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Yesterday, an Israeli news site published a video that clearly shows that the government put gates at the bottom of the stairs in Meron.

***Updates with more video***

HERE is the link, and I took some screenshots of the video below, too.

























On the one hand, I’m so relieved this video – and the truth – is coming out.

On the other, I feel pretty shaky and not a little nauseous at seeing this.

The implications – for the State of Israel, for the police, for the lying media, for the politicians including Netanyahu and Amir Ohana, who ‘arranged this’ – are awful.

No less than deliberate, pre-meditated mass-murder of the pilgrims in Meron, by blocking the only entrance out of the Toldos Aharon Complex, half an hour before the lighting took place, to maximise the numbers of people in the plaza – with no way out.


And Channel 12 deliberately lied about this, and tried to cover up the mass-murder in Meron.


We’ll pick this up again Motzash, BH.

I still have a lot of questions about the timing of everything, as the new video is about 40 minutes before people mamash started to suffocate and die, at the bottom of the stairs.

But the truth will out.

And those who are guilty will finally be exposed.



HERE is where you can see this first video clearly, plus a second video – that isn’t time stamped – which also shows a crush developing around gates at the bottom of the stairs:

(Shmirat eynayim friendly).


If you go HERE, you’ll find the Wikipedia page for the chareidi journalist who is putting these clips out, a man called Meni Schwartz.

Here is the part that is troubling me:

In 2020, he served as an adviser to the Haredi sector on behalf of the Ministry of Health[14].

Original Hebrew:

ב-2020 בחלק מתקופת משבר הקורונה שימש כיועץ מטה ההסברה למגזר החרדי מטעם משרד הבריאות[14]


That is just setting off the alarm bells that we might be dealing with more disinformation of the ‘controlled opposition’ variety, where they dribble out 80% of the truth but give it a ‘spin’ to lead to totally the wrong conclusions.

Like, yeah, there were gates there 40 minutes before, put up by private security guards hired by a rabbi (?! what) – but no gates and not police involved when the real fatal crush happened….

Stuff like that.

So keep your eyes peeled, check every bit of video for time stamps, and for differences in lighting and angles, and BH, we will catch the lies.


One thing to notice is when the ‘AREA 41’ sign goes wonky.

In the second video, you see a young man kind of climb up the pole it’s on, and knock the ‘Area 41’ side askew. It will be details like this that will help us to catch any lies in the timings of these clips that are being leaked to Meni Schwartz.


Also notice how the light of the Hatzalah HQ in Meron – that building at the bottom of the stairs, where 45 people were crushed to death before the very eyes of the police and Hatzolah – is on in this shot.

Elsewhere, we are told that the police inexplicably closed the Hatzalah building before L’ag B’omer.

So, who is sitting in there with the light on?

And if you want to tell me it’s Hatzalah guys, then why did it take them 10-15 minutes to start rescuing the people who were literally being crushed to death against the wall of their main HQ building?


Last thing to point out:

As well as building the ‘tunnel of death’ to turn an open, outdoor space into an enclosed tunnel that reduced the width of the passage by at least a third, I noticed when I went back some more strange ‘building works’ by the Hatzalah HQ.

In this shot, I’ve ringed a newly-built ‘add on’ that wasn’t there when I went back last week:


That new ‘building’ on the right of the existing Hatzalah HQ was built on what is usually an open concrete patio, that has a back door leading into the Hatzalah HQ.


I didn’t take a shot of the Hatzalah building when I was there – BH I will next time I go – but you can even see in this shot, that that mysterious structure to the right of the Hatzalah HQ has been removed.

That ‘mysterious structure’ in Area 42 was also built by the police just for L’ag B’omer, for a Hatzalah HQ that the police ordered closed for the night of L’ag B’omer, and which, CO-IN-CID-ENT-ALLY, ensured that area at the bottom of the stairs had NO ESCAPE HATCHES for the people being crushed to death there.

Just look at this again, and compare and contrast with the ‘open view’ above:


Can you see, how the whole area was deliberately built as a death trap?

The ‘Area 42’, above, is normally an open courtyard that leads to a slope down to the next level.

It could have been a crucial escape route for people to get out of that killer crush.

And so, it was deliberately closed off by the authorities, before L’ag B’omer 2021.


Here’s a clearer shot of this ‘mysterious structure’, built with the same suffocating white plastic sheeting, to the right of the wood-faced Hatzalah HQ:



Can you see, how closing that off contributed to the fatal ‘bottle-neck’ effect?

Why was it closed off?

What purpose did that ‘extra building’ serve, according to the ‘official account’?

And while you are pondering those questions, remember this:


Don’t let the disinformation fool you.

And keep doing the birur for every scrap of information that comes out, until the truth is finally nailed down.



I went back to the doctored footage from Channel 12, from immediately before the fatal crush began, which you can watch HERE.

In this screenshot, from 00:41, you can see a man at the bottom of the stairs resting his arm on one of the gates that was used to block the stairs:


As we see in THIS footage from earlier on, they simply moved the gates onto the stairs, then back to the wall, many, many times before the actual fatal crush occurred – presumably to check things were working as expected.


Here’s an even clearer shot of the gate, again from 00:41:


Go back to THIS post, to see how Channel 12 cuts the footage in all the crucial times, to disguise the fact that these gates were put back at the bottom of the stairs to cause the fatal crush, exactly as we see happening above with the ‘security guards’, earlier in the evening.

That was a trial run, to make sure the plan would work.

Hashem should avenge their blood.


Here’s a screenshot of the police exiting the ‘mysterious structure’ when the crush is happening:


Now, take another look at this screenshot from the Channel 12 video, from the 00:45:15 mark:

At this point in the video, you can see the crowd is still moving down the stairs, albeit it’s very congested.

What happened, to get the crowd to ‘slow’ enough to put the gates back at the bottom of the stairs and cause the fatal crush 3 minutes later?

I think the Hatzalah guy, ringed, could be a clue.

What is he actually doing, climbing up the wall at this point, minutes BEFORE the fatal crush, going against that flow of people?


Remember how at the beginning there were a few reports of ‘someone having a heart-attack‘ at the bottom of the stairs, and that’s what caused the crush to develop?

The following snippets comes from HERE:

“According to new testimony that reached Channel 13 News on Sunday regarding the tragedy Thursday night on Mount Meron, the root cause of the disaster was a heart attack suffered by one worshipper in the front row who lost consciousness and collapsed….

According to the witnesses who spoke to the Hebrew-language news site Sunday, when the masses began to fall, no policemen or others on duty blocked them.

Only when they feared for the safety of the man who had the heart attack – who was treated by paramedics on the spot – did they begin to work on controlling the situation, the witnesses said.”

(Screenshotted for posterity:)


How did the police ‘work on controlling the situation’?

At this point, they put the gates up, as we saw earlier – and deliberately caused the fatal crush that killed 45 people.

That suggests that the ‘heart attack’ – if it happened at all – was staged, and that the ‘hatzolah guy’ we see climbing the wall here, just before Channel 12 cut the video and splice in different footage, was actually part of that team of actors who created the ‘heart attack situation’ that was the excuse for the police to put the gates at the bottom of the stairs.


Stand back, stop, there’s a heart-attack going on here, stop, stop!!!

So the crowd slows, stops – enough to put the gates in at the time when the Reb Dov Shvil is maximally packed.

And the rest is sadly history.


All the pieces of the story are now coming together.

And don’t forget, there was meant to be a ‘collapse’ of some structure too, in the Toldos Aharon complex, shortly after the only exit out was blocked by this mythical ‘heart attack’ operation, that would lead to a ‘stampede’ – and many more people dead and injured, God forbid.

But that part of the plan didn’t work.

Which is why they are now scrambling to explain things that they planned on being able to totally cover up, with the ‘structure collapse = killer stampede’ story.

Ah, Hashem.

Ad matai?



You know why the world is in such a mess, right now?

It’s because us small people – you and I – are enabling all the evil going on.

Every time we ‘go along’ with all the force-testing, and force-masking, and fake emuna that ‘vaccines are the Mashiach’ – we are enabling the evil to continue to control us, the people around us, and the world, generally.

Those guys that yell at me to ‘put my mask over my nose’ in the supermarket…

Those people who tell me that they won’t come to my house, ‘because you’re not vaccinated’…

Those people who ask me to do a PCR test before I come to their wedding, or force my kid to do a PCR test before they can come to school – they are joining hands with evil.


It’s evil to scare the pants off small children, and to teach them that breathing fresh air, unmasked, is somehow dangerous for them, and also dangerous for the people around them.

It’s evil to keep ‘following orders’ with the force-masking in supermarkets, gyms and stores.

It’s evil to go along with the ‘green pass’ apartheid system, which is something straight out of the line-up for Dr Mengele.

Tav Yarok – to the right!!!

Tav Segol – to the left!!!

And you know who is perpetuating all this evil, and keeping it going?

You and me.


As soon as you and me stop going along with this – stop believing that ‘unvaccinated people’ are dangerous; stop believing that fresh air kills; stop believing that doctors are anything other than the paid agents of the Angel of Death; stop believing that DARPA-funded Pfizer and Moderna only want what’s best for humanity….

Stop listening and watching the corrupt, brainwashing news; stop trying to control other people, with force-masking and force-testing and force-vaxxing, just to try to contain our own mental illnesses called “anxiety and hyperchondria” – well.

The evil will stop.

Each of us has a responsibility here.

Each of us can stand up and be counted, and can really make a difference.


On the Habayitah website, you can read a great article by R’ Chananya Weissman that touches on this subject.

Snippet below:

Do you feel insignificant? Do you feel as if you are being swept along by the massive upheavals in our time, and it doesn’t matter what you do? Do you believe you are powerless to make a difference when rotten people control everything?

Eved Melech proves that you are very significant, and Hashem is keeping track of everything you do.

Your efforts to save someone might seem far-fetched, but they matter. Some of these efforts might even be successful; you might save a life!

Either way, you might just save your own.


Also today, I read THIS very powerful piece, on the website.

Here’s a snippet:

I told you that for everything they do, they need our collaboration.

Notice that even the guy at the newsstand collaborates with them when he asks you why you aren’t wearing a mask. Everybody is collaborating. At the moment we don’t collaborate with them —thanks to the knowledge we acquire— it’s all over. It’s all over. They always do it because they need us to collaborate. 

 ‘You, go there to make an atomic bomb.’ 

‘What do you mean? Why make an atomic bomb? I don’t work on that.’ 

‘Sorry? What do you want to do? I don’t know what? Mustard gas? What for? To kill who? I don’t want that job. I’m going to…’ 


In other words, we collaborate with them by hurting others.

Enough of hurting others for a salary, for a wage, or for whatever. Don’t hurt others anymore. 

‘What am I doing? Is this to harm someone? I don’t do it anymore. Or I change my trade and tell the one who orders me to do it. I don’t do this.’ 

‘I’m kicking you out.’ 

‘Well, I’m leaving. Goodbye.’ 

‘You’re not going to give me an employee’s salary here or I don’t know what for me to contribute to a crime.’ 

It’s as simple as that. 

And we can’t keep collaborating with these people. We’re all collaborating. Me included. 


Do you want to know what they are finding in these sealed vials of Covid 19 ‘vaccines’?

Not just the Pfizer vials – all of them! Moderna, AstraZenaca, J+J…

Here’s another snippet with links:

La Quinta Columna started showing the newest videos and photos from the analyses [and] the team they’re working with granted permission to share with followers. You can take a look at that exclusive material here:

    1. New exclusive photos and videos of COVID vaccination vial under light microscope

    2. More videos on unknown elements found in COVID vaccination vials

    3. Unknown materials found in COVID vaccines: Are they altering human DNA?


That the ‘vaccines’ are full of bio-toxic, radiowave-tunable graphene oxide is pretty much proved beyond a shadow of a doubt now.

But that’s not even the really worrying thing.

These ‘vaccines’ are literally swimming with stuff that looks and acts ‘alive’, that the researchers so far can’t even identify.

I think there’s a good chance it’s that DNA Origami, I wrote about in a bunch of places already (search for ‘DNA Origami’ on the site, and a bunch of articles will come up.)

Remember this?


It’s Israeli scientist Ido Bachelet, talking about how he was going to fit a billion DNA Origami nanobots into one syringe – and then use the internet to tell those nanobots how to perform ‘surgery’  inside the human body.

