Sometimes when we’re in the middle of tremendous suffering, the hardest thing of all is that feeling that we are totally alone in our misery.

For all of us there comes that point of truth, that very narrow bridge to cross, where no-one else can ‘fit’ in the moment except us.

There is no room for friends, parents, siblings – and often, not even spouses.

I’ve written about this idea before, but the path that leads into the ‘world of truth’, and that place of true humility and teshuva, and ultimately, to complete redemption, is a very lonely one.

And this is how it has to be.


Yesterday, I was talking to an old friend of mine, who helped me buy groceries when we mamash ran out of money, a few years’ ago.

She was one of the very, very few people that stayed with me, while I was going through years and years of difficulties, suffering and extreme loneliness.

That process taught me a lot, not least about my own capacity to endure, and the importance of speaking to God every single day, for an hour if possible.

And it also taught me the limitations of human relationships.

Even when people love us, and we love them, sometimes the situation is just so crushing, the pain is just so great, that there is nothing anyone else can do to help, or change things around.

And that’s when you are dealing with truly caring, empathetic people, who really do want to help.


In my life back then, I discovered that most of the people I was hanging out with at that point really didn’t fit in that category.

It was a very difficult process of birur, and for years and years and years, I carried a profound sense of sadness around, that I just couldn’t seem to ‘connect’ to so many of those around me in a real way, and that I seemed to spend so much of my time alone, operating in a completely different world.

Now I’m seeing, it was great training for ‘Covid 19’ times.

Not least, because I had so much time to myself, that I could literally spend hours and hours talking to God.

Because I had no-one else to talk to, anyway.


So, I was talking to my friend yesterday, and she was telling me how ‘alone’ she’s feeling at the moment.

She isn’t ‘vaccinated’, has no intention of getting ‘vaccinated’ – but is getting increasingly worn down by the people around her, who apparently believe the news 100%; believe the government 100%, and keep trying to manipulate and guilt her into ‘doing her hishtadloos‘ for her health and her family.

The days we do hitbodedut, and connect to God and the true tzaddikim, are the days we can easily stand up to all the propaganda, see through the lies, and not break in the face of an onslaught of manipulative, mentally-ill guilt tactics.

And the days we don’t….

Are really hard.


While I was talking to my friend, I happened to mention that all those years spent in Rav Berland’s corner were also excellent training for what’s going on now.

Then too, I had to stand up for what I believed in – and had exhaustively researched – while everyone around me was literally telling me to my face I was a gullible fool.

Then too, I had to get into the habit of pressing ‘pause’ on the media’s manipulative and deceptive headlines, and avoid jumping to conclusions about what was really going on with the Rav, to dig a bit deeper and verify the truth.

Which brings me, the long way around, to the ikker of today’s post.


A couple of days’ ago, after hours of hearings about the Covid 19 shots, the FDA decided to NOT approve the ‘third shot’ for anyone under the age of 65.

Of course, Israel has been ‘force vaxxing’ its citizens with the third dose for weeks already, using coercive tactics and lying propaganda, so the corrupt government here found itself really on the back foot with this decision, and scrambling to ‘explain’ why Covid 19 is apparently so different in Israel, than it is in America.

Before we continue, you really should understand what the testimony presented in the US uncovered about the safety and efficacy of these shots.


BH, another good friend H. just sent me this, which sums things up very nicely:

I urge you to share this with every doctor, rabbi and community leader you know.

This is very concerning and very real. Do not let them blow you off.

Let them know that listening to another opinion costs nothing, hurts no one and does not make you a conspiracy theorist.

It may actually save countless lives.

This meeting was regarding the approval of the boosters (which thankfully did not happen on a broad scale) but the data shared in this clip is regarding the overall vaccine program and MUST be heard!

The FDA’s 67th virtual vaccines and related biological products advisory committee just held this meeting less than 24 hours ago and they have presented data that admits to everything we have warned about over the last 17 months and for some of us over the last 7 years +….

The full 8 hour presentation is on YouTube.

[This starts at the crucial part of the discussion, screenshots below].




  • Are the shots effective? No.

  • Are they causing deaths? Yes.

  • Are they causing menstrual problems? Yes.

  • Are they causing pregnancy issues? Yes.

  • Do they reduce death? NO!

  • Do they reduce hospitalization? NO!

  • Are they connected to causing the new variants? YES.

  • Are they less effective than natural immunity? YES!

  • Are those who are unvaccinated MORE informed than those who are vaccinated? YES. 


Here’s some screenshots and direct quotes from Steve Kirsch (Executive Director of the Covid 19 Early Treatment Fund).

His presentation, begins around the 4hr 20 min mark.

“We were led to believe that vaccines are perfectly safe. But this is simply not true.”


“VAERS shows heart attacks happen 71 times more often, following these [Covid 19] vaccines, compared to any other vaccine.”


[Statistical analysis by a number of different experts shows] “We kill two people [with the vaccines] to ‘save’ one life.”


[Four different experts found] “There are 411 deaths per million doses. That translates into 150,000 people have died.”

(Ed. note – that’s just in America…. And that’s just the deaths that occurred very soon after having the shots…)


[Referring to data about people aged 90+, from the Israel Ministry of Health]:

“In the most optimistic scenario, it means that 50% of the vaccinated group died, and zero percent of unvaccinated people died. Unless you can explain that to the American public, you cannot approve the boosters.”


[Talking about Maddie de Garay, a teenager who participated in the Pfizer trials]:

“Now she is paralysed for life. And there is no investigation. Please tell us why this fraud was not investigated.”


“Early treatments are a much better alternative to boosters. In Israel, cases are at an all-time high. In India, Uttar Pradesh is almost totally Covid 19 free. Almost nobody there is vaccinated.”


There are 8 hours of information and input from real experts, real doctors, real researchers, with access to real, verifiable information on the efficacy and safety of the Covid 19 ‘vaccines’, HERE.

As a result of being presented with that information, even the totally corrupt FDA has now pressed ‘pause’ on the Covid 19 vaccines.

What does that tell you, about how even more corrupt the government of Israel, and our media, and our health establishment is?


When this bombshell information came out, the State of Israel -and the media propagandists that work for it – went into urgent ‘damage limitation’ mode.

Yesterday’s headlines were full of fake news of all these ‘young people’ – all unnamed, of course – who are apparently totally unvaccinated, and dying of Covid 19.

How can we explain this? My friend wanted to know yesterday.

Without researching it in depth, here is what I told her:

  1. This government, the Health Ministry and the media are lying about everything.

You think they are honestly telling us the truth about anything to do with ‘Covid 19’? Because I don’t.

2. Even before ‘Covid 19’, there were young-ish people who were getting sick and hospitalised for a bunch of different reasons, and some of those people even died.

Just now, no-one in Israel can apparently die from anything except ‘Covid 19’.

3. The government has changed the definition of ‘unvaccinated’ to include people who have had one shot, two shots – or even, people who had a third shot, but died within 2 weeks of getting it, hence labelled ‘unvaccinated’. 

Of course, that 2 week ‘rule’ was introduced to magically transform an adverse reaction to the ‘vaccine’ that resulted in death, to a ‘lack of protection from Covid 19’.

4. If you put a person with healthy lungs on a ventilator, you can explode their lungs and kill them.

Which means that many of the people going into hospital for treatment are literally and deliberately being killed by people within the medical establishment, to boost the number of ‘Covid 19’ deaths.


There are probably many other things to say here, including how our governments are using totally unidentifiable ‘crisis actors’, who give long interviews apparently from their death beds all saying the same thing:

I wasn’t vaccinated, and now (immediately after doing this interview in full make-up on Tik-Tok, without even being intubated….) I’m going to die tomorrow from Covid. I WISH I’D GOT VACCINATED!!!!


(It’s a post for another time, but if you go HERE, you’ll see a recent video with three ‘Covid Crisis Actors’ in Australia.

At least one of them, Ramona Khoury is definitely an actress. The Daily Mail tries to debunk this by saying the person in the video is really one ‘Ramona El-Nachar’, a pharmacist. Guess what? ‘Ramona El-Nachar’ seems to be failing the ‘real person’ test. I can’t find a trace of her online – but if you can, I’d love you to share the information, so we can keep track of what’s really going on here.)


If you look past the ‘spin’, and all the deceptive headlines, the information about what is really going on here is hidden in plain sight.

Like THIS, from July 2021, from the UK:

Most COVID deaths in England now are in the vaccinated – here’s why that shouldn’t alarm you


Or THIS, from Israel, back on August 8, 2021:

Israel: No difference between vaccinated and unvaccinated; both are at the same risk of contracting COVID


So, if being ‘vaccinated’ doesn’t reduce your risk of catching ‘Covid 19’…. and being ‘vaccinated’ makes you 71 times m ore likely to have a fatal heart attack…. and if two people die from the ‘vaccine’ for everyone supposedly saved by it….

You tell me.

What’s the best hishtadloos you can do, to stay healthy?


It boils down to this.

Covid 19 is bringing everyone’s secret (and not so secret) bad middot to the fore.

Covid mask / vaccine bullies with narcissistic tendencies were ALWAYS bullies with narcissistic tendencies.

Covid hyperchondriacs who ran to the doctor and meds to ‘protect them’ from their own fears and anxiety were ALWAYS hyperchondriacs.

Covid manipulators who try to ‘guilt’ everyone into getting vaccines, and who ‘blame’ everyone else for getting sick, were always emotional manipulators who use guilt and blame to control the people around them.

And Covid ‘people pleasers’, who are willing to impale themselves on a toxic needle-tip just to keep the people around them ‘happy’…. Well. They were always ‘people pleasing’ in a way that half-killed them, even before Covid 19 showed up.

But it’s time for all that to change, now.


Tonight, begins the holiday of Sukkot.

I don’t know if ‘the next stage’ of this geula process is going to start at the end of this Sukkot holiday, or whether it’s going to continue until Chanuka, or whether the Rav, Rav Berland, has to be fully released, before that next stage begins in earnest.

But begin it will.

Covid 19 is only about working on our bad middot, and getting closer to God.

It’s a very lonely, difficult process, I know.

But at the end, you finally cross that narrow bridge to humility, peace of mind and real emuna.

And that’s when life really starts to be worth living, again.


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I have no other information, except people are being requested to say 7 Tikkun Haklalis.

BH, we will hear good news.

Clearly so much is in the balance for Am Yisrael this Yom Kippur 5782



2:18 pm Friday, this is the update I just got sent:

The Rav is back at his house arrest home [from hospital] and is doing well.

He davened Yom Kippur there and is okay.

BH, we should continue to hear good news this year.


Yesterday, I got two interesting emails.

One of them was asking me to consider how I can uncover the truth without plunging people into despair.

(It’s a very good question.)

And another was asking me this:

A question I have had for a while is about the legitimacy of us being here in eretz Yisrael before Meshiach.

I saw you said you questioned it? What do you think are the reasons to stay/leave??

Also a very good question.


Firstly, this is what I replied to my first correspondent:

Thanks for taking the time to email me this.
I think you are probably right, that if I could make that paradigm shift to phrasing things more positively, that would be useful for a lot of reasons.
It’s just very, very hard for me to do, even when I make a conscious effort.
There’s a big klipa around doing things that way.
A very big klipa.
But I do understand that if it were possible, that would be better for a lot of reasons, and I am taking you as a nudge from Upstairs to at least pray on it some more and see what happens.
The last thing to mention is that I actually have a lot more hope than sometimes comes through my writing… but it’s connected to my connection with Rebbe Nachman and Rav Berland, which I often downplay, especially with Rav Berland, for obvious reasons.
But really, I have so much hope and chizzuk from these two, and maybe I need to start being more vocal on that count, on my blog.
Lots to think about.

I have lost count of the number of times I was feeling despairing and lost in the world, and my connection with Rav Berland somehow turned it around.

