s where you are really going to find the real information, the real news, you need to get through the next part of this process intact, however ‘switched on’ you might otherwise be.

The commentator, who calls themselves ‘Real News’, basically synthesized a lot of information from the English and Hebrew Shuvu Banim sites, amongst other places – but God forbid, anyone should link to those sites, or say anything positive about Rav Berland in the comments section of those blogs!!!

I mean, Rav Berland doesn’t have a blog… or a youtube channel… and he never called out Bill Gates for being a (probable) transgendered eugenicist loving psycho live on TV, so for sure, he can’t be Moshiach….

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Here’s the comment, in the meantime.

I’m bringing it because that ‘fear’ the Rabbanit Stern spoke of, starting Rosh Chodesh Adar, is internal.

It’s linked to all the unfinished emotional business I covered above.

Forewarned is fore-armed, because this process is only going to intensify now, regardless of the Covid 19 Purimshpiel, or the ‘Iranian Nuke’ Purimshpiel, or the ‘war between settlers and arabs’ Purimshpiel, and all the rest of the fake news.

The real war of Gog and Magog is emotional; it’s internal; it’s the war of emuna and emunat tzaddikim.

It’s the war of finally owning up to our bad middot.

And if you’ve been skipping doing that work – well, the consequences of your actions and ego are about to be revealed openly.

There’s no more running away.

There’s no more hiding.

Because that ‘donkey’ that Moshiach is riding is almost here.

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Real News said…

On June 11, 2020, Rav Yehuda Sheinfeld said, “We are in the last stages of the chevlei Moshiach (birthpangs of the Moshiach). All that’s left is the final few months of the chevlei Moshiah.”

Rav Yehuda Sheinfeld, shlita, is a well-known kabbalist, and close student of the late Milkman, z”tl (https://bit.ly/2ZcJh1B).

This article was published on June 11, 2020. From June 11, 2020 to March 14, 2021 is 9 months and 3 days. Fortunately, the Gemara says that in [the month of*] Nissan we were redeemed from Egypt and in Nissan in the future we will be redeemed in the final redemption (Rosh Hashanah 11a).

*Not on Pesach.
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On October 14, the daughter of Rav Dovid Chaim Stern, one of the biggest Kabbalists living now, Rabbanit Stern who is a very big Tzaddaiket said the following:

Then she said: Listen well – the Mashiach is very close and will be revealed soon. In the month of Adar, there is going to be a lot of chaos in the world, in Israel and all over the world, there will be tremendous confusion, many people will die.

Many well respected rabbis are also not going to merit receiving Mashiach, they will not survive, because they are not really tzaddikim.

Why? She said that for them the main thing is learning Torah and they disregard all the requirements of bein adaim l’chaveiro, how a person is supposed to treat others. Love of your fellow man. Not to listen or speak lashon hara.

All those people defile the mitzvah of doing chessed/kindness to others, will not be around when Mashiach is revealed. Ba’alai Machloket, those who stir up strife, will not be around.

Also, those who are not tzinut/modest, they will also not be around when Mashiach comes. Everyone now has time to fix the sin of lashon hara/speaking or thinking badly about others. We have until around the month of Adar (the month when Purim falls), which is around March. It is 4 months from now.

Everyone needs to fix everything in the next 4 months. She continued and said that those who remain will merit to greet Mashiach in the month of Nissan (the month when Pesach falls).

Rabbanit Stern herself said in a recording that there will be tremendous fear, in the world, in the month of Adar. Everyone in the world will be scared, more than right now.

She said, the main thing to work on is Interpersonal Relationships.

The Redemption already has begun, but it is hidden.

There are a lot of people who will not merit to be around.

She said by Pesach there will be a beautiful Redemption (http://bit.ly/3pkDod6).
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Remember, you can go HERE to download a bunch of Rav Berland’s prayers for free, to distribute.

And you can also get hard copies of all four of the prayer books on Amazon, by clicking the links below:

Rabbi Eliezer Berland’s Prayers: Prayers for every day, and every situation

Rabbi Eliezer Berland’s Prayers 2: Prayers for Health and Wellness

Rabbi Eliezer Berland’s Prayers 3: Prayers for Holy Children

Rabbi Eliezer Berland’s Prayers 4: Prayers for Shalom Bayit

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UPDATE:

I got this message from Ida-Fake-Name, and it’s making some good points, so I thought I’d post it up:

Name: Ida-Fake-Name
E-Mail: ida@fakename.com
Subject: comments – the light in the darkness

Message: Dear Mrs. Levy,

This is in response to your responses in the comments section and your newest post. Since the original intent was not in any way to embarrass you, it seems better to respond in a private message… feel free to copy any or all of this to comments or other posts (not out of context, of course). The intent is to help, not to attack and create machloket.

The intent of the original comment was not for bizayon or to attack Rav Berland or you. You generally have very thoughtful posts with a high degree of scrutiny – your “BS-O-Meter” or whatever you want to call it. Generally you investigate things and present them with a critical approach…