That was back in 2013, and then dear Ido dropped out of view and went to work on some secret project for….Pfizer.


Now, take a look at some of the images of the stuff being found in these ‘Covid 19 vaccines’:

(From HERE)


Show these pictures to your rabbi, your doctor, that guy in shul that keeps insisting you force-vax, force-test and force-mask, and have them explain to you what exactly this stuff is.

What is it?

Do they know?

Do they know what it’s meant to do?

Can they explain how this stuff is present in the Covid 19 shots, when none of it fits the ‘official description’ on the product insert?

Do they even know it’s in the ‘vaccines’ they keep telling everyone to run out and get?



Then how in God’s name can they be so sure these things are ‘safe’, and so sure these things are a ‘present from shemayim to heal people’, and so sure that doctors, and everything doctors do, only heals and doesn’t harm?

How in God’s name can they be collaborating with the people trying to pump these ‘vaccines’ into the bodies of even babies and small children?

That is the question.

But the bigger question is:

How much longer, are we all going to keep enabling this evil to continue?

And that’s something that only be answered by one person.




I only ever seem to find this stuff in a foreign language, but here’s Israeli cardiologist Dr Yehuda Adler, explaining how the number of people he’s now seeing with myocarditis has shot through the roof – and linking it explicitly to the Covid shots.

(Not shmirat eynayim friendly)


BH, I hope there will be more doctors and nurses who start to do the right thing, and to come clean about what’s really going on with these Covid shots.

(Clearly, I’m not holding my breath…)



Go and read this:


This isn”t just Israel’s problem, it’s happening all over the world.

Doctors and nurses and bureaucrats are the ‘smiling, caring face’ of what is effectively the 4th Reich.

And policeman, school principals, bus drivers and store owners are effectively it’s enforcement arm.

(And let’s not forget the army – where is the IDF in all this, when it’s not off ‘force-vaxxing’ new recruits in the middle of the night?)

We are all ‘joining hands with evil’…

And that really needs to stop.


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Yesterday night, I went to the Tombs of Calev ben Yefuneh, and Yehoshua bin Nun.

***Updates on R’ Pinto and Rav Glazerson videos***

The last couple of weeks, I’ve really been feeling the need to go to as many holy places, holy graves, as I can, to get a ‘spiritual booster shot’ to keep me going, in the crazy times we are living in.

So yesterday, me and the bloke drove up to the outskirts of an Arab town called Kifel Haris, near Ariel, and with a few hundred other people, we walked in.


These visits are always co-ordinated with the IDF, who basically shut the town down for three hours, between 11pm-2am, so Jews could come and visit the graves.

I’ve never been there before, but I could feel – and hear! – the Rabbenu vibe a mile away, not least from the two Na-Nach vans that were competing with each other for loud Breslov Trance music, at the entrance of Kifel Haris.

So much for sneaking in unobtrusively….


Calev ben Nun was so powerful (for my husband) that he said he felt a bit dizzy, and had to get out of there.

I honestly didn’t have that experience – but we women are always kind of stuck on the outskirts of these events anyway, so it’s always diffused energy.

I still really liked it, tho.


Then we walked up, to the main square of Kifel Haris where there were a couple of stands handing out what looked like cholent to the pilgrims.

Cholent on a Monday?!

Things are always a bit weird, by the True Tzaddikim.

Again, my husband went inside the tomb, and I kind of hung around outside not sure where to go, until a teenage chassid told me pointedly that there was an Ezrat Nashim –  a women’s section.


I followed the nod of his head, and saw that a tent had been set up attached to the back of the tomb, where the women were praying.

So, I grabbed a Tikkun Haklali, and tried to join them.

All of a sudden, I started to feel really hot and overheating – and not because there was a crush in that tent, which was open on 3 sides.

It was that familiar feeling of being ‘micro-waved’, even in the middle of an otherwise cool night, that until yesterday night, I’ve been attributing to my own hormones and stress.

I left the tent, went back to the middle of the square, finished the Tikkun HaKlali, then looked up.

I couldn’t believe my eyes.


As well as building a massive electricity pylon right next to Yehoshua Bin Nun’s tomb, they have also built a massive 5G antenna on the water tower that is literally just a metre away from the grave.

All of a sudden, the penny dropped that the strange ‘overheating’ I’ve been experiencing for months, especially at night when it’s cooler, is a symptom of being ‘irradiated’ with radio waves.

Now I know that, I’m sharing it with you, and we will hopefully all start to pay closer attention to what our bodies are trying to tell us, about what is really going on with all this ‘super-safe’ WiFi, and smart phones, and 5G towers.


Now, I’m going to share what might be a strange insight with you, that I’ve been sitting on for a few days, but yesterday’s visit to Yehoshua bin Nun kind of confirmed the hunch.

Last Shabbat, when I was still feeling totally overwhelmed by all the dangerous 5G going on in my neighborhood – and the world – I walked down to the Kotel for some solace.

I put my hands on the wall, and I could feel some kind of heartbeat pulsing out – which has never happened before.

I was talking to God about all my fears about the 5G, and the radio-modulable graphene oxide, and all the rest of it, when I suddenly realised something:

They are deliberately positioning the 5G antennas near me to kind of ‘ring’ the Kotel, and Har HaBayit.


5G antenna on Mount Zion Hotel, Derech Hebron.

As I pondered why they would be doing that – I mean, hardly anyone lives directly in close proximity to the Mount Zion Hotel, which has the Begin Centre behind it, and the empty ‘Gei Ben Hinnom’ valley directly in front of it – this is what came to me:

The klipot always encircle the light.

The ‘power’ of Har Habayit, of geula, is starting to resound louder and louder, and that’s why I can literally feel it now, pulsing out with my hands. That good energy, that healing energy, that energy of teshuva, and holiness and connection to God, and true spirituality, is getting stronger and stronger.

Har Habayit is it’s source, in the physical world.

And THAT is why they racing against the clock to try and ‘hijack’ the holy, good, electro-magnetic-spiritual vibe that is starting to vibrate in the world.


But the holy energy is so much stronger than their evil nanotech shots and 5G directed energy weapons.

How do I know that?

Because I’m very sensitive to EMFs – which is part of why I freaked out so much, about the 5G ‘smart’ lamp-posts and new antenna in my neighborhood.

Yet on Shabbat and Yom Tov, I can feel that the negative, unhealthy EMFs around me have somehow been subdued and ‘neutralised’.

They don’t turn the WIFI off just because it’s Shabbat, and I don’t live in a ‘frum’ neighborhood, at all. In fact, most of my neighbors aren’t even Jewish.

So we can’t say that is the explanation.


What it seems to me is that on Shabbat and Yom Tov, the energy of the ‘world to come’ that’s going to happen when Moshiach shows up is already radiating out clearer into the world.

And it is totally neutralising all the bad ‘energy’, and destructive electro-magnetism, being used to hurt and harm humanity.


One more insight, then let’s talk about Rav Pinto.

Rav Berland, and before him, Rav Arush, have always pushed their students to only live in Jerusalem.

Living in Jerusalem is very challenging, even before Covid 19 fascism showed up, and the last two years, it’s been one of the most ‘policed’ and suffocating places in the world, because of all those force-masking force-vaxxers.

Then when all the 5G showed up on my doorstep too, I had a bit of a crisis last week, and was wondering out loud why my rabbis want me to live somewhere where it’s so stressful and tense.

The answer I got back was amazing:

When Moshiach finally is revealed, BH very soon now, Jerusalem will be the first place where the people who have been hurt, will be healed.

It’s not stam, that the Rav wants his students to live here.

And there will be very big benefits for the people who have made the mesirut nefesh to do that.


And from Jerusalem, that healing will spread out across Eretz Israel.

And then, to the rest of the world.

But the strongest light will be felt here.

I have loved ones who have been injected with these awful shots, and my daughter is now seriously dating someone who has been jabbed three times…

There has to be an answer, a treatment, a true ‘cure’ for the damage that is being done to humanity.

And that treatment is primarily spiritual, and will initially pulse out from Har Habayit – and then be ‘amplified’ by the True Tzaddikim.

And that is why, it seems to me, they are carefully building their 5G towers right on top of anything with kedusha, to try and stop that from happening.


I saw that yesterday at Yehoshua bin Nun.

I saw it last week, when I noticed another massive 5G tower literally right next to the tomb of Yosef HaTzaddik in Shechem.

I’m seeing it all around the Old City, literally ringing the Kotel.

And now I’ve noticed it, I’m sure we’ll be seeing this all over the place.


Now, a word about Rav Pinto.

You should know by now, that the lying MSM lie about everything, and distort anything they can, to try and manipulate, confuse and weaken the public, spiritually.

Yesterday, THIS ‘news story’ about Rav Pinto apparently pushing people to ‘vaccinate’ showed up on Arutz 7.

I found it pretty weird that Rav Pinto – who hasn’t said a word about Covid for almost 2 years – would apparently be coming out now with strong statements ‘to vaccinate’, when the truth about how these killer shots are killing and maiming tens of thousands of people in Israel (conservatively…) is finally starting to come out.

This morning, I got this email from my friend H:

I have strong suspicion that they pulled out an old video (about « regular « vaxxx) and out of its context.

He looks much older now. What do you think?


I think she’s right.

Here’s a screenshot of a video of Rav Pinto speaking in April 2020, last year (from HERE):

Compare and contrast the above with what is meant to be a video of him speaking right now:


The glasses are different, the style of clothing is different, the hand gestures and ‘look and feel’ are just totally different.

So, I’m just flagging this as a ‘don’t rush to judgment’ – and certainly, don’t believe anything the lying MSM tells you.

I saw from the Rav, Rav Berland, how much they manipulated and faked videos and recordings to create a ‘reality’ out of thin air.

And also remember how Channel 12 News deliberately falsified the video of what happened by the stairs of Meron...

The media has an agenda to serve it’s Frankist-Freemason ‘controllers’, and they lie about everything.


Heads up:

It’s very possible, even probable, that at some point when the Rav is finally out of prison, some ‘video’ or ‘statement’ will also come out from him, purporting to tell everyone they have to rush off and impale themselves on a Covid 19 shot.

It will be another test, another birur, to see who finally learned their lesson, about believing the lying media over listening to the true whisperings of their own soul.

Forewarned is forearmed.

But it will still be a very hard test to pass.



Following on from the comments, flagging videos from Rav Glazerson that appear to say ‘vaccines will save us’, this is what my Hebrew-speaking friend sent me:



Here 9 months ago (video above, from December 2020), Rav Pinto was saying that they’ll have the vaccine and it won’t help and then they’ll bring something else instead and it won’t help etc, except for Hashem.

In the recent video of him he did NOT say that anti vax are Satan.
He quoted people that say that “the vaccines are Satan.”
But it definitely sounds like he has changed his tone in the past year. 
Re: the Torah codes video [from Rav Matityahu Glazerson], I just understood that it says: vaccines I will save them.
It’s really not clear from it whether it means I will save them from or with vaccines. There are words missing to really understand. It could be interpreted either way. 

It says: חיסונים אשיעם 

The verb is just “I will save them” 
That’s all that can really be understood from it. 

As my husband said, this is similar to what used to happen with the ‘Urim and Thumim’.

It would spell out the letters, but how people interpreted them could still give totally the wrong message.
That’s how the ‘KOSHER’ woman, Hannah, was mistakenly thought to be ‘SHEKOR’ – drunk, by Eli, the Kohen HaGadol in Shiloh.

In terms of rabbis inexplicably ‘changing their tune’ about the Covid shots being a good thing, let’s go back to our tried and true formula, from HERE:


At this stage, there are basically 4 categories of ‘rabbis’ and ‘rabbinic leaders’ who are publically pushing the Covid 19 ‘vaccinations’, and complying with all the ridiculous, unscientific, coronafascist diktats about when and how to pray etc.