Like, I’d just open one of his books ‘randomly’ and find words that truly spoke to my heart, and comforted me.
Or, I’d read one of his shiurim and it would seem as though the Rav was addressing his remarks specifically to my particular problem or worry.
Or even, I’d just go hang out by the Beit HaRav in Musrara for a few minutes, and come away just feeling lighter and happier about life.

That happened again this Rosh Hashana, even though the Rav himself is still under house arrest in some unknown location.


I got there n the first day still feeling somewhat ‘down’ about the situation in Israel, and after an hour there, hearing the shofar, I came back home with a big spring in my step.

As I walked back through the streets of Jerusalem, I just had this one thought on repeat in my head:

They have already lost. 5781 is going to be a great year.

I know that’s still not so obvious.

But that is the ‘vibe’ I picked up very strongly from being at the Beit HaRav on Rosh Hashana.


So, BH, I will let you know about more of these incidences, and more of these ‘reasons to be cheerful’, because that is how I balance out all the hard stuff that is going on all around, without going into either denial or despair.

(And let me just plug my husband’s new site, where he brings snippets of the Rav’s words in English most days, called Words from the Rav.)


So now, let’s turn to the next question:

A question I have had for a while is about the legitimacy of us being here in eretz Yisrael before Meshiach.

I saw you said you questioned it? What do you think are the reasons to stay/leave??


I had a really rough aliya experience, in myriad different ways.

We ran out of money, lost our house (twice!!), have moved around loads and loads, had difficulties finding communities, difficulties finding schools, difficulties with fake rabbis and bad advice, and a bunch of other things besides.

But throughout all these difficulties, I ALWAYS was grateful that I was living in Eretz Yisrael, still.

I knew the difficulties here are part and parcel of the kedusha, part and parcel of what makes us grow as people, as Jews, instead of mouldering away in often suffocating spiritual ‘comfort zones’ in Chul.

The only time I ever questioned being in Israel was literally that two days when I started researching Uzi Meshulam and the Yemenite children – and I got a very strong whiff of the spiritual corruption underpinning the secular State of Israel.


That was around five years ago, when I was doing the research on why the State of Israel was persecuting Rav Berland, that ultimately became One in a Generation.

At that stage, I wanted to run away from Israel (for two days…) because I was scared of what the evil people here could do to me.

But then, I worked on it a lot in hitbodedut, and I realised that this ‘fear’ of these evildoers is a fallen fear.

Because Ein Od Milvado.

And if God doesn’t want something to happen to me, it’s not going to happen, however hard these evildoers try.

This same idea also applies to rockets, terrorist attacks, stabbings and Iranian nukes – and all those other scary things that sometimes make us want to run away from Israel.


The Coronafascism here over the last year and a half, and all the stressful and troubling diktats about masks and coercion about ‘vaccinations’, has been very hard for all of us to take.

I’m hearing more and more stories of people looking to leave Israel soon, religious and secular people, ‘vaccinated’ and un-vaccinated.

I totally understand the impulse to get away from all the stress and ‘yuck’ that we’ve been subjected to the last year and a half, but I personally feel it’s a big mistake to make any long-term move away from Israel.

This is still the Holy Land.

This is still the country that God has His eye on, so to speak, 24 hours a day, and 365 days a year.

It’s still the land of emuna and miracles.

And ultimately, it all comes down to Ein Od Milvado – I can’t run away from God, and His plans for my life.


The day we signed on our first house in Israel, in Modiin, the ‘terrorist attacks’ occurred in London.

One of the victims on the Number 13 bus was an Israeli woman who had moved to the UK to get away from the suicide bus bombings back home.

That really taught me something very profound, about how it’s impossible to run away from God.


A few years ago, our Rav was Rav Arush, and he was pushing all of his students to come and live in Jerusalem.

It was not a very appealing option, honestly, as the house prices had just rocketed through the roof, and I was living in my own new house in a yishuv an hour’s drive away.

To cut a very long story short, we ended up making the move, and I swapped my big house for a rented, 65 sqm apartment in a scummy-looking building.


The first two years in Jerusalem were brutal, in a whole bunch of ways.

It was like making aliya all over again, except 20 times harder.

(And believe me, that’s saying something.)

But after two years of tremendous suffering, and also tremendous teshuva, the clouds started to part, and I found myself – totally by accident – living in the same neighborhood as Rav Berland and many of his students.

One thing led to another, and that’s how I started to hear more about Rav Berland, and started to research him, and started to understand that he was the true Tzaddik HaDor.


Today, I look back at that move to Jerusalem as one of the biggest blessings of my life, despite the fact that Coronafascism has hit this city so hard, the last year and a half.

I can still go to the Kotel whenever I want.

I can still go to the Beit HaRav (where they have been davening unmasked the whole time. Baruch Hashem!)

I can also go to supermarkets and stores in chareidi neighborhoods where no-one gives a stuff about social distancing, masking or Tav Yarok.

And I’ve also seen how my children’s yiddishkeit has actually flourished here, strangely, because we had such a hard time and never fit in to any particular ‘box’.


I have a nice (rented…) house here.

I have a mostly very nice life (Coronafascism notwithstanding…)

And my soul feels more content here than it’s ever felt anywhere else.

And what happened to those of Rav Arush’s English-speaking students who didn’t make that move to Jerusalem, because it was so hard?

Without exception, they all fell off the ‘Breslov’ bandwagon big time, and some of them even ended up leaving the country altogether.


Things relating to Eretz Yisrael and Jerusalem are often totally deceptive.

It looks like here is the worst place to be.

It looks like life is hardest here.

That the evil is strongest here.

But all this is just a klipah, the ‘shadow’ that’s hiding the biggest light of all.


At the end of the day, most of the people who know how to use a gun in this country are good Jews, deep down.

You can’t say that about any other country in the world.

At the end of the day, there are more true tzaddikim, hidden and otherwise, and more holy keverim here, than any other place in the world.

And these tzaddikim, alive and dead, are protecting us all with their merits.

The type and frequency of open miracles in Israel just don’t really happen anywhere else, (except maybe Uman.)


So, even though I have three passports, that is why I’m staying put in this country.

The ‘raging stormwind’ that’s been running the show here is very close to finally blowing itself out.

The good is starting to sprout visibly, all over the country.

And the birur, so painful as it’s been, is almost complete.

There’s a lot of light at the end of the tunnel, and the ‘end’ is approaching.

So don’t bail out now.


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If you live outside of Israel, you probably don’t know who Chai Shaulian was.

***Updates on Covid Camps in Australia, below***

Propaganda sites like the YWN characterise him as an ‘anti-vaxxer’ who just ‘died from Covid 19′.

But as usual, that’s not the real story.

This comes from the Arutz 7 site HERE:


Snippet below:

[A] clip of Shoulian’s live feed from the hospital prior to his death is shown in which he claims he had been poisoned.

“I know that what I’m about to say is going to sound strange to some people, but last Thursday, in Jerusalem Police, I was arrested from Thursday to Friday at 3, when the judge released me.”

“They beat me to a pulp on my whole body. I don’t think they even behave so harshly to terrorists. They put a knee on my neck, and it hurt me all week. They broke my toes. My body had marks all over, and bruises in recent days.

“I felt they did something to me there,” he adds. “I felt that on Saturday night I was collapsing. I think – and I say this with a clear mind insofar as I can – Jerusalem Police tried to poison me.

“They gave me substances…and I am an army medical man, I’m not a sucker, I don’t get excited by arrests, I don’t get excited by small things.

“I know that for a long time the Health Ministry has been trying to arrest me and bother me. You know what they do to me on Facebook, they took down my videos.

“They weakened me, and I felt something, like they weakened my whole body with some substance or something, and I felt terrible.

“I’m telling you this was an attempt to kill me, and if anything happens to me – know that this is the exact reality,” he is seen saying.


There’s a Facebook video on the Arutz 7 site where you can hear and see Chai saying this himself, a couple of days before he died from ‘Covid 19’.

I can’t embed that video here, but I’m posting up some screenshots, for posterity, for when it’s taken down.


Here’s what one of my readers, J, sent me in connection with Chai Shaulian:

BDE. Hai Shoulian was an activist, came to demonstrations and spoke at one in Tel Aviv.

Always carried an Israeli flag.
On Aug. 27 the police arrested him in Jerusalem. It’s on video.

Hai was completely peaceful until a few police grabbed him and were very rough with him. He was taken to the Russian compound and released by a judge before Shabbat.

He said that the police broke his toes, and injected him against his will.

Hai was a robust healthy man before this happened, he had at least one school age child.

After he was released from jail on Aug. 28 he became very sick, couldn’t breathe, was hospitalized in the Corona ward at Wolfson Hospital. He died last night, just after his arrest about 16 days ago.

Don’t think this is unusual.

The State of Israel seems to have been murdering anyone that gets in its way, since even before its inception.

And that has been continuing ever since.
Remember Rabbi Uzi Meshulam, the brave soul who started blowing the whistle on what really happened to the State-abducted Yemenite children in the 1950s?
He was also violently arrested, and his followers ‘framed’ for crimes they never committed.
He went into the Shata Prison a healthy man, and he came out a poisoned wreck.
Strangely, I can’t embed this Youtube video showing you the ‘before and after’ of Rabbi Uzi Meshulam, because of course this is one of the ways the State hides its crimes against its citizens, by censoring the information.
So click the link yourself, to watch.

This snippet comes from the description box (all spelling and grammar mistakes are in the original):

Corrupt elements in the Israeli government offices keep on persecuting the Rabbi Uzi Meshulam (who brought the kidnapped Yemenite children issue to public awareness).
Those elements made him a well planned character assassination by the media and finally arrested him.
While being in jail, they injected strange materials (which reminds me… “Haaled Mashal” affair) that harmed essential systems of his body like the leaver, pancreas..
The result was a total collapse of his body. Thanks g-o-d they couldn’t harm his brain soul and spirit. Nowadays they keep on persecuting his eldest son Emanuel Yedida.
They forced him to leave Israel threatening him that if he won’t – they will frame his father, him and to make it real, some of the rabbi’s students with murder case!).He asked for asylum in Canada and now the foreign ministry is asking Canada to decline Emanuel’s humanitarian request.
Read more at “

This is how the State of Israel operates.

This is ALWAYS how the State of Israel has operated.
Remember the murder of Jacob de Haan, with the assassination ordered by none other than the Chazon Ish‘s cousin, Yitzhak Ben-Tzvi?
This from Wikipedia:
Tehomi [de Haan’s assassin] was interviewed for Israeli TV by Nakdimon and stated that Yitzhak Ben-Zvi, who later became the second President of Israel (1952-1963), must have ordered the assassination: “I have done what the Haganah decided had to be done. And nothing was done without the order of Yitzhak Ben-Zvi… I have no regrets because he (de Haan) wanted to destroy our whole idea of Zionism.” 
Remember ‘Officer X’, who also recently died in Israeli military prison, in very suspicious circumstances?
The morally-corrupt State appears to murder anyone it deems as a ‘threat’, with judicial backing, or ‘extra-judicially’.

And while we like to fool ourselves that it’s only murdering terrorists, the truth is that it’s almost certainly murdered far more Jews.

Because remember, the State itself is controlling ‘the terrorists’, and the State itself founded groups like Hamas, and the State itself armed the Palestinian Authority.

It’s all just one big, deceptive, manipulative, puppet show, to keep the people of Israel in a state of permanent fear, where our despot dictators can suspend our human rights just like that, always by pointing at ‘the terrorist threat’.


But there’s one person that the State of Israel tried to poison, and it hasn’t worked.

When I was writing the first volume of One in a Generation, there was a quote from the Rav, Rabbi Eliezer Berland, that I debated for months, over whether to include. In the end, I decided to take it out, but before the Rav went into exile back in 2013, he said this publically:

They want to do to me what they did to Uzi Meshulam.


Five years ago, I’d never heard of Uzi Meshulam.

I started researching him – actually through Daisy’s site, before I got to know her – and what I discovered totally sickened me.

It was the only time in my life that I felt like maybe I made a mistake in moving to Israel… The country is mamash being run by a bunch of corrupt, murdering mafiosos.

