Sometimes when we’re in the middle of tremendous suffering, the hardest thing of all is that feeling that we are totally alone in our misery.
For all of us there comes that point of truth, that very narrow bridge to cross, where no-one else can ‘fit’ in the moment except us.
There is no room for friends, parents, siblings – and often, not even spouses.
I’ve written about this idea before, but the path that leads into the ‘world of truth’, and that place of true humility and teshuva, and ultimately, to complete redemption, is a very lonely one.
And this is how it has to be.
Yesterday, I was talking to an old friend of mine, who helped me buy groceries when we mamash ran out of money, a few years’ ago.
She was one of the very, very few people that stayed with me, while I was going through years and years of difficulties, suffering and extreme loneliness.
That process taught me a lot, not least about my own capacity to endure, and the importance of speaking to God every single day, for an hour if possible.
And it also taught me the limitations of human relationships.
Even when people love us, and we love them, sometimes the situation is just so crushing, the pain is just so great, that there is nothing anyone else can do to help, or change things around.
And that’s when you are dealing with truly caring, empathetic people, who really do want to help.
In my life back then, I discovered that most of the people I was hanging out with at that point really didn’t fit in that category.
It was a very difficult process of birur, and for years and years and years, I carried a profound sense of sadness around, that I just couldn’t seem to ‘connect’ to so many of those around me in a real way, and that I seemed to spend so much of my time alone, operating in a completely different world.
Now I’m seeing, it was great training for ‘Covid 19’ times.
Not least, because I had so much time to myself, that I could literally spend hours and hours talking to God.
Because I had no-one else to talk to, anyway.
So, I was talking to my friend yesterday, and she was telling me how ‘alone’ she’s feeling at the moment.
She isn’t ‘vaccinated’, has no intention of getting ‘vaccinated’ – but is getting increasingly worn down by the people around her, who apparently believe the news 100%; believe the government 100%, and keep trying to manipulate and guilt her into ‘doing her hishtadloos‘ for her health and her family.
The days we do hitbodedut, and connect to God and the true tzaddikim, are the days we can easily stand up to all the propaganda, see through the lies, and not break in the face of an onslaught of manipulative, mentally-ill guilt tactics.
And the days we don’t….
Are really hard.
While I was talking to my friend, I happened to mention that all those years spent in Rav Berland’s corner were also excellent training for what’s going on now.
Then too, I had to stand up for what I believed in – and had exhaustively researched – while everyone around me was literally telling me to my face I was a gullible fool.
Then too, I had to get into the habit of pressing ‘pause’ on the media’s manipulative and deceptive headlines, and avoid jumping to conclusions about what was really going on with the Rav, to dig a bit deeper and verify the truth.
Which brings me, the long way around, to the ikker of today’s post.
A couple of days’ ago, after hours of hearings about the Covid 19 shots, the FDA decided to NOT approve the ‘third shot’ for anyone under the age of 65.
Of course, Israel has been ‘force vaxxing’ its citizens with the third dose for weeks already, using coercive tactics and lying propaganda, so the corrupt government here found itself really on the back foot with this decision, and scrambling to ‘explain’ why Covid 19 is apparently so different in Israel, than it is in America.
Before we continue, you really should understand what the testimony presented in the US uncovered about the safety and efficacy of these shots.
BH, another good friend H. just sent me this, which sums things up very nicely:
I urge you to share this with every doctor, rabbi and community leader you know.
This is very concerning and very real. Do not let them blow you off.
Let them know that listening to another opinion costs nothing, hurts no one and does not make you a conspiracy theorist.
It may actually save countless lives.
This meeting was regarding the approval of the boosters (which thankfully did not happen on a broad scale) but the data shared in this clip is regarding the overall vaccine program and MUST be heard!
The FDA’s 67th virtual vaccines and related biological products advisory committee just held this meeting less than 24 hours ago and they have presented data that admits to everything we have warned about over the last 17 months and for some of us over the last 7 years +….
The full 8 hour presentation is on YouTube.
[This starts at the crucial part of the discussion, screenshots below].
Are the shots effective? No.
Are they causing deaths? Yes.
Are they causing menstrual problems? Yes.
Are they causing pregnancy issues? Yes.
Do they reduce death? NO!
Do they reduce hospitalization? NO!
Are they connected to causing the new variants? YES.
Are they less effective than natural immunity? YES!
Are those who are unvaccinated MORE informed than those who are vaccinated? YES.
Here’s some screenshots and direct quotes from Steve Kirsch (Executive Director of the Covid 19 Early Treatment Fund).
His presentation, begins around the 4hr 20 min mark.
“We were led to believe that vaccines are perfectly safe. But this is simply not true.”
“VAERS shows heart attacks happen 71 times more often, following these [Covid 19] vaccines, compared to any other vaccine.”
[Statistical analysis by a number of different experts shows] “We kill two people [with the vaccines] to ‘save’ one life.”
[Four different experts found] “There are 411 deaths per million doses. That translates into 150,000 people have died.”
(Ed. note – that’s just in America…. And that’s just the deaths that occurred very soon after having the shots…)
[Referring to data about people aged 90+, from the Israel Ministry of Health]:
“In the most optimistic scenario, it means that 50% of the vaccinated group died, and zero percent of unvaccinated people died. Unless you can explain that to the American public, you cannot approve the boosters.”