Anyone who is using their rabbinical position to coerce others to get ‘vaccinated’ falls into one of the following categories:

  1. Spiritually corrupt fraudsters – Who range from ‘plain vanilla’ arrogant people with very bad middot all the way up to mamash, the totally spiritually-corrupt evil masterminds who are orchestrating much of the trainwreck that has become our Jewish community, from behind the scenes.
  2. Bribed – Bribes can include having the Misrad HaBriut pay for your massive chassidishe weddings; or being the recipient of ‘prizes’; or having mafiosos mamash funding your kollel, or school, or shul; or drawing a salary or payment in any form from the State or government; and also being ‘bribed’ by special recognition and honors, like honorary degrees etc.
  3. Threatened – That harm will befall them or their families; or that they will have their characters publically assassinated (like THIS); or that the State will arrest them on trumped up charges and then refuse to ever even bring the case to trial, unless they roll over and make a plea bargain, just so they can not spend the next 10 years in prison.
  4. Senile.

Nuff said.


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I just got sent this via email, and it deserves it’s own blog post, for easy reference and sharing around.


First, here’s the email I was sent:


“On Thursday (30/9), the Israeli Ministry of Health (MOH) posted a message on Facebook regarding the side effects from the Pfizer vaccine, noting that that vaccine was safe and that there were very few cases of side effects, inviting people to look at the presentation on their website.

Subsequently the post was flooded with thousands of responses of people (with full names and often pics) describing adverse side effects, many severe,  and debilitating. 

Including many cases of death of relatives and friends.   

In response, it appears that the Ministry of Health deleted many of these comments, claiming it was only deleting responses containing foul language.


Responses continue to pour in all the time.

Below is the link to the post – at this point of time, over 20000 responses have been posted.

Thousands of those responses from vaccinated individuals paint a terrifying picture of a health system in complete denial of vaccine injury reports, denying repeatedly any possible link between the vaccines and reported serious adverse events and blocking any option of reporting these injuries.

MOH also disabled  the translation feature of the comments of FB, even though English is one of Israel’s official languages.


A link to  a PDF of the machine translation of over 10,000 of the comments that were not deleted:

A link to the Hebrew mainstream media article:


I downloaded the PDF.

If you are worried about accessing the PDF from that unknown link, I am also sticking it on my website here:


Here’s some screenshots:

Israel Ministry of Health Let’s talk about the side effects


These screenshots are just from the first 5 pages of the Facebook responses….

And that document is literally over 900 pages long.

Here’s a few more screenshots, from random page 74 on – so you can see it’s literally FULL of the same things, thousands of people all sharing their pain about their own injuries, and the people they know personally in Israel who have been killed and seriously injured by these Covid shots:


Again, all this has been saved in the PDF – all 964 pages of it – which you can read for yourself below:

For the first time in a while, I’m feeling optimistic again, that finally, finally, the truth is going to come out – and those who are guilty will face justice, for what they’ve done to humanity in the name of ‘Covid 19’.

So, share this around and warn people to not go near any more of these poisonous shots.

In the next post, I will try to pull together some more ‘detoxing from the toxic shots’ information, BH.



To keep all this info together, I just found a graphic that is meant to show the huge, sudden spike in deaths (generally…) in Israel, beginning straight after the roll-out of the third shot: 


I’m currently tinkering around on that site, trying to replicate this graph, and a few other things besides.

I’ll keep you updated, what I learn.


There is also a website and forum called The Israeli People’s Committee who are actively trying to pull information together about adverse reactions to Covid shots in Israel.

Of course, this is the Ministry of Health’s job, and of course, they blatantly haven’t been doing it, and have been doing everything in their power to break the link between deaths and injuries from the Covid shots, and the injections themselves.

THIS is the website – they have a lot of information in English, too:


And lastly, there is another death to report, of a 41 year old, fit Breslov chassid, called ‘the Chareidi Ninja’.

Rav Yishai Amino died today in the Rambam Hospital in Haifa after he fell ill with the Coronavirus a few weeks ago. Rav Yishai was also known as the “Charedi Ninja” as he taught many classes in self defense and Ninjutsu ( and was the owner of the Breslov 24 Media website where he gave classes online in Breslov Chassidus.

He was 41 years old.


He was teaching a lot of ‘off the derech’ ex-Chareidi boys, including some of the ones I had living in my house for a while.

He was a very good person.

And I’ve been told (unverified), that he was fully ‘vaccinated’ against the Covid 19 that is meant to have killed him yesterday…

Baruch Dayan Emet.

Here is Rav Yishai in action. He’ll be sorely missed.

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I had a busy day yesterday.


One of my kids just moved up to Tsfat, to a really old apartment in the Old City that looks like it was built by the Crusaders.

It’s been newly-renovated, but the two bedrooms are still effectively ‘caves’ with no windows… and she woke up with a bad headache yesterday and wanted some advice on what to do to keep the oxygen content higher in the apartment.

Long story short, while we discussing that, the idea ‘salt lamp’ flashed into my brain.

I pay attention to those flashes of intuition, they always lead me somewhere interesting.


An hour later, I was on the road with my husband, heading out to Kibbut Barkai, to go and pick up three therapeutic salt lamps.

You can read a medical explanation of how these salt lamps work, in real time, HERE.

Snippet below:

This is an effective utilization of the healing potential of releasing salt particles into the air which can have a very positive effect on fluid absorption and withdrawal of congestion and edema, thereby reducing inflammatory processes in the skin and mucous membranes….

[N]egative ions are released into the air that are absorbed by the target cells in the respiratory and skin systems and greatly improve the activity of cilia (residues) in the cells.

As a result , oxygen absorption in the tissues significantly improves, helping to suppress inflammatory processes and thus improve the functioning of the tissues mentioned above, especially the airways and lungs.

I have personal experience with many patients , children and adults, after a bone marrow transplant who suffer from transplant complications-including toxicity of radiation and chemical treatments, damage of the implant disease against the recipient and complications of skin and respiratory infections…..

From being treated in the salt room… we observe excellent responses with improved lung function and significant relief in airway and skin symptoms.


It’s a post for another time, but more and more, I’m thinking the physical aspects of physical health are boiling down to an equation where we minimize ‘positive ions’ (that cause disease and cell degeneration) and maximise ‘negative ions’ (that heal the body).

BH, I will flesh out these bones another time, not least, because this also explains why there are literally a million things we can do, to start to heal on the ‘physical’ level, that will all work because they revolve around this idea of maximising ‘negative ions’.

There is NO ‘one way’ of healing.

God is bountiful and merciful, and has put healing potential out there in literally a million ways, so that everyone can access it, wherever they live, whatever their resources or circumstances.

But I digress.


So, on the way to Barkai, I stopped to take some pictures of just a small selection of the 5G towers that I noticed are ALL OVER JERUSALEM.

Here’s a few, for your delight and delectation, and for every one here, I noticed at least 3 more – including one camouflaged one, hanging off the front of the ‘Heichal Shlomo’ building next to the Great Synagoge on King George – that I didn’t take a picture of.

5G antenna in Givat Shaul, close the cemetery.


5G array on the roof of the main Magen Dovid Adom building, in Romema.


5G towers on the top of the Binyanei HaUma convention centre.


5G antenna on Mount Zion Hotel, Derech Hebron.


I think the salt lamp may help with all this unhealthy, positive-ion radiating 5G tech.

I’ll let you know.

But in the meantime, it really brought back to me that 5G is already ALL OVER JERUSALEM.

I had that small urge to run away again, to some nice, quiet village in the Golan, a million miles away from 5G…

That lasted about 10 minutes.

Because then, I started spotting 5G tech all over the massive orange-and-white-striped comms antennas that bracket Highway 1, out of Jerusalem.


And then, when we were up North, I started to see these massive 5G orange-and-white antennas literally right next to every yishuv, every village, every place where people live – and sometimes, also bang, smack in the middle of them.

There is no running away, Rivka, this 5G is literally every where….


Then, I started thinking about that poor bus driver, Asher Basson, who was involved in the fatal crash on Route 89, just a few days ago, that killed four other people.

As the story progressed, I noticed the media were planting some deliberately manipulative information in their accounts, such as THIS:

Maariv reported that the bus driver, 76-year-old Asher Bason, had 51 prior convictions for traffic violations. Police investigations show that Bason, who died in the crash, veered out of his lane in a no-pass zone, hitting the guardrail and three private vehicles.


Whenever I see the media doing a hatchet job on someone like this, I start questioning the motive.


On the Habayitah blog HERE, there’s a story about what really happened.

An eye-witness with footage from his dashcam went public that the bus was out of control for a while before the fatal crash – which means that either the bus had malfunctioned (unlikely) – or the driver had some sudden, fatal incident like a heart-attack or stroke at the wheel.

(Set your VPN to ‘Israel’, to be able to view this video from outside the country.)


And then, I remembered THIS post, on the website from September 23, 2021, making the link between the 5G antennas by the side of the roads in Spain, and lots of ‘unexplained’ fatalities happening right next to them.

La Quinta Columna on accidents near 5G antennas


Here’s the relevant snippet of the discussion:

Dr. Sevillano: Is that right there where the man had the accident? At that exit? Is that right there? 

Ricardo Delgado: Yes, right there. At kilometer 146, heading in the direction of Granada. And, right there, that’s where the antenna is. It’s like the case of the cyclist who fell dead at the foot of the telephone repeater. Or like that boy who suffered a heart attack and, fortunately, a girl who was participating in the MLK Trail race too saved his life. In Malaga, near La Coracha, where there’s also an antenna. Where they were running.

This is to say that all this somehow corroborates the initial suspicions we had. In people who are graphenated, the nanomaterial they carry is excited or triggers the clinical picturenear the sources of electromagnetic radiation since this substance is radio-modulable


Click the links to see more of the background, related posts they are referring to.

IFFFFF they hadn’t gone in so heavy trying to blame the bus driver by digging up 51 years’ worth of parking fines, I wouldn’t have paid so much attention to that accident up North, on Route 89. But as soon as they start throwing that sort of dirt around – you can be sure they are trying to cover something up.

So, this is definitely one to watch.

And as I mentioned, those massive 5G antennas are literally all over the place, up North.


On the way to Tsfat, I stopped in at Meron, to go and pray by the Rashbi.

There is currently an official enquiry going on, about ‘what happened that night in Meron’.

(As if we don’t already all know...)

Last week, one of my kids sent me THIS LINK, to a story about how some of the police are ‘breaking their silence’ about what really happened that night, and are starting to share incriminating evidence with the enquiry (which undoubtedly will do their very best to shove it as far under some carpet as they can.)

Here’s the relevant snippet, in Hebrew, but the basic gist is this:

The main police unit who have been responsible for safety at Meron every single year, before this year, were inexplicably ‘retired’ before this year’s planned murder event on L’ag B’omer.

עוד טוענים אותם קצינים שמדובר באירוע לאומי, שבשנים שעברו זכה לליווי צמוד של אגף המבצעים, בדגש על חטיבת האבטחה. “השנה, מסיבה לא ברורה, אף תמוהה, לא היה ליווי צמוד של חטיבת האבטחה והרישוי למבצע, והסתפקו בייעוץ מקצועי של רמת השטח”, כתבו הקצינים, והמליצו לחברי הוועדה לבדוק מדוע בשנת האסון, חטיבת האבטחה והרישוי בראשות תנ”צ מוריס חן, לא עסקה צמוד בהכנות.


Previously, THIS story also came out, Hebrew snippet below, which showed that:

Police Chief Shabtai Kobi himself INSISTED on half a million people having full, unfettered access to Meron, with no staging of arrivals, or co-ordination of entrance and exits, and refused to hold the bonfire lightings all at once, to ‘spread out the crowd’ – despite repeated warnings and pleas from those around him that there was going to be mass fatalities, otherwise.

למרות שלל האזהרות שהועלו על ידי הקצינים הבכירים, בסופו של דבר מי שהחל וסיכם את הדיון היה המפכ”ל שבתאי שהחליט לתת אור ירוק ולהתקדם עם האירוע כמתוכנן, והמשיך הלאה להציג ולאשר את התוכנית גם מול השר לביטחון הפנים לשעבר אמיר אוחנה.


Let’s not forget that the police were also just puppets.

The real people calling the shots was the politicians and the Ministry of Health, working for their ‘controllers’ abroad.

So, when you read ‘Amir Ohana’ was the one pushing for Meron to ‘happen’ the way it did, remember that Ohana was just a puppet of Netanyahu. And that Netanyahu is just a puppet of the Freemason-Frankist controllers, pulling all the strings behind the scenes here in Israel, and everywhere else, too.