I had that feeling for a couple of days, until it lifted, and I understood that we have to stand our ground here and fight for Eretz Yisrael and the Jewish people, against the people who have hijacked our nation and our religion.


Flash forward, and we see that the authorities have apparently done their best to kill off the Rav in prison.

Very soon after agreeing to return to Israel from South Africa to prove his innocence in court, the Rav suddenly developed all sorts of different aggressive cancers.

And then, he needed multiple serious surgeries, including ones where they just stam, took out a kidney without prior permission.

Baruch Hashem, the Rav got out alive – barely – by making that first, forced ‘plea bargain’ simply so he could eventually get out of prison.

But then, a couple of months before ‘Coronavirus’ took off in Israel, they corrupt State of Israel went after the Rav again.


HERE‘s what the autistics had to say about what was going on this second time around, from November 2020:



“People of Israel: there’s no time.  Mashiach is already here, and he is working to help all the Jews.  He is here in Jerusalem, the capital city.  He is lying sick in the hospital and the wicked people aren’t giving him rest, are trying to finish him off, G-d forbid.

“They arrested Rav Berland with no evidence at all, as if he did something against the law. 

And they didn’t take him gently, rather they pounced upon him, even though he didn’t resist.  In Shacharis while he was praying, they grabbed him and threw him to the floor, even though he is an elderly Jew of 84-years-old — a Jew who suffers gangrene is his leg, with heart problems, with one kidney, who didn’t resist them. 

But they received instructions, to act as if he was resisting, to punish him, and perhaps they also thought that this would kill him.


From then on, they are transferring him from prison to prison, and he is very ill, and suffers greatly.  He is the Tzaddik of the generation and this annoys the wicked people, because they don’t succeed in killing him.  As much as they tried in the hospital to kill him — it didn’t work out for them.  

They sent him immediately to prison after a four hour heart surgery.  Baruch Hashem, the doctor in the prison said that he couldn’t take responsibility for a person in very bad physical condition; they returned him to the hospital.

In the hospital, they are also punishing him, but he isn’t afraid, because he knows who he is.  He knows that Hashem is with him, and he knows that it doesn’t matter what the wicked people do; they can’t harm him.

People of Israel: So that Mashiach can battle against the wickedness, he needs our prayers. 

This gives him the power to battle against the wickedness.  And we need to pray with tears, with a broken heart, that he will have a complete healing, so that he can return to his synagogue, so that he can return to his community, to return to the People of Israel. 


The Rav is meant to be out in October, next month.

Of course, the State of Israel is doing everything in their power to prevent that from happening, including ‘force vaxxing’ him with biotoxic Covid 19 shots, and also trying to renege on the deal they agreed as part of the plea bargain, to try to send him back to prison for another six months, God forbid.

So that Mashiach can battle against the wickedness, he needs our prayers….

That still holds true now.

It especially holds true now, as we are really coming down to the wire, and the truly evil character of the people ‘leading’ us is starting to be exposed and recognised all over the place.


They took the Rav out a couple of weeks before ‘Coronavirus’, because they know what so many of us still don’t:

If we rally around the Rav, we can defeat them.

At this stage of the game, look at how many of the people in the orthodox Jewish world who were opposing the Rav, and even working hand-in-hand with the State of Israel itself, to frame him and slander him, have been revealed as spiritually-corrupt fakers.

Mamash, the sons of Haman are sitting and learning Torah in Bnei Brak, and elsewhere.

At this stage of the game, we can all see how false and deceptive the lying media is.

We can all see how corrupt and murderous the police are.

There is no justice in the State of Israel – not just for the Rav, but for anyone who dares to go against the politicians and their cronies – and the controllers who are pulling the strings, behind the scenes.


Chai Shaulian is just the latest brave, principled Jew who the State of Israel seems to have murdered.

But hopefully, he will be the last.

Keep praying – a lot! – that the Rav should be freed in October, and that he should continue to live and be healthy, bezrat Hashem.

Because when the Rav gets out of prison, we all get out with him.



There is a discussion going on in the comments about the ‘Covid Camps’ in Australia, with one commentator from Australia saying they don’t exist.

The best answer to whether they actually exist is of course someone going down to Toowomba, near Brisbane, to see if the Wagner’s Wellcamp Quarantine facility IS really being built.

But in the meantime, here’s some clues that C. and myself have tracked down, and then make up your own minds about whether they actually exist or not.



THIS is an ‘official tweet’ from Annastacia Palacsczuk, who according to Wikipedia is an:

“Australian politician who has been the Premier of Queensland since 2015.” 

In this Tweet, she is saying Queensland is working with the Wagner family – whoever they are, probably some more secret evil oligarchs – because:

“Our hotels were not meant to be our last line of defence against a global pandemic.

That’s why we’ve taken decisive action to build a new 1000-bed, dedicated quarantine facility at Wellcamp Airport near Toowoomba.”


(BTW, is it just me, or does this woman look remarkably like Robert Maxwell in a dress?)


So, it seems pretty clear cut that the Queensland government IS at least saying they intend to build these facilities, as of August 27, 2021.

HERE is creepy John Wagner, owner of the ‘private’ airport the facility will be built next to, called ‘WellCamp Airport’, talking about all the jobs it will bring to region, as Queensland’s Premier does the ‘politician’s walk’ over some churned-up mud.


The name of that airport, ‘Wellcamp’, sounded just too CO-IN-CID-ENT-AL  to be true.

So me being me, I started scratching around and looky-see, what else I found called WELLCAMP:

Prefab labor camps from China!!!

Look at this screenshot below, from the Wellcamp website, top left corner. It reads:

“To be No.1 Brand for Prefab Labor Camp’


For once, even I’m speechless….

Let’s move on.



Howard Springs Corona Quarantine Facility

So, this ‘corona camp’ has already been built.

Here’s a screenshot below, from THIS Twitter account:


How do we know that ‘Howard Springs’ is a real place, and not just more fake news?

The best thing is to see it with our own eyes, or to have someone trustworthy do that for us.

When that isn’t an option, the next best thing is use logical deductions.

In THIS ‘news’ piece for Australia’s News 7, both John Wagner and Annastacia P. are referring to the ‘Howard Springs Facility’ as being the blueprint they want to use for Wellcamp in Toowomba.


If you go HERE, you’ll see lots of pictures, apparently of Howard Springs, apparently taken recently by people who were quarantined there.

And if you go HERE, you’ll find an article in the NY Times, apparently written by someone who stayed at Howard Springs.

And if you go HERE, you’ll find another Tweet showing footage from inside Howard Springs.


Again, all this might be faked, and it would be easy to fool people who don’t live anywhere near these places.

But it seems to me there is something there, in Howard Springs, and there is something being built, in Toowomba.

So, the question is not really are their Covid quarantine camps in Australia?

Because the answer to that appears to be YES (until and unless we get some surprising new info that proves all this other stuff has been faked.)

The real question is: Is this something we should be concerned about?

And each person is entitled to their own opinion, on that score.



Academics talking about ‘Covid camps’, and the CDC referring to those papers on its website.

Gotta love those academics, and their selfless attempts to help humanity anyway they can (sarcasm = off).

If you go HERE, to the CDC’s website, you’ll find an article named this, from July 2020:

Interim Operational Considerations for Implementing the Shielding Approach to Prevent COVID-19 Infections in Humanitarian Settings


While the article itself is carefully written in ambiguous, fudge-ese, take a look at some of the academic papers being referenced at the bottom, (screenshotted below):


In case you missed it, that first one reads:

  1. Favas, C. Guidance for the prevention of COVID-19 infections among high-risk individuals in camps and camp-like settings pdf icon[465 KB, 15 pages]external icon. London School of Hygiene and Tropical Medicine, 31 March 2020.


Let’s leave this here, for now.

Baring any new information, the conclusion is that Covid camps in Australia are definitely a thing, that the CDC is also talking about doing that in the US, and that some academic git from the London School of Hygiene and Tropical Medicine is off writing long papers about this, too.

But God is the one who is really running the show here.

And the trap these people are trying to spring for others will rebound on their own heads.

BH, may it happen soon!


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There was a fatal crash in Uman that killed one of the pilgrims, and injured 11 more.

You can read more HERE.

I think maybe this crash, and the person who was killed in it, ‘sweetened’ things for everyone else heading home from Uman. I certainly hope so.


The government is still up to something.



Eli Bin, MDA Director General, said: “The State of Israel has assigned Magen David Adom the task of rapid tests in Ukraine. The tests we perform in Ukraine are a new type of molecular test that provides a result in about half an hour. Magen David Adom teams are deployed in 30 stands in each terminal and near the site marking Rabbi Nachman’s tomb and will provide the result to all those returning to Israel.”

“The task is to prevent the entry of sick people or new strains of the virus into the State of Israel. This is MDA’s mission, we will carry it out and return to Israel safely.”


Once you know that ‘Covid 19’ is graphene oxide / radiation poisoning, it changes the whole picture.

And it makes you ask question about these strange new ‘molecular tests’ that aren’t explained anywhere but seem to contain very dark particles (= toxic reduced graphene oxide), which will magically ‘create’ a serious epidemic of seriously ill people after it’s been shoved up everyone’s nose in Uman (= perfect manufactured excuse to ‘ban’ Uman Rosh Hashana next year.)


But notice how empty the ‘corona testing centre’ is in Uman….

BH, we should just hear good news, and all the pilgrims should return home safe and sound, and whatever harsh decrees were hatched and formulated – both for Rosh Hashana in Uman, and for the rest of us generally – should be totally cancelled by the two people who died this year in Uman.


There is something weird happening in Uman.

I put the original post below this one, to keep all this info together, but we need to do a lot of praying that everyone who went to Uman will get back safely.

Here’s some more updates:



 It has emerged that Ukrainian police in Uman have been given lists of names and photographs of Hilltop Youth, presumably with suitable warnings that they could be dealing with extremely dangerous people. And the Ukrainian police haven’t simply been monitoring them.

They have been making arrests, spot-checks of pockets and luggage, and taking fingerprints. They have even searched the apartments where the youths are staying, rummaging through possessions and making threats.

“It’s obvious that the Jewish Department of the Shabak is behind all of this,” the mother explained. “The boys arrived in Kiev on Friday, nine days ago, and stayed in a Chabad House there over Shabbat. While they were there, an Israeli approached them and said, ‘I know who you are, and we know where you’re going.’ Supposedly it was a chance meeting but of course it wasn’t.

It was someone from the Shabak.”


The State of Israel is just using ‘Covid 19’ to continue it’s anti-semitic, anti-Torah, anti-religious people agenda.

Hilltop youth are for the most part the best of the best.

Not angels, but mamash some of the most sincere, idealistic Jews you can find anywhere.

That’s why the State of Israel can’t stand them, and is targeting them for persecution non-stop – including now in Uman.


This is what one of my contacts emailed me this morning, from her husband who is there in Uman at the moment:

This is what my husband is reporting

No loud music at night

No vendors on the Main Street and less vendors in general

No bbgun sales by vendors

Passport checks

Metal detectors on the block posts

National guards presence like never before (those brand new uniforms with blue berets) etc

Nobody likes it Locals, vendors, hotel guards etc

Also no English program shiurim.

Low energy

They had a concert good music good bands and most ppl just left after several minutes. And the bands kept playing to empty hall.



I was there last year for Rosh Hashana, and the Uman police and army presence was overwhelming then, especially in the days leading up to Rosh Hashana.

But by Rosh Hashana itself, it kind of all faded out and went back to being ‘background noise’.

But I’m watching the live cams of Pushkina Street HERE and I can see that it’s looking very subdued and kind of ’empty’ this year.

And I also keep seeing packs of Ukrainian police and military, 10 at a time, in different colored uniforms, roaming up and down the streets. Way more than last year.


BH, please keep praying for all these holy pilgrims to make it back to their homes safe and sound.