[Talking about Maddie de Garay, a teenager who participated in the Pfizer trials]:
“Now she is paralysed for life. And there is no investigation. Please tell us why this fraud was not investigated.”
“Early treatments are a much better alternative to boosters. In Israel, cases are at an all-time high. In India, Uttar Pradesh is almost totally Covid 19 free. Almost nobody there is vaccinated.”
There are 8 hours of information and input from real experts, real doctors, real researchers, with access to real, verifiable information on the efficacy and safety of the Covid 19 ‘vaccines’, HERE.
As a result of being presented with that information, even the totally corrupt FDA has now pressed ‘pause’ on the Covid 19 vaccines.
What does that tell you, about how even more corrupt the government of Israel, and our media, and our health establishment is?
When this bombshell information came out, the State of Israel -and the media propagandists that work for it – went into urgent ‘damage limitation’ mode.
Yesterday’s headlines were full of fake news of all these ‘young people’ – all unnamed, of course – who are apparently totally unvaccinated, and dying of Covid 19.
How can we explain this? My friend wanted to know yesterday.
Without researching it in depth, here is what I told her:
- This government, the Health Ministry and the media are lying about everything.
You think they are honestly telling us the truth about anything to do with ‘Covid 19’? Because I don’t.
2. Even before ‘Covid 19’, there were young-ish people who were getting sick and hospitalised for a bunch of different reasons, and some of those people even died.
Just now, no-one in Israel can apparently die from anything except ‘Covid 19’.
3. The government has changed the definition of ‘unvaccinated’ to include people who have had one shot, two shots – or even, people who had a third shot, but died within 2 weeks of getting it, hence labelled ‘unvaccinated’.
Of course, that 2 week ‘rule’ was introduced to magically transform an adverse reaction to the ‘vaccine’ that resulted in death, to a ‘lack of protection from Covid 19’.
4. If you put a person with healthy lungs on a ventilator, you can explode their lungs and kill them.
Which means that many of the people going into hospital for treatment are literally and deliberately being killed by people within the medical establishment, to boost the number of ‘Covid 19’ deaths.
There are probably many other things to say here, including how our governments are using totally unidentifiable ‘crisis actors’, who give long interviews apparently from their death beds all saying the same thing:
I wasn’t vaccinated, and now (immediately after doing this interview in full make-up on Tik-Tok, without even being intubated….) I’m going to die tomorrow from Covid. I WISH I’D GOT VACCINATED!!!!
(It’s a post for another time, but if you go HERE, you’ll see a recent video with three ‘Covid Crisis Actors’ in Australia.
At least one of them, Ramona Khoury is definitely an actress. The Daily Mail tries to debunk this by saying the person in the video is really one ‘Ramona El-Nachar’, a pharmacist. Guess what? ‘Ramona El-Nachar’ seems to be failing the ‘real person’ test. I can’t find a trace of her online – but if you can, I’d love you to share the information, so we can keep track of what’s really going on here.)
If you look past the ‘spin’, and all the deceptive headlines, the information about what is really going on here is hidden in plain sight.
Like THIS, from July 2021, from the UK:
Most COVID deaths in England now are in the vaccinated – here’s why that shouldn’t alarm you
Or THIS, from Israel, back on August 8, 2021:
Israel: No difference between vaccinated and unvaccinated; both are at the same risk of contracting COVID
So, if being ‘vaccinated’ doesn’t reduce your risk of catching ‘Covid 19’…. and being ‘vaccinated’ makes you 71 times m ore likely to have a fatal heart attack…. and if two people die from the ‘vaccine’ for everyone supposedly saved by it….
You tell me.
What’s the best hishtadloos you can do, to stay healthy?
It boils down to this.
Covid 19 is bringing everyone’s secret (and not so secret) bad middot to the fore.
Covid mask / vaccine bullies with narcissistic tendencies were ALWAYS bullies with narcissistic tendencies.
Covid hyperchondriacs who ran to the doctor and meds to ‘protect them’ from their own fears and anxiety were ALWAYS hyperchondriacs.
Covid manipulators who try to ‘guilt’ everyone into getting vaccines, and who ‘blame’ everyone else for getting sick, were always emotional manipulators who use guilt and blame to control the people around them.
And Covid ‘people pleasers’, who are willing to impale themselves on a toxic needle-tip just to keep the people around them ‘happy’…. Well. They were always ‘people pleasing’ in a way that half-killed them, even before Covid 19 showed up.
But it’s time for all that to change, now.
Tonight, begins the holiday of Sukkot.
I don’t know if ‘the next stage’ of this geula process is going to start at the end of this Sukkot holiday, or whether it’s going to continue until Chanuka, or whether the Rav, Rav Berland, has to be fully released, before that next stage begins in earnest.
But begin it will.
Covid 19 is only about working on our bad middot, and getting closer to God.
It’s a very lonely, difficult process, I know.
But at the end, you finally cross that narrow bridge to humility, peace of mind and real emuna.
And that’s when life really starts to be worth living, again.
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