So, I go down to the steps where the 45 people were murdered by the political establishment, that night on L’ag B’omer – and I couldn’t believe my eyes.

You see, I never went to that part of the compound before the MoH designed ‘tunnel of death’ had been built, so I had no idea how it usually looked, without all that extra scaffolding and suffocating white plastic walls.

I was so shocked, I asked my husband to come and take some pictures.


The whole place is totally open air!

Compare and contrast the above, with this:


Who killed those 45 people?

Simple: Whoever built that tunnel of death where it was previously totally open air, and then gated it – and kept the gates shut while 45 people asphyxiated to death in front of them.

Really, very simple.


After Meron, I delivered the salt lamp to the kid, helped clean some of the black mould off that cave-y Tsfat bathroom, and then started the long drive back home.

An hour out from Jerusalem, I got a text message from my friend that there was an Atzeret, a prayer gathering, happening for the Rav, by Ramle Prison.

Apparently today, there is another hearing, where the totally corrupt Israeli court will hear more ‘testimony’ from the totally corrupt State prosecutors as to why it’s OK for the State of Israel to renege on the plea bargain they made with the Rav, to put him back in prison, mamash, for an extra six months.

Remember, the whole case was conjured from thin air, invented from whole cloth, just to get the Rav ‘out of the way’ before the Covid 19 plandemic could really get under way, in Israel.

The week before the first restrictions in Israel occurred, the Rav was violently arrested and put in the clink – because the Rav is the key to redemption here, don’t forget.


When the Rav gets out, we all get out with him.

So the authorities here, and the Freemason-Frankist controllers, want him back in prison, so they can keep the rest of the population ‘imprisoned’ with fake Covid 19 and force-vaxxing and the whole rest of it, until their little evil population-control plan can be properly executed.

So, of course we had to go and pray, with the rest of Shuvu Banim!

I managed three Tikkun HaKlalis before I literally conked out exhausted in the car. My husband managed 7 – and then we drove home.

BH, I’m praying we hear good news on all fronts, very soon.

Because in case you didn’t realise it yet, everything is connected.



Baruch Hashem, his hearing was successful, that’s the message I got sent.

BH, that means he’ll be out end of October some time.

And then, things are going to get really interesting around here, as things start to flip over ‘for the good’.

I can’t wait.



I got sent this screenshot from a Facebook post by one of the bus driver’s relatives, saying he got the third Covid shot a few short days before the still unknown ‘medical incident’ that caused that horrible accident.


And I also got an update of where exactly the accident happened – even that information is almost impossible to come by, in the MSM.

It was behind the approach to Mount Meron:


Once again, we have that ‘Meron’ link.

I don’t know what it all means, but I can’t shake the notion, that 5G and what happened in Meron are somehow tied together.

But it’s just a notion still, at this stage.



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The last couple of days, I had a total freak-out.

If you read THIS article, ‘5G and Me‘, you’ll already know that wifi-connected, motion-sensing ‘Smart Streetlights’ popped up directly next to my home in Jerusalem shortly before Succot began.

Here’s how they look:

One of the new 5G lampposts on my street in Jerusalem.


You’ll also know that I spotted a new, MASSIVE MIMO 5G tower array built on top of the Mount Zion Hotel, overlooking the Guy Ben Hinnom valley right next to the Old City of Jerusalem.

Here’s how the 5G hardware looks – pay special attention to the long, white rectangular ‘boxes’.


This is the tell-tale ‘look’ of the 5G equipment, whatever base, or tower, it’s actually attached to:


So, a couple of days ago, I was walking past the park at the top of my neighborhood, where they’ve been laying new cables and steamrollering around for a couple of weeks already.

 I happened to ask one of the Arab workers, what are you building here?

And he, bless him, answered me honestly:


He said, before the slimy Israeli ‘boss’ next to him told him to shut up.

My heart fell to my stomach.

Oh my God!!!! They are literally building a massive 5G antenna right next to the park, right next to my house….


In case you don’t know why that’s so upsetting to me, please go and read this:

Biological Effects of Electromagnetic Radiation

It’s a PDF copy of a document that was put together by the US Army Medical Intelligence and the Office of the Surgeon General, back in March 1976.

Because you see, while they’ve been busy pretending for the last 50 years microwaves are totally safe; and WiFi is totally safe; and of course Smart Phones and 5G tech is all totally, totally, TOTALLY!!!! safe….

The truth is somewhat different.


Here’s a screenshot of the Table of Contents of that report, and then I’ll pick out some key snippets, and screenshot them, too.











5G is broadcasting energy waves at the level that resonate with the biological, endocrine and cellular functions of the human body.

So, bad as ‘radiowaves’ and ‘microwaves’ really are, as they already knew back in 1976, and back with 2G, 3G and 4G – the negative effects on human health go way, way up, as soon as 5G shows up in your backyard.

(See THIS, on the Scientific American blog, for more details, entitled: We Have No Reason to Believe 5G Is Safe,  and also THIS, entitled: ‘A global catastrophe’: Radiation activist warns that 5G networks are ‘massive health experiment’)



As I was scanning the horizon today, walking back from the Kotel, I saw another massive array of 5G ‘white boxes’ on the top of a residential building on Keren HaYesod street, close to the Dan Hotel.

Then, I went for a walk with a friend around the Makor Chaim neighborhood in Talpiyot, and I was telling her how the Jerusalem municipality first ‘repaved’ the roads in my neighborhood – I think because the electrics for the Smart Lamp-posts are somehow connected to that, or maybe just as a diversionary tactic; then, put up the ‘Smart, Wifi-enabled, Motion-Sensoring, Spy-on-everyone-while-frying-their-brains-out new lamp-posts.

And then the last step is to build / connect those ‘Smart Lamp-posts’ to the 5G towers spaced around every 100-150 meters around the neighborhood and voila. 

Instant mass-surveillance, 24/7, plus the ability to ‘beam’ modulated energy waves straight at a specific person’s home, to achieve a specific end.


Right as she was telling me that she finds all that overwhelming, and that until and unless it shows up in her backyard, she can’t really deal with it, we both suddenly notice that the streetlights are dazzling bright, where we’re walking.


I squint up – and sure enough, we’re walking under a whole batch of brand new ‘Smart Lamp-posts’.

Then, I notice that the roads have all been re-done in this neighborhood too.

I start scanning the horizon – and then I spot the 5G white boxes, on top of an existing ‘tower’ atop the local Rami Levi Supermarket in Talpiyot.

The problem has already arrived in your backyard….


Take a look at the massive antenna on top of the Jerusalem City Hall Building, Safra Square, next to the neighborhood of Musrara.

It is now covered in a ton of those tell-tale, oblong white 5G boxes.

Now that I’ve seen what this 5G hardware looks like, I am seeing these towers, these arrays, these boxes everywhere I look, in the Holy City.

(And I’d like to invite my readers to send in more locations, either in Jerusalem or in Israel generally, where you can see these towers appear.)



Before I get into that, let me tell you two things to give you some hope.

  1. There are ways you can ‘5G proof’ your home – even if you are renting, and even if you don’t have a lot of money.

Here’s a good website, to start to learn more:

And HERE is a website where you can buy a whole bunch of products that can help to shield your home – and your family! – from 5G radiation.

I am personally hoping to buy one of the cave things…. (poor husband. As fast as he makes it, I spend it….)


2. When I was at the Kotel today, doing some serious praying to try to calm myself down about everything that’s going on, I got some very deep insight that when Moshiach is finally revealed, the ‘good energy’ in the world is going to increase dramatically.

It will be that rising sun, with healing in its wings – and it’s going to be an electro-magnetic / spiritual event.

The Kotel is the good heart of the world, the epicentre of that good, teshuva-inducing ‘electromagnetic energy’ – and THIS is why they are putting so much effort into ringing the Old City and the Kotel with massive 5G towers.

The bad guys know far more than we do, what’s about to happen – and it’s going to ultimately be good!

That holy ‘vibe’ of geula is going to spread out and amplify, and that is why they are racing against time to try to attach everyone to dark-side electromagnetism, before that happens.



But in the meantime, we all need to come out of denial, and start acknowledging the truth of what is happening around us.

If you go HERE, you’ll find a new article (that you can translate from the Spanish) entitled:

Covid 19 is a smoke screen for the radiation disease caused by 5G

It brings some very interesting info.

Did you know that the ‘Diamond Princess‘ – that famous Japanese Cruise Ship that was *apparently* responsible for ‘sparking off’ Covid 19 in Israel, and a bunch of other places – was one of the first cruise ships to be equipped with its own 5G tower?

No, neither did I.


Here’s another pertinent snippet:

Dr. Havas found that “cases of Covid-19 per million are 95% higher and deaths from covid-19 per million are 126% higher in states with 5G”.

“The results show a clear and close relationship between the rate of infection by coronavirus and the location of the antenna 5G”.

To put this another way, the closer you live to a 5G antenna, the ‘sicker’ you get with what they are telling you are ‘Covid 19’ symptoms, but really, it’s just another name for radiation poisoning.


It’s no coincidence that Wuhan was the 5G ‘test city’ for China.

It’s no coincidence that Milan was the 5G ‘test city’ for Italy.

It’s no coincidence that 5G was prevalent in NYC.

What all of these places have in common, is that they all witnessed high numbers of deaths of people dying from things that were not typical of colds or flu, as part of the ‘Covid 19’ plandemic.

I.e. people were dying from the toxic effects of 5G radiation poisoning, which where then ‘blamed’ on Covid 19.


This screenshot comes from THIS short Youtube video on Wuhan being the pilot city for 5G in China:


If you go HERE, you will find a research article by real scientists that clearly explains how 5G energy waves can be used to ‘create’ Coronaviruses in cells.

Here’s ‘a snippet:

In this research, we show that 5G millimeter waves could be absorbed by dermatologic cells acting like antennas, transferred to other cells and play the main role in producing Coronaviruses in biological cells.

The authors were forced to retract the article, which first appeared in the Journal of Biological Regulators and Homeostatic Agents, because they really gave the game away, with what is really causing the ‘Covid 19’ plandemic – and worse, what is really going to cause the next, more severe ‘waves’.


I will return to this subject again, but remember, the Covid 19 shots contain graphene oxide (amongst many other things…)

And that graphene oxide is ‘excited’ by 5G radiation.

And THAT is why the more ‘Covid shots’ a person has, the more likely they are to develop a very serious, or even fatal case of ‘Covid 19’.

And the closer you live to a 5G antenna…. and the more graphene oxide you’ve been pumped full of….

The more people will get sick and die, God forbid, while all the time they will says it’s because we didn’t ‘mask’ enough, or ‘vaccinate’ enough, or ‘social distance’ enough.

But all this is just one huge lie to cover up their big, population-control, 5G radiation experimental-genocide.


Let me leave you with THIS, the latest video from LaQuinta Columna, with English subtitles, that returns to the subject of what, exactly, is in these Covid shots.

You’ll see magnified images of the reduced Graphene Oxide, weird moving particles, and something that looks like an octopus-type-thingy on the end of a spaghetti.

None of these things should be in ANY vaccine.


Here’s a few screenshots:


No wonder so many people are getting blood clots and inflammation, if this is what is being injected into their bodies.

These images are only magnified to the power of 10X.



Don’t despair, even though all this is very overwhelming and upsetting.

I had a big chat with my husband about what ‘the point is’, of knowing about all this, when it seems we can’t do anything much about it.

I told him:

The point is, to keep on caring and to not switch off.

I cared so much about the 5G in the park, I did 3 hours of talking to God about it yesterday, and then also went off to the Kotel and to Kever David HaMelech to pray about it all, today.

And I feel better again.


It’s painful, yes, it’s worrying, yes.

But if we stop caring – then we already turned into the unfeeling robots with a heart of stone that they want us to be.

And God can rescue us from everything, even 5G and Covid shots.

But first, we have to ask Him.



I will BH pull more of this stuff together in a separate article, but I got the idea today that natural salt lamps could also be very useful – and much cheaper way – of helping to ‘detox’ the environment from bad radiation health effects.

They are proven to work for all sorts of respiratory illnesses, apparently including ‘Covid 19’ – which we already know is radiation-induced.

In Israel, check out this website:חוות-דעת-מקצועיות


I also found THIS protocol, on the SOTT website, that sounds similar to what is being suggested by LaQuinta Columna, but goes further, to get this nanotech graphene oxide detoxed out of the body (but it doesn’t state that explicitly.)