Even if you don’t hold by Uman, Rosh Hashana, or disagree with the principle, the people there are Jews, including some of the very best Jews, and the State of Israel is working with the Ukrainian authorities to pull off a ‘something’ again.

The more we all notice what’s happening, the more we all pray about this, the less likely it will be that they will manage a ‘Meron Mark 2’, God forbid.

And may we all just have good news, this 5782.


I don’t have a good feeling about either of these headlines:


Apparently, they took the cameras off the Tzion in Uman two days ago.

My husband says this has happened before, so it doesn’t necessarily mean it’s nefarious. But I also can’t find any life feeds of the Tzion in Uman, and in previous years there were a lot.

It could just be me – so if you know of a live feed for Uman, please let me know and post a link in the comments.

BH, we just have to keep praying and noticing what’s going on, and hopefully that’s enough to deter any attempt to recreate what happened in Meron this year, lo alenu, in Uman.


In first, Uman Municipality collects ‘Tourist Tax’ from Rosh Hashana Visitors


In recent days, municipality inspectors accompanied by local police have been knocking on doors on Pushkina Street, which leads to Rav Nachman’s kever, and requesting receipts for the tax, as well as stopping passerby on the street and requesting receipts.

The tourist tax is 300 Ukrainian hryvnias ($11.11) per day, which adds up to 900 hryvnias ($33.34) for those who come just for the days of Rosh Hashanah.

The Uman municipality has warned that anyone who fails to pay the tax will be prosecuted.


Hey, what a CO-IN-CID-ENCE that they managed to get some of their favorite numbers in this ‘pronouncement’ – 11 and 33.

Always using their little numerology codes to ‘communicate’ with each other in plain sight, in front of us uber dumb members of the public, chortle, chortle.

That’s bad enough, because a lot of the people who go to Uman mamash are not wealthy, and this ‘tax’ could be taking the food out of their mouths.


But this is the headline that is really worrying me:

Meron Effect: Wire Reels Placed on Rabbi Nachman’s Zion in Uman


Israeli media reports said that in the wake of the Meron disaster, Ukrainian officials are putting much effort into implementing various safety measures ahead of Rosh Hashanah. They are especially concerned about the mass recital of the Tikkun Haklali at chatzos on Erev Rosh Hashanah, when tens of thousands of mispallelim gather together at the same time.

They are also implementing a “revolving gate” method for mispallelim to enter Rav Nachman’s kever on erev Rosh Hashanah to prevent too many people from entering at once.


Pay attention to this ‘revolving gate’, and these other ‘safety measures’, because it’s exactly the same modus operandi the police in Israel used to deliberately crush 45 people to death in Meron.

The police in Meron deliberately blocked the exits in the name of ‘safety’, and I am very worried that the police in the Ukraine (of course with the help of the Israeli police there) are going to try the same thing.


Let’s be clear, that anyone who went to Uman, and made that mesirut nefesh, is participating in a very holy, kadosh thing, regardless of what Rav Berland said about not going this year.

Each person is trying to serve God in their own way, and is trying to do the best thing, and I pray from the bottom of my heart that every single one of those holy pilgrims should go and return safely.

But we have to keep our eyes open about what the authorities here and there might be planning to do this Rosh Hashana.

It’s for sure not normal that the Israeli government didn’t try to close down Uman this year, given the current ‘Delta false panic’ going on here.


So, if you’re in Uman, or have information from Uman, feel free to send it along, so we can try to shine a public spotlight on events there, and try to ‘catch’ any attempts to block exits or otherwise hurt the Jews gathering there, God forbid.

And most of all, let’s all just pray that everyone should go and come back safely this year, and that the power of Rabbenu should finally nullify this awful evil in the world, once and for all.



Watch in real time, as they ‘create a crisis’ out of thin air in Uman that will require ‘strong safety and security measures to contain’ – and then use that to try to hurt and harm people there, God forbid, exactly like they did in Meron.

Please pray for all these holy pilgrims to go and come back safely to Uman, and if you are there keep your eyes peeled, and publically document and report anything you see that doesn’t look ‘right’ in the build up to Rosh Hashana.

Anything that is different, unusual, or strikes you as ‘weird’ or potentially problematic – send me an email and let’s pull it all out in the open, so it will be much harder for the authorities to pull off another Meron in Uman, God forbid a billion times.


In the meantime, here’s some more of their ‘breadcrumb stories’, put out there to ‘paint a picture’ for the gullible public:



“Infections were already confirmed in Uman and last night a critically ill Israeli was evacuated,” Dr. Salmon said. “There are already 7,000 Jews there and the number is expected to reach 20,000.”

In the course of the discussion, the committee approved tightening the supervision of Israelis traveling to Ukraine as well as requiring both vaccinated and recovered Israelis to present negative coronavirus tests prior to returning to Israel.

Earlier this week, a Kikar H’Shabbat report revealed that two Breslover chassidim in Uman tested positive for COVID, a man in his 30s and his 14-year-old son.

Breslover leaders have called on all travelers to Uman to purchases travel insurance policies since every year, there are cases of people with medical issues being flown to Israel from Uman and whoever lacks travel insurance is saddled with steep medical costs.


They won’t let you fly out to Uman without medical insurance, and it’s been that way for over a year already, since the beginning of Covid 19.

It’s subtle fake news, giving the impression that all Breslov chassidim are schnorrers off the State, just in Uman to cost the Israeli taxpayer money.

Don’t fall for the anti-Breslov / anti-Uman propaganda this year!

Remember, Elul is all about doing the big tikkunim that we maybe didn’t manage in the past. And there’s a lot of catching up to do, especially when it comes to Rav Berland and the pilgrimage to Uman.



I can’t find a livestream of Uman that is working.

This screenshot comes from the website – which now seems to be infected with some sort of virus, too.


There used to be 5-6 live streams of Uman, including inside the Tzion, and this year it’s very hard to find any.

Now I typed that, God sent me THIS, from the Breslovnews website, which I was visiting for a different reason (read on), so at least you can see what’s going on at the crossroads on Pushkina.


My friend C. also sent me this from the BreslovNews website:


Again, notice the ‘programming’ we’re all getting from the State of Israel, behind the scenes, to equate religious gatherings with ‘tragedies’, like that’s an inevitable law, or something.

In the meantime, did you know that 10,000+ people just attended the ‘FunJoya’ festival in Eilat?

No, of course you didn’t.

Because it wasn’t a ‘religious’ gathering, no Corona Tzar flew down to make ‘safety arrangements’, no bales of barbed wire were round around the gathering; no hysterical news stories appeared about ‘2 people being ill with Coronavirus at FunJoya’; and there were no plans to use Ukrainian ‘police’ to build revolving gates of death at the entrance and police the celebrants.

Do you see the total, breathtaking, hypocrisy that is going on here?

Read THIS, for more details:

Festival of Madness: who is to blame for the new coronavirus outbreak


Was it really impossible to cancel the massive Funjoya festival in Eilat? Ten thousand participants who will not be stopped by warnings, police officers, or common sense. Even the danger of an almost certain mass infection did not stop them….

Just a week ago, Omer Adam’s concert was held with 12,000 participants. No instructions were followed. All those who were supposed to control the situation stepped aside and pretended that it did not concern them….

At the end of Saturday, an important football match took place between Israel and Austria.

There were 13,000 people in the stadium. Chances of maintaining social distance? Equal to zero. Yes, there were checks within the framework of the green standard. Yes, there were periodic announcements over the loudspeaker asking them to put on masks. I was at a similar match about two weeks ago. Approximately 50% of the audience did not follow the instructions.


Unlike the panic-stricken writer of the above, I’m actually thrilled that so many people are openly flouting Coronafascism in Israel.

But the point is this: compare and contrast what is going on with ‘secular’ events to what is going on with religious gatherings.

13,000 people can gather in a football stadium, but no  more than 8,000 people can be at the Kotel (and I guarantee you, the coronafascists will be stomping around in full riot gear, ‘enforcing’ masks and 3 seconds davening at the wall for everyone.)

And compare and contrast ‘FunJoya’ – which is happening in the State of Israel’s own country – with the incredible amount of ‘control’ being exercised by the State of Israel over events in Uman, around Rebbe Nachman’s Tzion.


Remember, before anyone even gets to Uman, they have taken no less than THREE PCR tests, all of which came out negative.

One 72 hours before flying, one in Ben Gurion airport just before boarding, another one in Kiev upon arrival….

Sure, PCR tests are all a total crock and lie.

But, the point is that even according to the rules of Corona-Calvin-Ball, the people getting to Uman have been tested 3 times for Corona, and came out negative.

And the same cannot be said for FunJoya.


This is the ‘controllers’ last gasp, their last chance to really make all this coronafascism stick, which is why I think they are going to try something right before Rosh Hashana 5782 in Uman.

But this time, I don’t think God is going to let them do it.



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That is the question I’ve been asking myself for months, already.

Because if you read Rebbe Nachman, he tells you again and again and again stay away from all doctors, they are mamash the agents of death.

In fact, he puts it even more bluntly. Here’s just one of his direct comments on the subject (found in English in the book Tzaddik, page 191.)

On the subject of medicine and the importance of avoiding physicians completely, the Rebbe said that when a person has someone sick in his house, if someone came and told him to give the patient a blow with a big wooden club he would certainly be very shocked. Yet when one puts the patient in the hands of the doctor it is literally like handing him over to a murderer.

The doctor’s remedies are more harmful than the blow of a murderer.

Who would want to kill the patient with his own hands? Just because you have to do something to try and save the patient does that mean you should hand him over to a doctor? 

You might as well call someone to beat the patient to death.

Understand this.


Doctor-apologists within Breslov have always tried to claim that Rabbenu was only talking about the ‘primitive medicine’ in Eastern Europe at the time he was alive – shortly before vaccines had been discovered by Edward Jenner!!!

But I don’t buy that.

Rabbenu’s advice stands the test of time, and it’s not limited to time or place.

Dafka, he knew with ruach hakodesh what was going to occur all the way up to the coming of the Moshiach, so we’re meant to believe he was only talking about the early 1800s, when he said stay away from doctors and the medical profession?

I think not.

(It’s a separate point, but even before this Covid 19 scandal, iatrogenic illness – i.e. medical conditions caused by medical treatment and medicine itself – was the third highest cause of death in America. Take a look at the table below, from THIS website, which has a lot of referenced information, if you want to know more.)


So then, I always struggled greatly to understand why Rebbe Nachman appeared to totally disregard everything else he says about totally avoiding doctors, to encourage his followers to get their children vaccinated.

Here is a screenshot of the original Hebrew, which was sent to me by my friend C. who decided to research this a bit more after we were discussing it.


Here’s the translation:

Rabbenu HaKadosh said that each child needs to ‘stand up’ in the ‘pakin’ [Yiddish word, which apparently means vaccination] before they reach a quarter of a year (i.e. three months old)…[Yiddish phrase]… (And if not) he is like a spiller of blood.

Even if it’s a long way away from the city, and even if the travel has to occur in the time of the great cold [of winter], to stand up in the ‘pakin’, before a quarter of a year.


You see the problem?

How are we meant to square this above comment, supposedly from Rabbenu, with this statement that was definitely from Rabbenu:

[W]hen one puts the patient in the hands of the doctor it is literally like handing him over to a murderer.


Here’s what my friend had to say about it, after doing some research:

In regards to Rabbi Nachman and the smallpox vaccine;
I looked it up in Avaneha Barzel and one of the thing it says is that one should even travel in the time of the great cold in order to give the “vaccine” before the baby is 3 months.
I feel with everything Rabbenu really wanted his followers to do, he said several times in different ways and you can find it in different books.
But this vaccine thing is only found in Avaneha Barzel that was written after both Rabbenu and Rav Natan passed away.
I have a hard time imagining that Rabbenu would insist on a mother traveling in a horse and carriage with her 3 month old baby in the middle of the Ukrainian winter in order to give a vaccine.
Before the last year, I would never dream to question anything being put out in Rabbenu’s name.