In this post, you started writing about all the experiences bringing back different things that needed to be sorted out, etc., and how you were trying hard to change the narrative of Adar / Purim of past years. You talked about spring-cleaning and self improvement, etc., which were great thoughts, insights, goals, and everything. Then you went on to mention Rabbi Anava’s shiur… and went on to make what was either an attempt at humor or a passive aggressive attack either on Rabbi Anava or on other people who hold him in high esteem. The whole “(Ooooo… do you think that I could be Moshiach? blog, youtube, bill gates, etc… maybe if I had more of a beard…” You just got done writing such wonderful things about self improvement, working on middos, etc., then continue into making fun of a rav who, whatever you think of him or others’ opinions of him, has totally dedicated himself to serving Hashem, to emet, to teaching other people and has seriously impacted thousands upon thousands of lives with his shiurim. Whether you agree with him or what others think of him or whatever, the point is is that he’s a holy Jew who is trying to bring kavod Shamayim to the world… and he’s being made fun of – again, not clear if you’re just being silly or whatever, but it comes off as passive aggressive / bitterness, perhaps even bitter that there are people out there who rejected Rav Berland while seemingly embrace Rabbi Anava (this especially seems true based on the later paragraphs about two other blogs who bought all the lies and about “Rav Berland doesn’t have a blog… etc etc etc… he can’t be Moshiach…”). With all of the talk about loving people, accepting them, seeing that they’re here to help us with our middos, fix ourselves, etc., this feels pretty bitter…

That’s what initiated the original comment, although looking at it again, that wasn’t really clear to you that it was the motivation… personally, it really had nothing to do with accepting or rejecting Rav Berland either as a holy Jew, a rav, the tzaddik of the dor or anything.

At the very least, you have made a very convincing argument (here and previously) that Rav Berland has been treated unfairly by the state (understatement) and someone has an agenda to keep him from what he should be doing on behalf of the Jewish people.

That being said, a short while back, you posted the audio of Rabbanit Stern warning very literally to prepare talit / tefillin, a wallet, etc., to be prepared to escape to wherever and you very clearly wrote that you didn’t know to believe it or not, but what would it hurt to be prepared. Fine – but it clearly didn’t happen on Rosh Chodesh the way described in the audio… you went on to write “I’m bringing it because that ‘fear’ the Rabbanit Stern spoke of, starting Rosh Chodesh Adar, is internal.” So now things are being “interpreted” – sure she said to literally prepare a wallet and talit / tefillin and get ready to run to “you’ll know where” on Rosh Chodesh… but she didn’t really mean it literally – it’s a metaphor or something.

That’s what it sounds like you’re saying… which is what was written in the original comment that if someone else related to something like that in a similar way, you would probably call them out on it. It’s like you couldn’t say she was wrong, because now she has something new to say that is good or helpful or whatever… you went on to quote a comment someone else posted, I think from Rav Berland’s website, that Rabbanit Stern is making more predictions or whatever… but who is she and based on what should we now believe her? Because her previous explicit predictions / warnings were inappropriately taken literally when really it was all figurative? On rosh chodesh we were supposed to sleep with our figurative wallet next to our bed and be ready to escape in a metaphoric way for really being somehow turned upside down internally to work on our unfinished emotional business?

“She said by Pesach there will be a beautiful Redemption” – certainly we all hope so!! But was that contingent on the whole upheaval on Rosh Chodesh Adar that didn’t take place? Or really it did in a spiritual / metaphoric / internal way and whoever “ran out with their wallet” in an internal way will now be redeemed?

The point isn’t to keep harping on all of this – my problem was with the less than critical analysis of Rabbanit Stern’s previous warning, then jumping to bringing more of her predictions – from my perspective, none of it had to do with Rav Berland one way or the other – from what is written on your blog, it doesn’t look like what Rabbanit Stern said related to him directly.

In summary – your whole post started talking about how we need to relate to what happens to us by working on our middos, fixing ourselves (ie, it’s not about the other person, it’s about looking inward). Then you apparently mocked Rabbi Anava (which again, regardless of what you think of him or what people say about him, he’s very sincere in his intention), and seemed very bitter… that was followed by not adequately addressing a failed prediction, then bringing further predictions from the same person… then in the comments when the whole part about the comments of Rabbanit Stern were being related to, you responded very angrily and rudely and defensively about the comment having a “dissing the Rav vibe” that you picked up from a mile away.

It seems you should have taken the time to relax and examine it from closer than a mile away and perhaps you could have deciphered the original intent. Apologies for not making it clearer and more explicit and also for seemingly calling you out in the comments – the intent was not to embarrass you, but more to challenge you. You many wonderful things and seem like you want to get to the emet, whatever it is, and therefore challenging your conclusions seemed within the realm of acceptable. Please don’t take it personally and forgive me.

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Takeaways:

  1. Thanks for prompting me to clarify that my intention was not to mock Rav Anava, God forbid.

He’s a brave person, and he’s doing his best to strive after truth. My intention WAS to mock the people who keep coming up with one ‘personality’ after another who they think is moshiach – including politicians, ex-cons and even non-Jews, without even trying to consider whether they ‘fit’ what the Jewish sources say about the identifying signs for Moshiach.

I can see that I was writing from a bitter place, for a few different reasons, and I appreciate the thoughtful discussion about it. As always, I’m a flawed human being, and I was having a really bad few days, when I wrote this piece.

2. I forgive you, Ida-Fake-Name, for the upset caused.

Please also forgive me for carpeting you publically on the blog.

As a footnote, it would be much easier to avoid nastiness if you would use your real name in future, when commenting.

I try to abide by the laws of lashon hara, but when someone is ‘anonymous’ – they don’t apply. And that’s sometimes too hard a test to pass, to have a loophole for evil speech and not to use it.

3. I AM very frustrated with a lot of the bloggers out there.

It’s frustrating me that other ‘opinion formers’ in the Jewish blogging world are refusing to even discuss the possibility that they got it wrong about the Rav.

But you are right, that approaching this subject with bitterness is counter-productive.

God is doing everything, after all, even apparently hardening the hearts of these people.

So, BH, we’re squared off now, and I’ll put a comment up under the other comments, so people can come check back on the update for this post.

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