Health Protocol for Potential Mandatory Coronavirus Vaccination

This health protocol proposal is merely information – not advice. If readers need medical advice, they should consult a doctor or other appropriate medical professional.

Elliot Overton, CFMP, DIpCNM came up with a basic nutritional and lifestyle protocol that is easily accessible and could be started a week or two before a potential coronavirus vaccination. He suggests:


  • Improve cell energy turnover through stimulating mitochondrial energy metabolism
  • Immune modulation to prevent excessive/hyper-reactive immune response
  • Increase likelihood of mTOR inhibition to potentially reduce the likelihood of intracellular mRNA translation (theory)
  • Support antioxidant system and detoxification pathways

1-2 weeks BEFORE Vaccination

Immune modulators, anti-inflammatory and antioxidants

Glutathione & Precursors:

  • N-acetylcysteine (NAC) – 600mg x 4 per day (any brand)
  • Glycine – 5 grams powder per day
  • Liposomal glutathione – 500mg x 2 per day on an empty stomach (brand example here)
  • Rosemarinic acid – Source: example here for US. Alternatively, here in tincture form for UK/EU. Dose: 4-6 caps per day or, if using tincture, the dose recommended on the bottle
  • Curcumin – Seeking Health brand – Liposomal Curcumin & Resveratrol (available in most countries). 1 & ¼ tsp two times per day, on an empty stomach
  • Vitamin C – Dose (?)
  • Vitamin D – Dose (?)

Mitchondrial Cocktail:

Lifestyle interventions:

  • Cold therapy (cold showers, bathing – equal minutes per degree Celsius of water)
  • Fasting/calorie restriction – one possible idea is to fast for 12-24 hours before having the vaccine administered. After approximately 12 hours of fasting, mTOR is inhibited and AMPK is activated.
  • Type of exercise: Moderate-high intensity endurance exercise. Probably best to avoid weight lifting/resistance training in the days prior to vaccination.

Immediately AFTER Vaccination

  • 500mg liposomal glutathione, vitamin C (dose?)
  • Epsom salts bath – 4 cups salts, duration 20-30 minutes
  • Immediately enter sauna, endure 40-60 minutes at a reasonable temperature
  • After sauna, large glass of water containing: 1/4 tsp activated charcoal, 1/4 tsp bentonite clay (or alternatively 4 caps of a full-spectrum binder such as GI Detox by Bio-botanical Research).


Again, prayer, teshuva and tzedaka (especially pidyon nefesh) is our main line of defence with all this stuff.

But the ‘after vaccine’ advice feels intuitively helpful for me, based on other things I’ve read and researched.

Feel free to add in more tips and research in the comments, and I will pull all this together in a separate post too, BH.


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Ah, so much disinformation flying around all over the place, accidental and deliberate.

***Updates Below***

It’s so true, what the Rav said back in 5775, (2015) about all the lies being told.

About everything.

Here’s a snippet:


Moshiach will come when he sees there are some people who aren’t being pulled and who know that it’s sheker and nothing is able to fool them or confuse them.

“Because as long as it’s possible to change people’s minds, to brainwash them to go for the sheker, and then to convince them to go against the sheker, Moshiach won’t have anywhere to go. Because then Moshiach will come and also convince people to come after him… No!

We need that the sheker will be able to convince everyone until it’s no longer possible for them to change their minds again.


“When everyone’s minds are turned around to the sheker, if there’s even a minyan left, 10 people left, like it says ‘Bei Knishta Hada’, (one small group of people) whose minds haven’t been turned by the sheker, then the Moshiach can be revealed, and he’ll reveal himself to this group of people.

And from here, it will go on and spread throughout the whole world.

“Like Rav Natan says, the main revelation of truth will be in the End of Days.

The falsehood will be spread in the world until it reaches its satisfaction, until there are almost no more people left that it needs to conquer. There won’t be any space for a point of truth.

Then, specifically, will ‘the lips of truth be established’, through the sheker being increased very much. 

When there’s more and more sheker, that’s when the truth will be established.


I would say we are really very close to what the Rav is describing above, which should give us all some hope, that things ARE about to flip around for the best, however it currently looks.

Here’s what I wanted to stress today:

Hitbodedut, talking to God for an hour a day, is the only way you are going to be able to cling on to ‘truth’ in this world of lies.

And that ‘truth’ is probably going to be very different from what any of us imagine.

It’s not the ‘truth’ of the MSM and Freemason-Frankist governments and MoH and corrupt oligarchs, that are lying about everything to do with the real aim of these ‘Covid shots’, and their claims of its efficacy and safety.

But, I’m increasingly coming to the conclusion that it’s not the ‘alternative truth’ either, that everyone who takes these shots is going to die an awful death, God forbid, at some point soon.

We didn’t get to the real truth, yet, so at least for me, I’m still keeping every option open, and I’m prepared to keep challenging all my assumptions, and to keep re-evaluating ‘the truth’ – or at least, my truth – as I go along in this process.


A few days’ ago, I tripped over a new website that really got me thinking.

It’s called ‘Unite4truth’, and from what I can see of the journalism on the site – which is properly researched and referenced, at least, so others can follow the thinking and the facts as the argument is unfolded – is top notch.

That’s one of the signs I look for, when I’m evaluating the sources of information. Are they balanced? Are they trying to give the reader as much information as they can, as much ‘raw material’ as they can, to come to their own conclusions?

Or is everything always ‘packaged up’ with one viewpoint, one message, and usually very short on links, real information and raw data?

(If you don’t know what I’m talking about go HERE, HERE or HERE, and you’ll instantly understand.)


So, I was browsing ‘Unite4truth’, and this one article really stood out to me, entitled:

Bigger Picture: Divide & Conquer Around Covid Cures to Align Public with Pharmaceutical Intervention

Here’s a crucial snippet:

The Preface:

Pharmaceutical drugs have been shown in recent years to be the third leading cause of death in American citizens.

Our prescription drugs kill us in large numbers

This number is likely FAR higher as many heart attacks, strokes, and other severe health events resulting in death induced by pharmaceutical drugs will ever be traced to the medication.

In different years, medical errors VYE for third spot:

Medical Errors No. 3 Cause of Death in U.S.

“It boils down to people dying from the care that they receive rather than the disease for which they are seeking care,” Makary told the newspaper”.

The Story:

The policy makers, public ‘health’ leadership, and media are working to get the public to demand Covid-19 pharmaceutical solutions as the REQUIRED solution for our health…and this occurring from all ‘sides’.

Cognitive dissonance is not just reserved for those in the vaccine advocacy community.

All of us have blind spots which will be targeted for manipulation. Disinformation should be EXPECTED on multiple fronts.


Here’s a couple other snippets from that post, that really zoom in on basic assumptions we’re all making about health and illness, as seen through the lens of ‘Covid 19’.

Snippet 2:

Many individuals whom are fully aware Covid-19 inoculations do not induce protection or prevention of disease are being led to champion alternative pharmaceutical solutions outside the realm of critical reason.

This blog has compiled extensive evidence which indicates Covid-19 is a disease of attribution to other cause.

Most in the vaccine opposition community are fully aware of the severe Covid-19 testing flaws, and understand the tests are ‘useless’ for detection of Sars CoV2, the virus attributed to cause Covid-19 symptoms.

The testing is how illness and disease arising from other causes are falsely attributed to Covid-19 infection.

Snippet 3:

Both sides are pushing unnecessary pharmaceutical solutions as cures for a disease not credibly documented to originate with Sars CoV2. an attributed disease which hardly ever results in the expression of severe symptoms with majority expressing no symptoms at all.

We now are at the point people are literally debating whether pesticide drugs (with studies being financed for Bill Gates) are better alternatives than injections which are inducing heart attacks and thrombosis in all population groups.

Whom does this debate actually serve?

Pharmaceutical drugs are not healing the population, they are one of the LEADING causes of death.


(This is a spoof… I think…)

Shmirat eynayim friendly.


I’m not getting into arguments for or against Ivermectin, and I’m certainly not slagging off people who have been using it as part of a Covid 19 protocol, apparently with very good results.

All that is missing the point.

And the point is this: what if health works in a totally different way, from the materialistic, mechanistic way we’ve all been taught to believe, that you need external ‘interventions’ and medicines and surgeries, to heal?

What if the human body can actually heal itself, once the real paradigm of how health works – together with the link to our emotions and our souls – is understood?

What then?


Personally, I haven’t been to a doctor in over a decade, for anything.

After a few run-ins with Western doctors who kept prescribing stuff that didn’t work, or even made the problem worse; or who kept trying to raise my anxiety about minor, ‘nothing illnesses’ through the roof, so they could keep me coming back again and again for their services, over the next 50 years; or who booked me in for ‘minor surgery’ for some discolored patches on my lips that was more a case of Grievous Bodily Harm than a medical procedure….


I decided that I couldn’t do a worse job of keeping myself healthy, without them and all their ‘cures’.

I wrote a whole book about how health links together across the three levels of body, mind and soul, and if you want to take a look, I think it’s still available HERE.

And I’m always learning new things about human health, and how God is just using our bodies to send us messages about what we need to work on, fix or change.


What I’ve learnt is that my health is way more a function of having healthy, unblocked and validated emotions; and of aligning with God, and being connected to God as much as possible – and also to the advice of His True Tzaddikim – than anything else.

But of course, that doesn’t mean I’m totally negating the ‘body’ side of things, because as you can see from what I write, that’s part and parcel of the whole ‘health’ picture.


So, let’s put some more ‘challenging’ ideas out there, just to get the mental juices stirring.

Could it be that ‘viruses’, as we have been taught to refer to them, have nothing to do with making us ‘ill’, and everything to do with taking poisons and toxins OUT of the body, in order to keep us healthy, long-term?

Here’s Rav Asherov (in Hebrew), basically explaining how this works:


Here’s how my friend succinctly sums up his words:

I think Rav Ashrov is saying that corona is nothing new, same as any other virus. And that a virus just means that our bodies are clearing out toxins. That’s it. 

So I guess this would mean what you were trying to explain to me that there are just that much more toxins in the air (chemtrails etc)  that people are needing to clear out of their systems = what the MSM calls ‘Corona.’
There is more to this, though.

The body is electro-magnetic – all of its functioning, from how proteins are synthesized, hormones switched on and off, thought processes, movements – it’s all electro-magnetic based.

That’s why I’m truly concerned about the rGO in the shots (and in everything else we’re eating, breathing and imbibing…), and also, why I’m truly concerned about 5G.

To sum things up as ‘tightly’ as I’m able, the things that really make a person chronically sick are:

1) Poisons and toxins. (Western ‘medications’ fall into this category…)
2) ‘Dirty’ electro-magnetism – which includes ionising and non-ionising radiation. (5G…)
3) Stress from our own negative character traits, like anger, jealousy, anxiety, hatred, despair, self-deception, arrogance etc – especially if repressed and not openly acknowledged.
4) Being cut off from God.
(And by the way, ‘being cut off from God’ is something that I also see in a lot of Torah-observant Jews…)

Let me end with a story of green snot.

Back when I was starting to figure out a few things about how human health really worked, I was friends with a vet.
This vet – almost against her will – was frequently corroborating a lot of my findings, as animals are only nefesh, i.e. they get sick as a result of being poisoned, radiated, or getting run over or beaten up.
One day, we both came down with very heavy colds.
I’d been doing a lot of ‘inner work’, and I really felt like all that green snot was toxins, negative emotions, ‘inflammation’, that my body was now getting rid of.
I felt lousy for a few days – but afterwards, I felt so, so much better, and lighter.

By contrast, my vet friend prescribed herself antibiotics for the ‘green pus’ she felt was streaming out of her nostrils.

And she does that every single time she gets sick.
And she gets sick A LOT.
Or at least, she did until she got divorced a little while ago, because being around ‘negative’ people is probably even worse than being fried alive by 5G.

I still have times when I feel really ‘ill’.

Usually, they correspond to times and situations when I’m under tremendous emotional pressure, or I’m ‘angry’ at God because of Covid, or something else that isn’t going to plan – at least, my plan – in my life.

But I’m also starting to notice how I feel after I eat certain processed foods now, and how I feel when I spend too much time around my WiFi.