But increasingly, I’m realising how the Jewish people’s holiest institutions and teachings have been infiltrated and compromised by people who are not holy.

And I’ve also learned that whatever is going on now, was also going on in the past, too.

So, if the forces of evil could put out a million forged and faked psakim from gedolim like R’ Chaim Kanievsky in broad daylight, in the ‘information age’, then for sure they could also have done that in the past, too, with gedolim like Rebbe Nachman of Breslov.

We already know with all the persecution of the Rav, Rabbi Eliezer Berland, that’s gone on within the Breslov community in Meah Shearim and elsewhere, that there are some very problematic individuals deeply embedded within Breslov, whose yichus goes way, way back to all those other interesting people and families I keep writing about here.


So, let’s try to figure this out a bit more.

Here’s how the Breslov Research Institute translates that passage, above, in Tzaddik (footnote 14 on page 192):

“One who does not innoculate his infant children against pakin, smallpox, it is as if he murdered them. Even if one lives distant from the city, even in the middle of winter in freezing weather, one must bring his infant child for the vaccination.”

So, now we learn that pakin is apparently the Yiddish word for smallpox, NOT the Yiddish word for ‘vaccination’.


Everything now turns on the correct meaning of this word:


According to Morfix, we get these meanings back for that word:

to place, to position; to place upright, to erect; to get someone to their feet

This is not at all the language associated with vaccinations and innoculations.


If we take away the ‘helpful’ explanations in square brackets that pushes the explanation towards vaccines, the plain language seems to say this:

Rabbenu HaKadosh said that each child needs to ‘stand up in / be placed in’  the ‘pakin’ (smallpox) before they reach a quarter of a year (i.e. three months old)…[Yiddish phrase]… (And if not) he is like a spiller of blood.

Even if it’s a long way away from the city, and even if the travel has to occur in the time of the great cold [of winter], to be placed in the ‘pakin’, before a quarter of a year.

Or in other words:

Go, take your child and make sure you expose him to smallpox before he reaches three months old, even if you have to travel a long way to do that, even if it’s the middle of the winter.


Suddenly, this starts to make way, way more sense, and to perfectly fit with Rabbenu’s other advice on totally avoiding doctors and medicines.

So now, we get to the next question (which I can’t answer – maybe someone out there can help me out.)

Who tampered with the text in Avenha Barzel to make it sound like Rabbenu was pushing vaccines, when he wasn’t talking about vaccinations at all?


And while we’re pondering that, and its implications for just how deep-rooted in tumah this whole ‘vaccine agenda’ really is, let’s take a closer look at Edward Jenner, the ‘inventor’ of the smallpox vaccine.

Here’s some more research from my friend, C.:

Guess who is the profile manager of Edward Jenner (founder of smallpox vaccine) on Geni…?

Our dear Yigal Burstein….
Also it turns out that Edward Jenner was a Freemason and he reached the level of Master Mason.
In addition in this article it says that the lodge he was Master of was regularly visited by the Prince of Wales – the future George IV
More articles showing he was a Mason:
If you are new to this blog, you probably don’t know that Yigal Burstein is one of the ‘professional disinformation artists’ on geni, who ‘manages’ (also spelled D-I-S-T-O-R-T-S) a great many of the profiles of important people in Jewish history, including the Alter Rebbe of Chabad.

What possible link does Yigal Burstein, resident of Israel, have with Edward Jenner, non-Jewish, English ‘inventor’ of smallpox vaccines?

And while you are chewing that over, here’s some other interesting information to throw into the mix.


The whole narrative about the smallpox vaccine that we’ve been taught doesn’t make sense, when you go back and piece together the actual information.

You and I were taught that English Physician Edward Jenner (1749-1823)  ‘invented’ the smallpox vaccine.

But even a cursory look at a few Wikipedia pages starts to throw this whole story on its head.

Here’s some snippets, first from Jenner’s page:

[In the early 1700s….] Inoculation was already pioneered in Asian and African medicine and was a standard practice but involved serious risks, one of which was the fear that those inoculated would then transfer the disease to those around them due to their becoming carriers of the disease.

In 1721, Lady Mary Wortley Montagu had imported variolation to Britain after having observed it in Constantinople. While Johnnie Notions had great success with his self-devised inoculation (and was reputed not to have lost a single patient), his method’s practice was limited to the Shetland Isles.

Voltaire wrote that at this time 60% of the population caught smallpox and 20% of the population died of it. Voltaire also states that the Circassians used the inoculation from times immemorial, and the custom may have been borrowed by the Turks from the Circassians….

 In the years following 1770, at least five investigators in England and Germany (Sevel, Jensen, Jesty 1774, Rendell, Plett 1791) successfully tested in humans a cowpox vaccine against smallpox…. but it was not until Jenner’s work that the procedure became widely understood.


In other words… Edward Jenner invented precisely nothing, but somehow got all the credit for his ‘smallpox vaccine’.

Once again, we see how ‘Master Masons’ are strangely catapulted to the top of the pile, and get all the good PR and undeserved credit.

But even stranger, is what apparently happens next (still from Jenner’s Wikipedia page HERE):

[I]n 1840, the British government banned variolation – the use of smallpox to induce immunity – and provided vaccination using cowpox free of charge (seeVaccination Act).

The success of his discovery soon spread around Europe and was used en masse in the Spanish Balmis Expedition (1803–1806), a three-year-long mission to the Americas, the Philippines, Macao, China, led by Francisco Javier de Balmiswith the aim of giving thousands the smallpox vaccine….

Napoleon, who at the time was at war with Britain, had all his French troops vaccinated, awarded Jenner a medal, and at the request of Jenner, he released two English prisoners of war and permitted their return home. Napoleon remarked he could not “refuse anything to one of the greatest benefactors of mankind”.


Er, if someone you were at war with offered your troops an ‘experimental medicine against smallpox’, I doubt you’d take them up on the offer, much less give them a medal and start singing their praises.

Napoleon, like Jenner, was a leading Freemason.

And yet again, we seem to have tripped over a piece of that ‘real history’ that they have tried so very hard to keep hidden from us the last 200 years, but which is now awkwardly poking into sight.


Here’s a quick snippet about that ultra-creepy worldwide ‘vaccination campaign’ from 1803 (is any of this sounding familiar?):

The Balmis Expedition, officially called the Real Expedición Filantrópica de la Vacuna (Royal Philanthropic Vaccine Expedition) was a Spanish healthcare mission that lasted from 1803 to 1806, led by Dr Francisco Javier de Balmis, which vaccinated millions of inhabitants of Spanish America and Asia against smallpox.


Francisco de Balmis bears all the hallmarks of yet another crypto-Jew, and I suspect he was also part of some secret society fraternity.

But as I’m writing this as I go, we’ll park him for now, and maybe come back to this another time.

The point is – in the early 1800s, the world’s royalty and leading freemasons suddenly decided that ‘vaccinating’ the population against smallpox was a big priority for them all, and all worked together across their territories, and the world at large, to make that happen.

I cant help but find that extremely strange.


Here’s the last thing for now, as this is becoming a monster post again.

Marie Antoinette’s mother was a woman called Maria Theresa, (1717-1780), ruler of Austria, Hungary, Bohemia, Galicia and quite a few other places, besides.

Maria Theresa keeps popping up in my research of ‘Real Jewish History’, and she has a Jewish courtier that I’m finding it very hard to track down in real time, who also keep figuring large in my research, by the name of Abraham Mendel Theben.


Abraham is the son of a prominent Jewish leader called Menachem Mendel; and the father of another mysterious Jewish leader called Jacob Mendel Theben, and his daughter marries the son of none other than Jonathan Eybshutz.

Other children also marry into other interesting families, including the Oppenheimers, Wertheimers, (Frankist…) Beers and Mandels.

But strangely, I can find next to no information about him, or his family, which gives me a big red flag that something big is being hidden here.


Anyway, point is for this post that the Austrian monarch Maria Theresa was also really big on ‘innoculations’ and ‘vaccinations’ – and again, all this is happening 30 years before Master Mason Edward Jenner is meant to have ‘invented the smallpox vaccine.’

Snippet from Wikipedia:

After the smallpox epidemic of 1767, [Maria Theresa] promoted inoculation, which she had learned of through her correspondence with Maria Antonia, the Electress of Saxony (who in turn probably knew of it through her own correspondence with the Prussian king Frederick II).

After unsuccessfully inviting the Sutton brothers from England to introduce their technique in Austria, Maria Theresa obtained information on current practices of smallpox inoculation in England.

She overrode the objections of Gerard van Swieten (who doubted the effectiveness of the technique), and ordered that it be tried on thirty-four newborn orphans and sixty-seven orphans between the ages of five and fourteen years.


The trial was successful, establishing that inoculation was effective in protecting against smallpox, and safe (in the case of the test subjects).

The empress therefore ordered the construction of an inoculation centre, and had herself and two of her children inoculated. She promoted inoculation in Austria by hosting a dinner for the first sixty-five inoculated children in Schönbrunn Palace, waiting on the children herself.

Maria Theresa was responsible for changing Austrian physicians’ negative view of inoculation.


So, lots of lots of historical ‘vaccine’ weirdness, with ‘smallpox’ playing the part of our modern ‘Covid 19’, as the excuse for leaders, royalty and freemasons to ‘force vaxx’ their populations.

There are a lot of angles to this that really aren’t making sense according to the history we’ve all been taught.

Like, why would it take 250 years to ‘eradicate smallpox’ if successful vaccines were already being pioneered all over the place at the beginning of the 1500s, already?

Inoculation for smallpox appears to have started in China around the 1500s.Europe adopted this practice from Asia in the first half of the 18th century. In 1796 Edward Jenner introduced the modern smallpox vaccine.

In 1967, the WHO intensified efforts to eliminate the disease.


Man, I’m having a serious sense of deja vu.

We’ve been here before, it seems, with global pandemics and ‘worldwide vaccination projects’ enthusiastically endorsed by the world’s elites, that begin in China and end with the WHO.

But one thing is sure:

Rabbenu’s advice to stay away from doctors and medicines still holds true.

And he never told people to go and get their children ‘vaccinated’.



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The last week, a lot of new information has been coming out about the ‘elder abuse’ apparently being committed against Rav Chaim Kanievsky.


The Habayitah website and R’ Chananya Weissman’s Rumble channel have more of that story, and below I’m pasting some links to click through and read yourself.

Here’s a small snippet:


I witness that the Health Ministry Haredi Liaison Unit has issued press kits on Rav Kanievsky and his

family including press release, photo, and voice recording to outlets such as the one I worked for,

pushing the vaccine, and that we were instructed to redact any sign that the story was part of a public

relations campaign, but to make the article appear as a spontaneous news story, quoting the Rabbi’s

daughter as if her words were genuine, and not part of an orchestrated campaign.


And here’s the takeaway message:

Rav Chaim Kanievsky is 93 years old. He has effectively been in a state of cognitive decline for many years already and only recognises two members of his own family.

His house is full of cameras, his every move is controlled and ‘recorded’ by handlers – some of whom are directly working for the State of Israel – and all of these ‘statements’ about Covid 19 that we believed to be coming from Rav Chaim Kanievsky are in fact forgeries.


When this information came out, I got the following comment from Daisy, which I’m reproducing here:


I owe – actually we both owe – an enormous apology to Rav Kanievsky and his family. I badmouthed him, when it turns out he is ABSOLUTELY INNOCENT! TO badmouth a Tzaddik is such an aveirah, I am in tears. I have been sick nonstop for the past two weeks, so has my son and his family. Now I understand why.

Hashem, I am so sorry for every word I wrote that was negative about him. Please forgive me. I have to make a public apology, and to his family as well. Anything I said about him I am retracting right now. He is a Tzaddik, Gadol Hador or one of the Gedolei Hador – of course we have Rav Berland too, but he is also a Gadol for sure. My first instincts were correct.

What is going on with Rav Kanievsky is exactly what is going on with the Rav: it’s called ELDER ABUSE. They will do that to all the people who can stop their evil agendas. MONSTERS!


Here, I got this [linked to abve] from Rav Chananya Weissman – in case you didn’t see it yet: this deserves coming out of your break I believe, before Rosh Hashanah; for your sake, and for my sake.

May Hashem have mercy on both of us, and forgive me for this horrible sin I committed. I am not sure if you are in need of forgiveness too, but if you are, then of course may Hashem forgive you too.


I went back and checked what I wrote about Rav Chaim Kanievsky.

Honestly, I tread very carefully when I write these things, and honestly, I am NOT sorry for calling into question the ‘psakim’ put out in Rav Chaim Kanievsky’s name, nor am I sorry about simply stating the familial links between the wider Kanievsky family and the secular reshaim who created the false construct now known as the State of Israel.

That information was and is important to know, as we continue to figure out how our religious world has been hijacked by some very evil people, pretending to be the creme de la creme of orthodox Judaism.

But I am VERY HAPPY to make a public apology for suggesting that Rav Chaim Kanievsky knowingly put out these evil psakim.

Now that the information about Rav Kanievsky being in a state of severe cognitive decline is publically known, I apologise for believing the lashon hara that a true talmid chachim like Rav Chaim could ever have written these evil statements from a place of being compos mentis in a million years.

But now we have that information, I still have a lot more questions about what is really going on here.


At this stage, there are basically 4 categories of ‘rabbis’ and ‘rabbinic leaders’ who are publically pushing the Covid 19 ‘vaccinations’, and complying with all the ridiculous, unscientific, coronafascist diktats about when and how to pray etc.

Anyone who is using their rabbinical position to coerce others to get ‘vaccinated’ falls into one of the following categories:

  1. Spiritually corrupt fraudsters – Who range from ‘plain vanilla’ arrogant people with very bad middot all the way up to mamash, the totally spiritually-corrupt evil masterminds who are orchestrating much of the trainwreck that has become our Jewish community, from behind the scenes.
  2. Bribed – Bribes can include having the Misrad HaBriut pay for your massive chassidishe weddings; or being the recipient of ‘prizes’; or having mafiosos mamash funding your kollel, or school, or shul; or drawing a salary or payment in any form from the State or government; and also being ‘bribed’ by special recognition and honors, like honorary degrees etc.
  3. Threatened – That harm will befall them or their families; or that they will have their characters publically assassinated (like THIS); or that the State will arrest them on trumped up charges and then refuse to ever even bring the case to trial, unless they roll over and make a plea bargain, just so they can not spend the next 10 years in prison.
  4. Senile.


Baruch Hashem, we’ve done the birur for Rav Chaim Kanievsky now.

But what about the other members of his family? What about his daughter, Rebbetzin Leah Kolodetsky? What about his grandson, Yankie Kanievsky?

What category do they ‘fit’ in?

And what about other ‘big rabbis’ like R’ Gershon Edelstein, who you can see is still extremely sharp, despite his advanced age. What category does he fit in?

Are R’ Edelstein’s statements also being forged?


And what about these guys, all clearly reading from a script paid for by the local Health Service in Far Rockaway?

Here’s a screenshot of the opening credits, for those of us who maybe get a little nauseous when we have to watch too many pious hypocrites in such a small amount of time:


This from R’ Chananya Weissman:

Compare these two videos of [rabbis] from Baltimore and the Five Towns, which I have spliced together. Not only is it obvious that they are reading from a script, in many cases it is word for word the same script, only with different actors.

The Baltimore video is openly sponsored by the government.

While the Five Towns video was being filmed, a call was placed to Kolrom, which produced these videos, and they were asked where the funding was coming from. They were very uncomfortable, and while they acknowledged that people had a right to know, they refused to give any information about this and disconnected the call.

Notice that in the Five Towns video a plethora of Jewish front organizations are shown at the end, but this time no government involvement/sponsorship is openly indicated.


So, are these guys corrupt, bribed, threatened or senile?

(It’s possible to fit into more than one of these categories, but they definitely fit into AT LEAST one.)


While you are pondering that, let’s go back and see what other ‘pronouncements’ have come out of Rav Kanievsky’s Bnei Brak apartment in recent months.

Remember this, from February 2020, when the State of Israel imprisoned Rabbi Berland, just before setting off the whole Covid 19 plandemic?


Even at the time, I publically stated on the blog that this ‘recording’ was totally false and fake.

Anyone who has been honestly following what’s gone on with Rav Berland, and the corrupt State of Israel and the even more corrupt media would know that these guys lie and manipulate and forge and fake again and again and again.

So, if that recording was also faked – why wasn’t it called out by Rav Kanievsky’s family and ‘frum handlers’ at that point?

Let’s head over to the Yeshiva World News government propaganda site, to see what other ‘pronouncements’ have apparently been made in Rav Kanievsky’s name.


THIS is from March 2020.

Was this also faked?


What about THIS, from Hamodia, also in March 2020:

Harav Chaim Kanievsky, shlita and Harav Gershon Edelstein, shlita Decide to Keep Yeshivos Open


Or THIS, that was apparently put out by Rav Chaim’s household immediately after the murder in Meron:

After the Meron tragedy, Rav Kanevsky urges everyone to wash their hands more thoroughly, and women to behave more modestly.


If Rav Kanievsky has been in a profound state of cognitive decline for years already, then who was making these statements in his name?

And why weren’t the members of his household – or other people within the orthodox community who knew the true situation – publically warning the rest of us that these statements were not coming from Rav Chaim himself?

Here’s one possible explanation, for why Rav Chaim’s cognitive decline was hushed up for so many years.


THIS from June 16, 2020:

Unique Opportunity from HaGaon HaRav Chaim Kanievsky: Find your Zivug!


This year, as Rebbe Yonasan Ben Uziel’s Yartzheit approaches, HaGaon HaRav Chaim Kanievsky Shlita strengthened the powers associated with davening at Rebbi Yonasan Ben Uziel’s grave by blessing everyone that donates $180 to Yesomim and Almanos to be married at the end of this year.

HaGaon HaRav Chaim Kanievsky, along with other Gedolei HaDor, will also daven Tefilas HaShlah on the donors’ behalf on Erev Rosh Chodesh Sivan.

Additionally, HaGaon HaRav Chaim will send his sons-in-laws, Rav Yitzchok Kolodetsky and Rav Shraga Steinman to daven on behalf of the donors. Every single individual donor will merit personal tefilos from these Talmidei Chachamim.

Kupat Hair, also wanting to play their part in this unique opportunity, will be sending messengers to Amuka for 40 consecutive days in order to daven for all those who donated.


Hey, let’s take a closer look at the Kupat Hair website, that seems to be single-handedly keeping the YWN propaganda site going, with all its charidee campaigns with Rav Kanievsky.

Like this one, for Rosh Hashana 5782:


Really, go watch this video, it’s the best laugh I had all day.

But in the meantime, here’s a few screenshots:



Now, let’s see how the rabbis who are part and parcel of the Kupat Ha’ir organisation – who you remember is shamelessly trading off Rav Chaim Kanievsky’s name to make money – stack up on the ‘Covid 19 vaccine’.

You can see a list of Kupat Ha’ir’s ‘Rabbinic Board’ HERE.

I’m going to list the ones that have made a public statement, either way, on the Covid 19 shots.


Rav Chaim Kanievsky is listed first…. (Lots of ‘pro-vaccine’ lies disseminated in his name)

Belzer Rebbe…. (Told his followers to get vaccinated.)

R’ Gershon Edelstein…. (Apparently putting out statements like this: Rabbi Gershon Edelstein : ‘Old, Young, Pregnant Women Can Take Vaccine, There’s Nothing To Worry About’)

Biale Rebbe of Bnei Brak.… (Apparently telling his followers they are ‘tzaddikim’ for taking the Pfizer shot.)

Rav Boruch Mordechai Ezrachi….(Screenshot below comes from the Lakewood Scoop):


R’ Boruch Dov Povarsky.… (Publically endorses the Covid 19 ‘vaccine’)

R’ Shimon Badani…. (Apparently signed the flyer coercing frum parents to ‘vaccinate’ their teenagers in school)


R’ Chaim Meir Wosner.... (Apparently passed away from Covid, shortly after participating in one of the corrupt ‘Beis Dins’ that excommunicated Rav Berland and his community.)

Rav Yitzhok Silberstein.… (Issued ‘rulings’ that people in bidud (but who had no symptoms of Covid) were forbidden to pray with minyans and would be akin to ‘murderers’ if they went out.)

Rav David Abuchatzeira…(Also signed the infamous flyer, above, coercing parents to ‘vaccinate’ their children.)


There’s a few more names on that list, that either didn’t come up with anything, or with anything relevant either way to Covid 19 and ‘vaccines’.

But I think you are seeing the huge amount of ‘overlap’ with Kupat Ha’ir’s ‘rabbinical board’ and a lot of the rabbis here in Israel, who have been pressuring their followers to get the shots – and have been working hand in hand with the State of Israel and the Misrad HaBriut from the beginning, to institute lockdowns, break up minyans, and generally destroy the world of Torah and mitzvahs, and people’s mental health, anyway they can.

What in the world.


So yes, a sincere, heartfelt apology to Rav Chaim Kanievsky, who has had his name used and abused to issue myriads of fake ‘rulings’ – and also to soak the gullible frum public out of probably millions of shekels with promises of yeshuots and brachot that he never signed up to.

And at the same time, a question for the other rabbis and members of his household that are not in a state of cognitive decline, and could have blown the whistle on what was happening around Rav Chaim a long time ago:

Which group are you in?

  • Spiritually corrupt
  • Bribed
  • Threatened


Very, very soon, we’ll all find out.



Fresh from the YWN propaganda site, we have this:



In addition, for all who answer his call, Rashkebeha”g will entreat on their behalf:

1) On Leil Rosh Hashanah, at the time when the simanim are before him

At this lofty time, Maran Sar HaTorah Harav Chaim Kanievsky, shlit”a, will lift the box containing the names of those who have contributed to Kupat Ha’ir and say, with intense concentration, “Yehi ratzon milifnei Avinu shebaShamayim that all contributors to Kupat Ha’ir whose names are written here merit a good and sweet year!”

2) Every day of the Aseres Yemai Teshuvah  (including Rosh Hashanah and Yom Kippur!) 

After he recites the entire sefer Tehillim, Maran Sar HaTorah Harav Chaim Kanievsky, shlit”a, will recite a special nusach in the middle of the Yehi Ratzon “And inscribe and seal a good and sweet year for all the names of contributors to Kupat Ha’ir who have contributed NIS 384 ($120.00) – that are found here.



Again, who is writing this stuff?

(Or as the late Barry Chamish used to say, cui bono?)

Does Rav Chaim Kanievsky even know this stuff is being put out in his name?

Are we really to believe that a 93 year old person with a high level of cognitive impairment is really writing these long letters for Kupat HaIr, still reciting the whole book of tehillim every single day, and saying this:

“And inscribe and seal a good and sweet year for all the names of contributors to Kupat Ha’ir who have contributed NIS 384 ($120.00) – that are found here.

In the middle of his High Holy days davening?!?


Here’s another one, this time for Vaad HaRabonim:



All those who donate to this fund will merit to see great salvation with whatever they need, and they and their family will be saved measure for measure from all illnesses midah kineged midah and they will merit to make simchos in their homes and to see nachas from all their descendants with health and parnassah.

Rav Chaim Kanievsky shlita
The Vizhnitzer Rebbe shlita



Rav Chaim Kanievsky explicitly said this?

And then explicitly signed on this letter, saying this?



Enough, already, this is a disgrace on so many levels.

And I feel kind of ill, pondering just how many people who should know better, and who have positions at the very top of the orthodox Jewish tree, have been either actively aiding and abetting this massive fraud on the public for years, or turning a blind eye to it.

As usual, it falls to ‘we, the people’ to stop participating in this, and that is the only way it will really stop.