And of course, the 5G towers and lamp-posts are going to have a huge, negative impact on everyone’s health.

(More on this soon.)

When I feel my ‘health’ sliding like this, I go and do a small pidyon with the Rav, Rav Berland – and it works.


Point is this:

If viruses are not what are making us sick, and are actually just the body’s way of cleaning out ‘toxins and poisons’ – what does that mean, for everything we are being told about what’s really causing SARS Covid 19, and how to treat it?

What does that mean, for ‘spike proteins’?

What does that mean, about Covid shots, and Ivermectin?

What does it mean, about what we can actually do, to stay healthy, even if we ‘got the shot’?

And why are so many of the alternative voices out there still sticking to stories of ‘killer viruses’ and ‘killer spike proteins’, when being poisoned by graphene biotech, and irradiated with 5G seems to be a far bigger concern, healthwise?

That is the question.



Everyone today knows that ‘DDT’ is poisonous (like, duh!) and can cause cancer in humans.

This comes from the Wikipedia article on DDT:

By October 1945, DDT was available for public sale in the United States. Although it was promoted by government and industry for use as an agricultural and household pesticide, there were also concerns about its use from the beginning.

Opposition to DDT was focused by the 1962 publication of Rachel Carson‘s book Silent Spring. It talked about environmental impacts that correlated with the widespread use of DDT in agriculture in the United States, and it questioned the logic of broadcasting potentially dangerous chemicals into the environment with little prior investigation of their environmental and health effects.

The book cited claims that DDT and other pesticides caused cancer and that their agricultural use was a threat to wildlife, particularly birds. 


Now, watch this – ‘intelligent Western scientists’ proving to ‘backwards, superstitious African tribesmen’ in 1947 that DDT is totally safe – and can even be sprayed on their breakfast porridge!


And you really think things have changed, since then?



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After that 5G lamp-post showed up next to my house, something seems to have ‘clicked’ in my head.

I am  no longer prepared to ‘tip-toe’ around this subject with those people who prefer to keep their heads in the sand, and / or who keep pushing masks and biotoxic jabs on others without doing their due diligence first.

So, two days’ ago, I decided to send that 8 hour FDA discussion about the dangers associated with the Pfizer shot to a few people on the other side of this discussion.


One is my former friend, who pointedly told me I couldn’t come to her family wedding unless I was fully-vaccinated (thus outdoing even the ridiculous restrictions of the government’s Green Pass).

And who spent the whole year ‘judging me’ for being anti-mask and anti-‘vaccine’ without doing a single second of her own research into verifying if my concerns about the Pfizer shot might be true.

And the other is a well-meaning blogger who believes, mamash, in the efficacy of vaccinations, and also believes still that these experimental gene therapy shots act in exactly the same was as a traditional vaccine.


I’m still waiting for the friend to pass comment, but in the meantime, here’s my email exchange with the blogger:


Gmar Chatima Tova.
I wanted to know if you’d seen this, the full 8 hour FDA session of data and discussion about the 3rd shot, in the US?

There is verifiable information that the Pfizer shot is killing two people for everyone it ‘saves’ from Covid 19.

15,000 people are reported in the VAERS database in the US as dying from direct, side effects of the Covid 19 shots, but the true number is meant to be at least 150,000 people in the US alone.
Plus, the data shows that people are 71 times more likely to have a heart attack after the Pfizer shots.
We all know that stats can be manipulated – in all ways. But I wanted to bring this to your attention.


He responded with this:

Hi Rivka,

The VAERS database is voluntary open reporting.  You could submit a report. 
The VAERS database also says 50,000 people are dying each year in the US from… Tylenol.


I had to go back to my correspondent on this point.
The VAERS database only reports on vaccine injuries, and doesn’t even have a field for injuries from other medications, including Tylenol. I asked him to let me know where he got that figure of 50,000 ‘dying from Tylenol’ from, and I’ll update you accordingly.
From my own quick research, I got to THIS, the American Council on Science and Health website, from 2017, which suggests around 450 Americans die each year from an acetaminophen (i.e. Tylenol) overdose – with 350 of those being successful suicide attempts.
Digression over – but it shows that every stat, every claim, every assumption has to be very carefully checked.
I assume you are not in Israel.  Israel’s medical reporting is tightly controlled and centralized, with doctor and hospital activity and test results automatically creating statistics and reports. 
In Israel 1/3 of the population, mostly over age 40, has received the 3rd dose of Pfizer (that’s around 15,000,000 doses, 3,000,000 of dose #3). 
There are 2 confirmed deaths from Pfizer in Israel by the official system, and an unofficial tracking tracking group that said it is under reported was able to document around 60 (deaths who’s timing is highly suspect).

By the way, while Israel’s reports of total cases per population is higher than the US, Israel’s reports of Corona fatalities is 1/2 of the US. 

Is that due to better / tighter reporting, higher standards for not “a person died and they had Corona – it’s a Corona death” versus “a person died of Corona”, or is Israel doing something better in treating – I can’t say.
The FDA, CDC, and WHO have not been reliable sources of decisions or data around Corona.  And the whole thing is so hyper politicized in the US that it is impossible  to get a good picture or make good decisions.

Not all of Israels decisions have been good, and they have even screwed up their data reporting a couple of times. 

But they actually publish their raw data and you can analyze it yourself:
The Pfizer and Moderna vaccines are much more safe than the disease for anyone over age 12, and certainly for anyone over age 40.
An example I’ve used a few times:
I had a friend who would NOT wear a car seat belt… because they had a family member who had died in a car fire after an accident being unable to remove their seat belt.
While it is absolutely true that a car seat belt may jam in an accident, and if there is a fire that can be deadly – the other 99.999% of the time the seat belt will save from major injury.
Vaccines, ALL VACCINES, have side effects and, very rarely, deadly effects.  But for everything we vaccinate for, the diseases have much much much much much higher rates of negative effects and deadly effects. 
The risk : reward ratio says, like wearing a car seat, vaccinate.

Again, let me stress here that I have great respect for this individual, while totally disagreeing with his opinions on Covid 19 ‘vaccines’.

This is not about making anyone ‘wrong’ (except maybe my ex-friend, who is clearly still upsetting me a lot…) – but about getting to the truth of what’s going on.
So, I spent yesterday afternoon going through that database above, that is apparently reporting health stats about Covid 19 and vaccine side effects in such a ‘tight, automatic’ way, and with such transparent high standards.
And at the end of three hours, I was left scratching my head about a whole bunch of stuff. 
This is what I went back to the blogger with:

I’ve been going through the database you sent me the link for this afternoon, as this is what the stats show:

Number of partially and fully vaccinated people hospitalised with Covid 19 since the beginning of the third shot:


Number of unvaccinated people hospitalised with Covid 19 since the beginning of the third shot:



Number of partially and fully vaccinated (3 doses) people who died since the beginning of the third shot in Israel:


Number of unvaccinated people who died since the beginning of the third shot in Israel:


These are the numbers assuming that all ‘non-vaccinated’ people are totally non-vaccinated, and that they aren’t being classified as ‘non-vaccinated’ because they only had one or now two shots; nor that they were within 2 weeks of receiving a vaccine dose.

And even so – these numbers are showing that the vaccine is making very little difference to the number of lives being saved, and also the number of people being hospitalised for Covid 19.

This is just not adding up to me.


I just read THIS explanatory document about the deaths and hospitalisations.

This says that each category includes (EG):
“[T]he number listed under the category of event_after_1st_dose indicates all vaccinated people in this age group whose hospitalizations due to corona occurred on one of the weekdays of Week X. This hospitalization occurred among those vaccinated only with the first dose of vaccine or that the hospitalization occurred on the same day of receiving the second dose of vaccine (but not afterwards).

I.e. the people in the ‘unvaccinated’ column can also include individuals who recieved their first corona vaccine dose the day before being hospitalised.

That wasn’t the assumption made in the figures I initially sent you, btw, which potentially complicates the stats for what is actually a Covid death, and what is actually an ‘adverse reaction to Covid 19 vaccine’ death way more.
I’m not sending you this to bother you. I’m sending this to you because I know you are sincere, God-fearing Jew, and that you are also interested in the truth of what is going on here.
If it’s possible for us to work together to untie the information – either way – I would be thrilled.
He responded with this:

You’ve run into a common statistical misunderstanding.

If 1,000 people are in car accidents and 100 are injured, 5 of the injured wearing seat belts and 5 of the injured not wearing seat belts – you might see that and think, wearing a seat belt didn’t make any difference.

But out of that 1,000 people, 900 were wearing seatbelts and 100 were not.  Therefore 5% of non-seat-belt-wearers are injured, but only 0.6% of seat belt wearers were injured.

Our statistical problem with vaccination is the same, but even more complicated.


In general, I think it’s 80% of the population that is 2 dose vaxxed, and now 33% of the population is 3 dose vaxxed.

But, the percentage of vaxx level is very different by age.  So we need to look at vaxx levels by age versus serious cases by age / vaxx status, to determine if the vaccines are making a difference.

At the start of Delta, the statistics showed they were NOT making a difference EXCEPT in ages 20 or less!  Which makes little sense.  Either the vaccines were only effective on young immune systems (or that was the case for Delta because that was not true for UK) OR they were not effective on older people because of when they were vaccinated.

More research showed it was WHEN they were vaccinated (by checking people who were getting sick against their date of vaccination).

That’s why they started the 3rd vaxx campaign.


So if 90% of people aged 80+ are vaccinated, and there are 100 serious cases in that age category, and 50 of those are vaxxed and 50 of those are not vaxxed — we see that vaxx status is 9x protective against serious illness.

And related to the email you sent while I was writing this, we also have the problem that counting a vaxx status too soon also means it’s not yet fully protective. 

2 weeks after dose 3 to full protection.


Let’s just digress, a minute, to deal with this misleading seatbelt analogy.

If we do some research, and we see that fewer people were thrown through the windscreen because they were wearing a seatbelt – ok yes, we can draw the conclusion that the seatbelt is preventing people from being thrown through the windscreen.

If we do more research, and we see that while the seatbelt prevented people from being thrown through the windscreen – but is actually built in such a way that it’s strangling a percentage of people to death in their seats when they crash.


That changes the whole picture, doesn’t it?

If the seatbelt itself is causing deaths and injuries, the whole cost-benefit analysis of wearing one has to be carefully re-appraised.

Let’s continue.


Here’s what I replied to him:

This statement:
2 weeks after dose 3 to full protection.
Is based on what real science?

Can you point me to any research paper that states this?

From what I can see, they still can’t say what the true incubation time is for Corona. If it’s two weeks, then why is the bidud time down to a week?
Also, what is meant to happen between doses to give ‘full protection’?
If the third dose is exactly the same as the first two, how is this meant to be protecting someone from a variant like Delta?


He came back with this:

First, here’s a step by step explanation of the statistical problem:

The study was out of Sheba hospital.  All I am finding is the final result, it was 10x improvement.  But when the info was first out, they mentioned they were sampling daily and when the numbers went up and maximized.
Here’s that study my correspondent is referring to:
Hey, look who helped put it together!

Ministry of Health spokespeople and vaccine-pushers extraordinaire, Sharon Alroy-Preis and Nachman Ash!

Also notice that it’s not peer-reviewed – at all.
And we’ll maybe get into it another time, but this whole thing is full of weasel words that mean nothing in the real world, like :
We defined dynamic cohorts where individuals initially belong to the ‘non-booster’ cohort, leave it when receiving the booster dose and join the ‘booster’ cohort 12 days later. Rates of infection and severe COVID-19 outcomes per person-days at risk were compared between the cohorts using Poisson regression, adjusting for possible confounding factors.
Pay particular attention to the statement that they were ‘adjusting for possible confounding factors” – which is basically their get out of jail free card to MAKE ANY CHANGES THEY WANT TO THE DATA PRESENTED, WITHOUT SPECIFYING WHAT THEY ‘ADJUSTED’ OR WHY.
In the meantime, I tripped over a real statistical analysis of the Ministry of Health’s data on the Nakim website HERE.
So I sent this along to my correspondent:
Ok, I’ll take a look.

But then how do we explain this, by a clinical statistician who presumably understands how stats work, and is basing his findings 100% on data from the Israeli ministry of health?