If you really want a worthwhile place to give your tzedaka this year, go HERE and take your pick, or go HERE and do a pidyon with Shuvu Banim, as per the Breslov tradition to do a pidyon nefesh just before Rosh Hashana.

And may God rescue us from this olam hasheker very soon.


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Yesterday night, my daughter got back from Uman.

To cut a long story short, a month ago, my then 17 year old daughter told me she was going to Uman with a friend.

My heart dropped to my stomach.

You can’t go abroad now, it’s crazy! They are ‘PCR testing’ everyone everywhere, and it’s just so unstable. They could close the airport any day! It’s just not safe!

Of course, she ignored me.


But then I thought I’d won a temporary reprieve, because her passport was out of date, and the first appointment she could get to renew it was only in September.

Aha, thanks God! Now, she’s not going anywhere!

But as usual, I was wrong about that.


Two weeks’ ago, out of the blue, she announced that as soon as she turned 18, she was going go Uman.

You haven’t got a passport, you can’t.

I’m going to renew it at the airport, she told me.

You haven’t got enough money to pay for the ticket.

I’m going to find someone to lend it to me.

It’s dangerous, you can’t go anywhere now…. I pleaded.

Ima! You can’t spend your whole life living in fear! Do you know how many of my friends are in Uman right now, and you are the only retarded person that thinks it’s dangerous!


(I’m pretty sure I’m not, but I digress.)

For 2 days at the beginning of last week, I had a massive fight within myself, to support my daughter in her choice to go Uman.

Because she really couldn’t have done it without me.

I shlepped her around to get the PCR tests; I found her the flights; I took her to the airport and sat with her to renew her passport. My husband, bless him, paid for the ticket and a few other bits.

And the whole time, I was sitting there thinking about worse case scenarios, of what could happen in Uman.


One of those nights, I was tossing and turning in bed, when a small voice piped up and told me:

You just have to let this go. Totally.

You have to bitul all these fears, let it go, and just trust Hashem that whatever needs to happen – good or bad – it’s all for the ultimate best.

So I did.

And I trusted that even if my kid got stuck in Ukraine for weeks; even if something ‘bad’ happened, God forbid; even if it didn’t turn out OK – this was God’s plan, and my job was to take a deep breath and accept that I am not in control.

Dear reader, it nearly killed me.


In the end, she had a great time.

She found somewhere to stay.

She navigated all the Covid bureaucracy and PCR tests that still give me nightmares.

And yesterday night, she came back to Israel and brought a big dose of ‘Rabbenu light’ with her.


She tells me she thinks there are 25,000 Jews in Uman right now, and more are coming all the time.

She tells me people there are preparing for the biggest Rosh Hashana ever, as so many people are trying to make up for not being there last year.

She tells me some people are worrying about ‘the Freemasons’ trying to pull something off in Uman, the way they did in Meron – but not a lot.

She also told me that the Ukrainian PCR swabber at the airport in Kiev basically told her that all the tests ‘were going to come out negative’, so she had nothing to worry about….

There’s so much achdus in Uman, Ima, it was to good to be there and to just walk down the street, and to see how everyone is talking to each other and just trying to help each other. It really made me feel so happy to be a Jew. I wish it was more like that in Israel, too…


I dropped her at home at 4 in the morning, and decided to go to the Kotel.

I haven’t been there for a few weeks, because I got stressed out when all the masks and coronafascism roared back again in Israel.

There’s a big sign there now that says that because of ‘Tav Yarok’ regulations, you have to wear a mask (outside!!) and can only come in if you are vaccinated, if there are more than a 100 people there.

Even just seeing those signs upsets me tremendously, but at 4am, I figured no-one is really enforcing anything.

And they weren’t.


So I sat there, and just cried a bit.

I cried about how heavy all this stuff seems to be, especially in Israel, especially in Jerusalem.

And I cried about not being able to go to Uman at the moment. And all the mental ‘hassle’ and stress involved with doing even small things, like going to the garden centre.

And I just sat there feeling so small and mentally exhausted.


All year, I’ve been dealing with the ‘sewage in the pipes’ underneath Am Yisrael, and it’s really taken a toll.

I want to be able to see the good again, to focus on the positive, to go back to Azamra.

And at the same time, I feel I have this awful, heavy job to do, to keep lifting up stones and see what crawls out, ahead of geula and Moshiach really happening.

I’m feeling very conflicted, honestly.


There is no neat ending to this post.

I really hope and pray that nothing bad is going to happen to any good Jew, anywhere in the world, and especially the thousands of people going to Uman.

We so need the light of Rabbenu.

We so need the light of the Rav.

And I hope we get it, very soon.


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I just got sent this very important message about travelling to Uman this year.


This comes directly from someone within Shuvu Banim, who is in touch with the Rav, Rabbi Eliezer Berland, and who I know personally.

That person gave this message over via the Shuvu Banim WhatsApp group today:

We had heard that Rav Berland said that on Tet Vav Elul he would give instructions about Uman for this year.

I asked Rabbi B. if the Rav had said anything yet. He did. Here is our message from R’ B.:

> I asked R’ B. about the Rav’s previously unclear instructions about Uman. The rumors we have been talking about, etc. Here is his reply: [It’s an audio recording – which I’ve got, but I don’t know if I have permission to put it up on my website. I’m double-checking.}

To summarize the most important message from Rav Berland:

If you have tickets that left this morning or earlier, you may still go.

Otherwise, cancel your travel plans and come to Yerushalayim instead and make the kibbitz with Shuvu Banim at the Rav’s shul.


‘This morning’ means today, Monday August 23, 2021.

If you didn’t already fly out, if you aren’t already on the way to the airport – cancel your tickets for Uman this year.


As I already wrote about HERE, this is not fearmongering.

This is simply listening to the Gadol HaDor, Rabbi Eliezer Berland, who gave over two messages before this one saying:

  1. Don’t go to Uman.
  2. If you go to Uman, make sure that you go 2 weeks before Rosh Hashana.

Rosh Hashana 5782 begins in 2 weeks times, this Monday night.


BH, God will keep every precious pilgrim to Uman this year safe, whatever is going on.

I have relatives there right now, and they told me there are already at least 15,000 people there at the moment (as of 2 days ago) and with more arriving all the time.

Many of those people will presumably be travelling back home before Rosh Hashana, but there is definitely going to be a bigger gathering in Uman this year than last year, even if no-one else flies out now.


So, that’s the message from the Rav.

If you didn’t already go as of this Monday morning, 23rd August 2021, cancel your plans, and come to Jerusalem instead.

May we only hear good news.



According to my relative in Uman, there is an unconfirmed rumor there at the moment that ‘something’ is going down this Sunday.

What I’ve been told is that people think the authorities will shut the airport to people who aren’t vaccinated this Sunday, but it could also be something else.

My personal feeling is that the State of Israel is going to try to take a plane down, God forbid a million times.

I think this was the ‘trial run’:

The point of putting all this ‘out there’ is NOT fearmongering, it’s to open the public’s eyes that ‘disasters’ such as happened in Meron this year are carefully planned by the government and the security forces under their control.

They aren’t accidents.


I listened to the WhatsApp message with more details now, and the person giving over the message from the Rav is saying you don’t have to come back from Uman if you are already there.

But if you are in Israel, you should stay in Israel for Rosh Hashana this year.

I don’t know about if you are outside of Israel.


BH, may we only hear good news.



I just got sent another message, that the Rav put out another message – after the original letter that was written, described above – to say that you can go to Uman if you want to.

The person giving over the message said this second, contradictory statement was made by the Rav after a lot of pressure from certain people.

But the point is this:


And this way, the Rav is safe-guarding everyone’s free choice, for them to do their own hitbodedut and to see what their own heart is telling them.


I will just tell you one story, and then I’m leaving this alone for you to make your own decision.

In Uman one year, I was rooming with a girl who was engaged, but was having a lot of doubts about whether to go ahead with the marriage.

She decided to ask the Rav, and the Rav told her to call the marriage off.

She didn’t like that answer, so she went back to ask the Rav again, and the Rav told her that if she really loved the man, she should get married by a certain date.

So, she got married by that certain date.

Next year, I saw her again in Uman.

She was divorced – they split up 2 months after the wedding.


I learnt a lot from this situation.

I learnt that the Rav is careful to maintain people’s free choice, and that you can’t use him as a ‘short cut’ that means you don’t need to do your own soul-searching and birur.

That’s part of the Breslov path, that our true leaders are very careful to not issue commands, but only advice, that a person can choose to follow or not.

So, make your own decisions, come to your own conclusions, do your own soul-searching.

That by itself is very dear to Hashem, and is doing so much in the world.


And wherever you end up this Rosh Hashana, BH, may God bless you with a happy, holy, healthy, fulfilled and ‘free’ 5782.



A reader, D., just sent me this:

“Iran” to shoot down plane with Jews going to Uman?

I have the feeling something is being sweetened right now.


And also THIS caught my eye, from the Arutz 7 site from yesterday:


I read that, and it immediately reminded me of the ‘warning’ the Health Ministry gave out just before the murders in Meron, that anyone who went their ‘blood will be on their own heads’.

BH, all this is being sweetened!!!

But open your eyes, and see what’s going on here.

Because I’m having a strange feeling of deja vu.


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You remember, I was in Uman this time last year.

***Updates below on how Bet Shemesh is bribing school principles to vaccinate their pupils***

We had the most crazy trip of our life, as we tried to get into Uman ahead of the State of Israel inspired ‘cut off point’ for travel to the Ukraine, that kept getting pulled back earlier and earlier.

My husband, the lawyer, checked the small print of the last ‘cut off point’ for travel to Uman, and long story short, it was 12 am Friday night.

Early Wednesday morning, me and my family took our various flights all over Europe – because Israel had already stopped direct flights to Ukraine – to get into Ukraine legally, ahead of the 12am deadline.

Long story short: The Israeli government illegally pressured the Ukrainians to illegally stop all frum Jews at the airport – and me and my kids nearly got stuck in Giuliani airport in Kiev for a week with no food.

The point is: the Israeli government changed the rules while we were in mid-air.


By some miracle, we got out 10 minutes before Shabbat.

And last year, I spent 3 1/2 weeks in Uman, including over Rosh Hashana, seeing first-hand how the Israeli government pulled every move they could to prevent people from coming, and also tried to stop them from praying at the kever when they did come.

This is the video of the 2.000 thousands Jews who got trapped on the Belarus border with Ukraine, for 20 days ahead of Rosh Hashana.


NO MORE THAN 2000 people were in Uman last Rosh Hashana.

I know that, because I was there.

And you know that, because I was live-blogging a lot of it over on the site, because CO-IN-CID-ENT-ALLY my blog got hacked while I was in Uman.

Here’s a couple of those posts:

The Shocking Truth Behind the Humanitarian Disaster at the Ukrainian Borders

Remember This


The authorities were hoping for a huge ‘wave’ of sick, Coronavirus people to come back from Uman, that they could point to as proof that us dirty, infectious, religious Jews were spreading death all over the world.

(Probably, because they were spraying the area around kever with graphene nano-dust 24/7 and turning up the 5G…)

But they didn’t get it.

Maximum, there were 13 reports of Coronavirus-infected pilgrims from Uman.

I know that, because I was there, and I was live-blogging all the lies being told.


After what the State of Israel did in Meron this year – deliberately blocking the one exit out of Toldos Aharon so that 45 people suffocated to death – I’ve been really worried they were going to try and pull something like that in Uman, too.

Let me put it out there now:

God forbid anything should happen at all, but if anything ‘bad’ happens in Uman this year, know that it was 100% planned and designed by the State of Israel.

There are no coincidents, no accidents, just a bunch of Frankist-Freemason psychopaths mamash trying to kill people – and especially religious Jews. And especially, Breslov-connected religious Jews.


Why this matters, is because my husband has just bought a ticket to Uman, even though we both thought he wouldn’t go this year, as it’s just too fraught.