“More severe COVID19 cases among vaccinated than unvaccinated Israeli, July 1-August12 2021 Hervé Seligmann Aug17-2021 V3 All data and figures are from the Israel Health Ministry website, קורונה – לוחבקרה), accessed 12VIII2021.”

So far, I haven’t heard back.
Before we take a closer look at that statistical analysis of the real picture of deaths and hospitalisations as a result of taking the Pfizer shot in Israel, Yakov just sent me a link to very important new video and website, called  (screenshot below).

It contains the first-hand testimonies of literally tens of ordinary Israelis, men and women, who have had their health seriously impacted by the Pfizer shot, or even seen close relatives die as a result of the Pfizer shot.

And none of this information is being covered – at all – by any of the news sites, or TV stations, or MSM in Israel.

Why not?

As part of the censorship, I’m finding I can’t embed this video on my site, so you’ll have to click this link to view it:
It’s not shmirat eynayim friendly, but if you are wavering at all about whether the Pfizer shot is killing and harming people, then please do watch it, and understand that for every testimony here, there are literally thousands and thousands more.

So, back to the stats.

If you live in the US, and you want to know how the CDC has been deliberately distorting the stats on who is dying and being injured as a result of ‘Covid 19’, and who is dying and being injured as a result of getting the ‘Covid 19 shots, please read THIS, written by Dr Joseph Mercola.
Here’s the relevant snippet:
According to the U.S. Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, you’re not counted as fully vaccinated until a full 14 days have passed since your second injection in the case of Pfizer or Moderna, or 14 days after your first dose of Janssen, despite the fact that over 80% of deaths after the vaccines occur in this window. How convenient

Anyone who dies within the first 14 days post-injection is counted as an unvaccinated death.

Not only does this inaccurately inflate the unvaccinated death toll, but it also hides the real dangers of the COVID shots, as the vast majority of deaths from these shots occur within the first two weeks

The CDC also has two different sets of testing guidelines — one for vaccinated patients and another for the unvaccinated. If you’re unvaccinated, CDC guidance says to use a cycle threshold (CT) of 40, known to result in false positives. If you’re vaccinated, they recommend using a CT of 28 or less, which minimizes the risk of false positives

The CDC also hides vaccine failures and props up the “pandemic of the unvaccinated” narrative by only counting breakthrough cases that result in hospitalization or death

Hospitals are still also reporting non-COVID related illnesses as COVID-19


And of course, the Ministry of Health in Israel is also using its own unique brand of dirty tricks with the stats linked to above.

Even with those dirty tricks, you can see that the ‘official data’ is showing that ‘vaccinated people’ run roughly the same risks of being hospitalised, and also of dying from ‘Covid 19’.
But of course, that narrative is also still lying about what’s really going on.
If you go HERE, the Nakim website and Dr Herve Seligman sets all this out in detail, I’m just bringing some relevant snippets, below.

Here’s how Israel’s Ministry of Health is totally distorting the data about how Pfizer shots are causing multiple deaths and serious illnesses in Israel:


1. Playing with the definition of “vaccinated” and “unvaccinated”.

[T]here are at least 3 definitions in the Ministry of Health of who is considered “unvaccinated”.

In this slide the definition of “vaccinated” is a person who received two doses and seven days passed since the second dose.

People who died from corona or from the vaccine itself in the period between the first dose and up to 7 days after the second dose are not counted at all.

Also, those who recovered and had one dose are not counted at all.

A second definition of who is considered “vaccinated” according to the experts of the Ministry of Health can be found in their dashboard.

This time the “vaccinated” are those who were vaccinated with a second dose and 7 days have passed.

And in addition, those who have recovered and been vaccinated with one dose and have passed 7 days since the same dose.
What is the judgment of those “bad students” who did not recover but were vaccinated by only one dose and did not come to be vaccinated for the second dose?

In which group does the Ministry of Health place them?

And what about those who received a placebo and do not even know it but only the Ministry of Health knows who they are?
And what about those who recovered and were vaccinated by one dose and were injured before 7 days had passed since receiving the injection?
All of these are undefined patients numbering in the hundreds of thousands and allowing the Ministry of Health to drop numbers and transfer according to the picture it wants to present the morbidity from the camp of the vaccinated to the camp of the unvaccinated.
By transferring them to the unvaccinated group when they become infected / dead from COVID19, the Ministry of Health can give a false representation of a high morbidity rate in the unvaccinated.
But that’s not where the State of Israel’s dirty tricks end.
Here’s another way they are pulling the wools over our eyes, about the number of deaths and injuries being caused by the Pfizer shots:

2. Hiding vaccinated mortality data

(Again go HERE for the full explanation and charts and data, I’m just picking out the highlights for this post.)

The vaccinated have no advantage over the unvaccinated, but unfortunately they also suffered high mortality in the days after the injections as well as the side effects caused by Pfizer and Moderna, heart attacks, strokes and other troubles, in addition to a weakened immune system.

They have a much higher mortality rate than in the non-vaccinated as we will see below, i.e. it can be said that the “vaccinated” lost on both sides.

In additional graphs provided by Dr. Seligmann, analysis of data from the Ministry of Health’s dashboard from July to August 12 shows that the percentage of critically ill patients among the vaccinated increases at a higher rate than among the unvaccinated, Dr. Seligmann concludes that vaccination does not prevent severe cases and even worse, encourages serious illness …


There is WAY more distortion and deception going on with the Health Ministry’s stats, and Dr Herve Seligman does a great job of breaking it down.

But I want to end with this last snippet:

And now for the icing on the cake, Dr. Haim Sadowski reports on Facebook that he contacted a trusted source in the Ministry of Health who passed him the real mortality data of the vaccinated versus the non-vaccinated and this time without distortion and without the manipulations described above.


For people who don’t read Hebrew, the column on the furthest left, in both the pink and the yellow data sets, is the number of people who died from ‘Corona’, who WEREN’T vaccinated.

And the column next to that is the number who died who WERE vaccinated.

In July (pink) before they began the third shot in earnest, 44 vaccinated people died ‘from Covid 19’, vs just 3 unvaccinated.

And in the first 15 days after the third shot, 188 vaccinated people died ‘from Covid 19’, vs 7 unvaccinated.

Again, this is just playing a straight bat, assuming that when people go into hospital they are actually being given the best type of care designed to actually save their life. (Big if….)


Let’s leave this here, for today, with a plea:

Please, please, move past the fear of being ostracised, or the fear of upsetting people, or the fear of being different, and start to send this stuff around to as many people as you can.

We are literally racing the clock here, to get awareness of what is really going on in Israel with these Pfizer shots, and everything else it’s connected to, out to as many people as possible – while we can still do something to derail it.

That 5G lamp-post is also scheduled to show up on YOUR doorstep anytime soon.

Shot number 4 (and 5, 6, 7, 8….five million) is already being prepared for the unsuspecting masses.

And each additional shot of this poison that’s given leads to exponentially more people dying, and more people experiencing terrible health issues.

So, be brave, and get this stuff – especially the video – out there.

It’s time to take a stand where it really counts – with your friends and family.


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Sometimes when we’re in the middle of tremendous suffering, the hardest thing of all is that feeling that we are totally alone in our misery.

For all of us there comes that point of truth, that very narrow bridge to cross, where no-one else can ‘fit’ in the moment except us.

There is no room for friends, parents, siblings – and often, not even spouses.

I’ve written about this idea before, but the path that leads into the ‘world of truth’, and that place of true humility and teshuva, and ultimately, to complete redemption, is a very lonely one.

And this is how it has to be.


Yesterday, I was talking to an old friend of mine, who helped me buy groceries when we mamash ran out of money, a few years’ ago.

She was one of the very, very few people that stayed with me, while I was going through years and years of difficulties, suffering and extreme loneliness.

That process taught me a lot, not least about my own capacity to endure, and the importance of speaking to God every single day, for an hour if possible.

And it also taught me the limitations of human relationships.

Even when people love us, and we love them, sometimes the situation is just so crushing, the pain is just so great, that there is nothing anyone else can do to help, or change things around.

And that’s when you are dealing with truly caring, empathetic people, who really do want to help.


In my life back then, I discovered that most of the people I was hanging out with at that point really didn’t fit in that category.

It was a very difficult process of birur, and for years and years and years, I carried a profound sense of sadness around, that I just couldn’t seem to ‘connect’ to so many of those around me in a real way, and that I seemed to spend so much of my time alone, operating in a completely different world.

Now I’m seeing, it was great training for ‘Covid 19’ times.

Not least, because I had so much time to myself, that I could literally spend hours and hours talking to God.

Because I had no-one else to talk to, anyway.


So, I was talking to my friend yesterday, and she was telling me how ‘alone’ she’s feeling at the moment.

She isn’t ‘vaccinated’, has no intention of getting ‘vaccinated’ – but is getting increasingly worn down by the people around her, who apparently believe the news 100%; believe the government 100%, and keep trying to manipulate and guilt her into ‘doing her hishtadloos‘ for her health and her family.

The days we do hitbodedut, and connect to God and the true tzaddikim, are the days we can easily stand up to all the propaganda, see through the lies, and not break in the face of an onslaught of manipulative, mentally-ill guilt tactics.

And the days we don’t….

Are really hard.


While I was talking to my friend, I happened to mention that all those years spent in Rav Berland’s corner were also excellent training for what’s going on now.

Then too, I had to stand up for what I believed in – and had exhaustively researched – while everyone around me was literally telling me to my face I was a gullible fool.

Then too, I had to get into the habit of pressing ‘pause’ on the media’s manipulative and deceptive headlines, and avoid jumping to conclusions about what was really going on with the Rav, to dig a bit deeper and verify the truth.

Which brings me, the long way around, to the ikker of today’s post.


A couple of days’ ago, after hours of hearings about the Covid 19 shots, the FDA decided to NOT approve the ‘third shot’ for anyone under the age of 65.

Of course, Israel has been ‘force vaxxing’ its citizens with the third dose for weeks already, using coercive tactics and lying propaganda, so the corrupt government here found itself really on the back foot with this decision, and scrambling to ‘explain’ why Covid 19 is apparently so different in Israel, than it is in America.

Before we continue, you really should understand what the testimony presented in the US uncovered about the safety and efficacy of these shots.


BH, another good friend H. just sent me this, which sums things up very nicely:

I urge you to share this with every doctor, rabbi and community leader you know.

This is very concerning and very real. Do not let them blow you off.

Let them know that listening to another opinion costs nothing, hurts no one and does not make you a conspiracy theorist.

It may actually save countless lives.

This meeting was regarding the approval of the boosters (which thankfully did not happen on a broad scale) but the data shared in this clip is regarding the overall vaccine program and MUST be heard!

The FDA’s 67th virtual vaccines and related biological products advisory committee just held this meeting less than 24 hours ago and they have presented data that admits to everything we have warned about over the last 17 months and for some of us over the last 7 years +….

The full 8 hour presentation is on YouTube.

[This starts at the crucial part of the discussion, screenshots below].




  • Are the shots effective? No.

  • Are they causing deaths? Yes.

  • Are they causing menstrual problems? Yes.

  • Are they causing pregnancy issues? Yes.

  • Do they reduce death? NO!

  • Do they reduce hospitalization? NO!

  • Are they connected to causing the new variants? YES.

  • Are they less effective than natural immunity? YES!

  • Are those who are unvaccinated MORE informed than those who are vaccinated? YES. 


Here’s some screenshots and direct quotes from Steve Kirsch (Executive Director of the Covid 19 Early Treatment Fund).

His presentation, begins around the 4hr 20 min mark.

“We were led to believe that vaccines are perfectly safe. But this is simply not true.”


“VAERS shows heart attacks happen 71 times more often, following these [Covid 19] vaccines, compared to any other vaccine.”


[Statistical analysis by a number of different experts shows] “We kill two people [with the vaccines] to ‘save’ one life.”


[Four different experts found] “There are 411 deaths per million doses. That translates into 150,000 people have died.”

(Ed. note – that’s just in America…. And that’s just the deaths that occurred very soon after having the shots…)


[Referring to data about people aged 90+, from the Israel Ministry of Health]:

“In the most optimistic scenario, it means that 50% of the vaccinated group died, and zero percent of unvaccinated people died. Unless you can explain that to the American public, you cannot approve the boosters.”