I don’t know if that means he really IS going – who knows what other tricks the State of Israel is going to try to pull off, against the pilgrimage on Rosh Hashana – but it means it’s at least possible.

So now, I’m paying more attention to the lies the State of Israel is telling about Uman, and Breslovers, again, which is why this caught my attention, on the Jpropaganda site:

Covid cabinet to review Uman travel outline on Sunday



“Last year, when coronavirus was was surging across the country and former coronavirus commissioner Prof. Ronni Gamzu said that allowing Israelis to travel to Uman in the Ukraine on Rosh Hashanah could lead to a spike in infections and they should not go, former prime minister Benjamin Netanyahu caved to pressure from the haredim and said he would ensure that at least some of these Israelis could gather at the grave of Rabbi Nachman of Breslov.

Ultimately, some 30,000 pilgrims traveled to Uman, bringing plane loads of sick people back to Israel – most of whom then defied mandatory quarantine requirements, spreading the disease in their own communities and then to the rest of the country.”


I’m starting to think maybe some of the descendants of Joseph Goebbels ended up in Israel, and are now employed writing press releases for the government.

I mean, how Der Sturmer can you get?!

And I’m flagging this now, because I want you to understand the scope of the lies being told.

And I want you to understand that there is an underlying agenda to demonise people in Uman as ‘disease spreaders’ – which began last year, but failed miserably – as the prelude to whatever they are planning to do to the people who go for Rosh Hashana this year.



Sometimes the lies and the evil of this Frankist-Freemason government, and all it’s agents working for it within all of our communities, is overwhelming.

Those fake ‘leaders’ of ours keep us all separate, all divided up into camps called ‘Litvak’ and ‘Chassidishe’ and ‘Dati Leumi’ and ‘Chiloni’ and ‘Mizrachi’ and ‘Chabad’ and yes, even ‘Breslov’ – to keep us from joining together, and defeating them.

But that’s the secret koach of Rabbenu, and Rosh Hashana in Uman.

Yes, a bunch of people there self-define as ‘Breslov’, mamash.

But a whole bunch of people don’t.

Rabbenu brings the whole of Am Yisrael together – and whenever you go, you find every stream of Judaism there, religious and not religious, Sephardi and Ashkenazi, and all just accepting each other happily.

And that’s why they are trying to destroy Uman, Rosh Hashana.

And you find the same thing by the Rav, in his wider kehilla.

And that’s why they are trying to destroy him, too.


Our unity, our achdus, the togetherness of the small people with no yichus, no titles and no positions of leadership is what can get this to turn around for the good.

This problem we have is everyone’s problem.

The Israeli government is going to try to pull a ‘stunt’ in Uman, and they will try to blame whatever happens on the pilgrims that went to Rabbenu this year – exactly the same as they tried to do in Meron.

Don’t fall for it!

Keep your eyes open, and even if you aren’t ‘Breslov’, don’t get pulled into pointing fingers at the people who go there, and buying the lies that they are somehow ‘spreading Covid’, and deserve to shoved in a disinfection camp and ‘force vaxxed’ as a public health measure.

We are dealing with fascism here, mamash.


Let me end with this, that I was sent anonymously over email.

It apparently shows the principality of Beit Shemesh openly bribing school administrators to coerce pupils to get vaccinated.

Read it, and make up your own minds.

(And if anyone can send me that flyer with ‘the words of the great men of Israel’ who are being quoted as supporting this campaign, please do so. It’s good to keep all this information in one place.)

We are all in this together, against a small group of yucky people who have hijacked our religion, our communities, our Torah.

And when we finally figure that out, all this evil will finally fall.


Subject: COVID vaccination program in schools in Israel. Letter to school administrators.

Message: This is a letter to school administrators that a school appears to have sent accidentally to parents. Translated here to English. The letter promises financial prizes to administrators that meet quotas. Side note, the letter says that religious leaders support the program. This is untrue. Some do and some don’t. 


Hello everyone,

My name is Ari Hamanik, I manage the vaccination project in the educational institutions on behalf of the Beit Shemesh Municipality. For the benefit of those who were not at the zoom meeting this morning, here are the main points:

At the initiative of Mayor Dr. Aliza Bloch, the Beit Shemesh Municipality is launching a first-of-its-kind vaccination campaign in Israel that will vaccinate male and female students within educational institutions, with the backing of all relevant government ministries – health, education, defense and the Prime Minister’s Office.

It is important to emphasize that the operation is taking place thanks to the encouragement and support of all the religious leaders of Israel – Lithuanians, Sephardim and Hasidim alike – for vaccinating young people aged 12-18. Attached is a flyer with the words of the great men of Israel, which you can pass on to your parents.

Also attached is a letter that you will send to the students ‘parents with a basic explanation of the project, at the end of the letter there is an appendix that the parent returns signed with the student’s name, ID number and parent’ Before the medical staff, there is no need to attach an ID number.

You are asked to encourage, support and persuade the parents in every way possible to allow the children to be vaccinated, firstly to maintain their health, and secondly to allow a normal school routine even in the case of a child who is found to be verified.


The other stage in the project is a financial incentive that will be given to any director of an educational institution that meets the goals that will be set.

The exact details will be given to you later, but in general it is a differential reward depending on meeting the pre-defined vaccination goals.

As mentioned, in the first stage you will contact the parents today to start the project, we will contact you and coordinate the arrival time of the vaccine mobile to the institution, and in God willing we will complete the task for the best.

If there is an institution that is interested and can start as early as next week, feel free to update me and we will coordinate it.

I would like to take this opportunity to wish you a successful start to the school year, in the hope that everything will go well and that we will be able to maintain as routine a routine as possible.


שלום לכולן,

שמי ארי המניק, אני מנהל את פרויקט החיסונים במוסדות החינוך מטעם עיריית בית שמש. לטובת אלו שלא היו הבוקר בפגישת הזום, להלן עיקרי הדברים:

ביוזמת ראש העיר ד”ר עליזה בלוך, עיריית בית שמש יוצאת במבצע חיסונים ראשון מסוגו בארץ שיחסן תלמידים ותלמידות בתוך מוסדות החינוך, כמובן בגיבוי של כל משרדי הממשלה הרלוונטיים – הבריאות, החינוך, הביטחון ומשרד רה”מ.

חשוב להדגיש שהמבצע מתקיים בזכות עידודם ותמיכתם של כל גדולי ישראל – הליטאים, הספרדים והחסידים כאחד – לחיסון צעירים בגילי 12-18. מצ”ב פלייר עם דבריהם של גדולי ישראל שאותו תוכלו להעביר להורים.

כמו כן, מצ”ב מכתב שאותו תשלחו להורי התלמידים ובו הסבר בסיסי על הפרויקט, בסופו של המכתב מופיע נספח שאותו ההורה מחזיר חתום עם שם התלמיד, מספר ת.ז וחתימת הורים. הזיהוי של הילד בשטח יתבצע באמצעות גורם מטעם בית הספר שיזהה את התלמידים בפני צוותי הרפואה, אין צורך לצרף ספח ת.ז.

הנכם מתבקשים לעודד, לתמוך ולשכנע בכל דרך אפשרית את ההורים לאפשר לילדים להתחסן, ראשית כדי לשמור על בריאותם, ושנית כדי לאפשר שגרת לימודים תקינה גם במקרה של ילד שמתגלה כמאומת ח”ו.

השלב הנוסף בפרויקט, הוא תמרוץ כספי שיקבל כל מנהל מוסד חינוכי שיעמוד ביעדים שיוגדרו. הפרטים המדויקים יועברו אליכם בהמשך, אבל באופן כללי מדובר על תגמול דיפרנציאלי בהתאם לעמידה ביעדי החיסון שיוגדרו מראש.

כאמור, בשלב הראשון תפנו כבר היום להורים בכדי להתחיל ולהניע את הפרויקט, אנחנו ניצור אתכם קשר ונתאם מועד הגעה של ניידת החיסונים למוסד, ובעז”ה נשלים את המשימה על הצד הטוב ביותר.

במידה ויש מוסד שמעוניין ויכול להתחיל כבר בתחילת השבוע הבא, מוזמנים לעדכן אותי ונתאם זאת.

בהזדמנות זו אאחל בהצלחה בפתיחת שנת הלימודים, בתקווה שהכל ילך כשורה ונוכל לשמור על שגרה ברוכה ככל הניתן.


UPDATE: Thanks to M, for sending me the flyer that goes with it.

I have to say, it makes for pretty disappointing and depressing reading.

I’m really saddened to see R’ Badani and R’ Abuchatzeira, amongst others, putting their name to this. Man, this birur is becoming more and more brutal with each day that passes.

Here’s the PDF, and below that, a screenshot.

גדו״י חיסוני צעירים


Here is the Twitter account for Ari Homnick, the guy who is running this propaganda project in Bet Shemesh on behalf of the government.


Notice that he describes himself as a ‘media advisor’ and works for the frum radion station KolBerama.

(See? All the media essentially boils down to paid Government propaganda, including in the ‘religious’ world.)

Here’s his latest tweet.

Free translation:

Finally, finally, we are starting to vaccinate within educational institutions. A student of Kita Zayin in the Beis Yaakov  school in Bet Shemesh is the first to get the Corona shot within the school, according to an order issued yesterday by the Ministry of Health.

Man, this is totally nauseating.




I went to check out the Twitter page of the other ‘religious’ journalist, retweeted by Homnick, Yair Cherky.

Here is his top tweet:


Free translation:

The Director General of the Ministry of Education, Yigal Slovik, came with MK Moshe Gafni to Rabbi Kanievski’s house in Bnei Brak.

The CEO presented the curriculum for the coming year that includes serological testing, antigen testing and vaccination for students over the age of 12.

The Rabbi’s household said he gave his blessing to the move and instructed that the outline be kept as if it was his own.


On the Habayitah blog HERE, she just posted up a link to Chananya Weissman’s Rumble channel HERE, where he’s posted a 5 minute audio video in Hebrew, apparently from R’ Kanievsky’s daughter.

The daughter is saying that when he was first told about the ‘vaccine’, he came out very strongly against it, and said that no-one should take it under any circumstances.


It’s at least possible that R’ Kanievsky has been ‘hijacked’ by corrupt elements within his own household.

It’s at least possible, that he’s being held hostage about this issue in some way, and that’s why he’s apparently reversed his opinion on the Covid shots so spectacularly.

But the point is this:

There is no shortcut for thinking for yourself, and praying to God to give you clarity about what is going on.

And in the meantime, the war against our children rages on….



I went to check out that ‘Yigal Slovik’, the CEO of the Ministry of Education who was at R’ Kanievsky.

He’s a Brigadier General (Reserve) in the IDF.

This from Hebrew Wikipedia:

In 2020, Slovic will serve as head of the Counter-Terrorism Division at the National Security Headquarters of the Prime Minister’s office.

In June 2021, the Minister of Education, Yifat Shasha-Biton, announced her intention to appoint him Director General of the Ministry of Education. He took office on July 4 of that year.

Ask yourself, why do you need a Brigadier General who was working as the head of Counter-Terrorism at Israel’s National Security Headquarters to take a job running the Education Ministry – exactly a month before all this ‘force vaxxing’ of schoolchildren begins?

Do you have a good feeling about all this, because I dont.


If you’ll say that Yifat Shasha-Biton is ‘fighting for our kids’, I’ll say she is controlled opposition.

When I was checking out the Wolf Foundation, from yesterday’s post on Charles Lieber and the SYRINGE-INJECTIBLE MESH ELECTRONICS,  I noticed who is in charge of that Foundation at the moment:


And you see that guy to her right, Professor Dan Shectman?

I had a whole research project on him a few weeks ago, when I was looking into the tech that was used as part of the Twin Towers destruction.

It’s a post for another time, but he discovered ‘quasi-crystals’, and it’s all connected to stealth technology, directed energy weapons, and very possibly, what’s going on with 5G and ‘Covid’, too.

Yet again, we see what a very small world it is.


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