[Talking about Maddie de Garay, a teenager who participated in the Pfizer trials]:

“Now she is paralysed for life. And there is no investigation. Please tell us why this fraud was not investigated.”


“Early treatments are a much better alternative to boosters. In Israel, cases are at an all-time high. In India, Uttar Pradesh is almost totally Covid 19 free. Almost nobody there is vaccinated.”


There are 8 hours of information and input from real experts, real doctors, real researchers, with access to real, verifiable information on the efficacy and safety of the Covid 19 ‘vaccines’, HERE.

As a result of being presented with that information, even the totally corrupt FDA has now pressed ‘pause’ on the Covid 19 vaccines.

What does that tell you, about how even more corrupt the government of Israel, and our media, and our health establishment is?


When this bombshell information came out, the State of Israel -and the media propagandists that work for it – went into urgent ‘damage limitation’ mode.

Yesterday’s headlines were full of fake news of all these ‘young people’ – all unnamed, of course – who are apparently totally unvaccinated, and dying of Covid 19.

How can we explain this? My friend wanted to know yesterday.

Without researching it in depth, here is what I told her:

  1. This government, the Health Ministry and the media are lying about everything.

You think they are honestly telling us the truth about anything to do with ‘Covid 19’? Because I don’t.

2. Even before ‘Covid 19’, there were young-ish people who were getting sick and hospitalised for a bunch of different reasons, and some of those people even died.

Just now, no-one in Israel can apparently die from anything except ‘Covid 19’.

3. The government has changed the definition of ‘unvaccinated’ to include people who have had one shot, two shots – or even, people who had a third shot, but died within 2 weeks of getting it, hence labelled ‘unvaccinated’. 

Of course, that 2 week ‘rule’ was introduced to magically transform an adverse reaction to the ‘vaccine’ that resulted in death, to a ‘lack of protection from Covid 19’.

4. If you put a person with healthy lungs on a ventilator, you can explode their lungs and kill them.

Which means that many of the people going into hospital for treatment are literally and deliberately being killed by people within the medical establishment, to boost the number of ‘Covid 19’ deaths.


There are probably many other things to say here, including how our governments are using totally unidentifiable ‘crisis actors’, who give long interviews apparently from their death beds all saying the same thing:

I wasn’t vaccinated, and now (immediately after doing this interview in full make-up on Tik-Tok, without even being intubated….) I’m going to die tomorrow from Covid. I WISH I’D GOT VACCINATED!!!!


(It’s a post for another time, but if you go HERE, you’ll see a recent video with three ‘Covid Crisis Actors’ in Australia.

At least one of them, Ramona Khoury is definitely an actress. The Daily Mail tries to debunk this by saying the person in the video is really one ‘Ramona El-Nachar’, a pharmacist. Guess what? ‘Ramona El-Nachar’ seems to be failing the ‘real person’ test. I can’t find a trace of her online – but if you can, I’d love you to share the information, so we can keep track of what’s really going on here.)


If you look past the ‘spin’, and all the deceptive headlines, the information about what is really going on here is hidden in plain sight.

Like THIS, from July 2021, from the UK:

Most COVID deaths in England now are in the vaccinated – here’s why that shouldn’t alarm you


Or THIS, from Israel, back on August 8, 2021:

Israel: No difference between vaccinated and unvaccinated; both are at the same risk of contracting COVID


So, if being ‘vaccinated’ doesn’t reduce your risk of catching ‘Covid 19’…. and being ‘vaccinated’ makes you 71 times m ore likely to have a fatal heart attack…. and if two people die from the ‘vaccine’ for everyone supposedly saved by it….

You tell me.

What’s the best hishtadloos you can do, to stay healthy?


It boils down to this.

Covid 19 is bringing everyone’s secret (and not so secret) bad middot to the fore.

Covid mask / vaccine bullies with narcissistic tendencies were ALWAYS bullies with narcissistic tendencies.

Covid hyperchondriacs who ran to the doctor and meds to ‘protect them’ from their own fears and anxiety were ALWAYS hyperchondriacs.

Covid manipulators who try to ‘guilt’ everyone into getting vaccines, and who ‘blame’ everyone else for getting sick, were always emotional manipulators who use guilt and blame to control the people around them.

And Covid ‘people pleasers’, who are willing to impale themselves on a toxic needle-tip just to keep the people around them ‘happy’…. Well. They were always ‘people pleasing’ in a way that half-killed them, even before Covid 19 showed up.

But it’s time for all that to change, now.


Tonight, begins the holiday of Sukkot.

I don’t know if ‘the next stage’ of this geula process is going to start at the end of this Sukkot holiday, or whether it’s going to continue until Chanuka, or whether the Rav, Rav Berland, has to be fully released, before that next stage begins in earnest.

But begin it will.

Covid 19 is only about working on our bad middot, and getting closer to God.

It’s a very lonely, difficult process, I know.

But at the end, you finally cross that narrow bridge to humility, peace of mind and real emuna.

And that’s when life really starts to be worth living, again.


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At the bottom of THIS post, an interesting discussion developed in the comments section, and I’m bringing parts of it here, into its own post, and expanding it, because there are some fundamental issues here that need addressing.

As always, this is NOT about trying to make ourselves ‘right’ and others ‘wrong’.

Everyone is entitled to their own opinion, and free choice is paramount. We can’t force others to accept our views – about anything! – and we shouldn’t be trying to.

That said, ‘personal opinion’ and ‘cold, hard fact’ are often conflated, as we all have blind spots and biases, and selectively pick and choose the things we read and watch, and the things we believe, to support our underlying bias.

And I also do that too, hard as I try not to.

It’s human nature.


What helps here is to remember the ‘100%-0%- rule of discussion and disagreement.

That rule basically states that no-one is 100% right, or 100% wrong, and that the truth can always be found on both sides of the discussion or argument, even if it ends up being a 99%-1% split.

That 1% of truth is still valuable, and it’s part of this ongoing birur process, to bring it out and acknowledge it, when we hear it in other people’s arguments, or view points, that contradict our own.

So with all these caveats out the way, let’s dive in.


First, here’s Devorah’s comment, which sparked this post:

Quarantine camps are not concentration camps.

Australia is an island, they have gone to a great deal of trouble to keep us Covid free, obviously that didn’t work out, hence the lockdowns.

Those ”camps” are just in case we are swamped with Covid and there is nowhere to isolate people and the hotels/hospitals are all full.

So far we have not needed anything like that. It was a ‘worst case’ scenario. I can assure all of you that we are very safe here, and sometimes I think everyone is just looking for disasters to happen to fit in with their own scenarios.


I’ve read some dreadful and ridiculous things about Australia on the internet.

I’ve seen a video of a child apparently being wrenched from her parents and forced to take the vaccine. No idea what that was about as children here are not vaccinated at all. They have just started to allow vaccines for 12-15 year olds, but they are voluntary. No vaccine is forced on anyone, certainly not children.

While there are some conditions attached to people who choose to not vaccinate, such as travel…. those conditions seem to be consistent with the rest of the world. So of course anyone who wants to travel will get the vaccine.


I don’t believe that the vaccine is a conspiracy.

It’s a new vaccine, it hasn’t been tested properly obviously People have died from it and people have gotten sick from it. But I don’t believe anyone dies unless Hashem decreed they should die, and had they not received the vaccine, they would have died anyway either from Covid or something else.

Isn’t that what the Torah teaches us? No-one dies unless it is decreed in Heaven? Even a suicide needs permission from Heaven to actually die.

Correct me if I’m wrong here please.

I don’t know what is really going on, but I do know that whatever is happening is sanctioned by Hashem, as a preparation for Geula.

So I am not worried about it, and I’m not losing any sleep, this is how Hashem wants things to be to prepare the world for Moshiach.


Here’s what I responded – and I’m going to expand on this, below, as this is part of a very important spiritual birur:

You are raising some interesting points.

I think at least some of what we’re all being fed by the media in relation to ‘anti vaxxers’ is definitely ‘staged’.

I.e. in Israel, hard as it is, I’ve seen videos of police violently ‘arresting’ chareidi women in supermarkets, and it strikes me that this is Government-designed propaganda to ‘scare’ everyone else in chareidi supermarkets into wearing a mask without resisting.


The chareidi supermarkets I shop in seem to be very laid back about masks – increasingly so, Baruch Hashem.

And even the crazy ‘mask fascist’ supermarkets I have shopped in formerly never got the police involved. So there does seem to be a strong element of deliberate disinformation going on, which is why it’s useful to pool information from people on the ground who are not working for the Deep State, or MSM.


That said, I can’t agree with your comments that this is a vaccine – it isn’t.

It doesn’t prevent transmission, and it doesn’t prevent infection. And it doesn’t contain any attenuated ‘virus’. These are the basic requirements for something to be considered a ‘vaccine’, according to scientific and medical definitions that have been in play for decades, so whatever this IS, it’s not a ‘vaccine’.

It’s an experimental gene therapy – and again, this isn’t ‘conspiracy’, this is plain, hard fact.


Also, it’s hard to see why camps of any nature should be set up for a disease that has a 99.5% of surviving for ANYONE, even geriatrics with co-moribidities.

Nor why masks should be forced on a population when they a) don’t prevent transmission of anything and b) actually cause decreased de-oxygenation of the blood (and never mind the stress and psychological damage, which is also through the roof.)


That biotoxic graphene oxide is being used to coat many of these masks is also clearly and openly admitted – not least, by the companies who are manufacturing these products in their hundreds of millions – and so is also not in the realm of ‘conspiracy’, but cold, hard fact.


The second part of this discussion – the spiritual one about no-one dying unless Hashem decrees it – goes to the heart of deep spiritual questions about free choice, and personal responsibility. 

The short answer is that I think the approach you set out above is based on ‘false emuna’.

We are totally responsible for ourselves and our health. Someone can’t take drugs, or eat fried mars bars for breakfast every day, or go for a run in the middle of the highway and say ‘I’m not responsible for any bad outcome here, it’s God who decides if I’m going to die.’

God IS running the whole world, Ein Od Milvado. But there is still reward and punishment for our choices, both in this world and the next.

And while God gives us ‘permission’ to go against His divine will, so that free choice can exist, we are still ‘rewarded’ for really doing what He wants, and punished for doing the opposite.


So now, let’s explore this idea of ‘reward and punishment’ and free choice a little more.

Long-term readers of this blog probably know that I spent many years in a state of ‘false emuna’.

We had a fake ‘rabbi’ a few years’ back who told my husband that God was responsible for our parnassa, so he should basically quit his job, and just pray for God to send him his income.

This sounded correct spiritually, because Ein Od Milvado – and it’s a basic tenet of belief that our parnassa IS decided on Rosh Hashana by Hashem, and that it’s going to come to us one way or another, regardless of what we do.

(See, all these false emuna arguments work the same way…)


So, my husband jacked in the well-paying job that he was anyway hating, and started doing six hours of hitbodedut a day, for God to send us income direct.

Within three months, we’d totally run out of money, and we had days where I couldn’t buy food or toilet paper.

We ended up having to sell our house just to be able to live.

And my husband got so ‘burnt’ by his ‘fake emuna’ experiment, he sank into a serious depression for two years, and had enormous psychological trauma that going back to work would mean he’d failed the ‘good, believing Jew’ test.


I’ve written about the various facets of that experience before, but here’s the distilled version of what I learned from that, relevant to this discussion about Covid ‘vaccines’:

  1. We only listen to the people, the experts, the ‘rabbis’ we want to listen to.

We often don’t want to take responsibility for our own lives, and our own decisions, so instead we find some egomaniac with a big reputation, with charisma, with a strong opinion that really accords with our own, and then we ‘follow their advice’.

When it goes wrong, we feel we can still ‘blame them’ for what happened, so that’s OK then.

We can carry on telling ourselves ‘victim stories’ and moaning about all the horrible people who have misled us, while still refusing to take the basic responsibility for our own lives.

2. God created the world as a partnership between Him and us.

So YES, of course, Ein Od Milvado.

Everything is God.

But God also wants me to do my part.

He wants ME to pray profusely about my decisions and my actions; He wants ME to make the birur between true and false information and beliefs; He wants ME to make my maximum effort to try to sweeten things, and to try to change things with my sincere prayers and teshuva and mesirut nefesh, so that He doesn’t have to bring harsh judgments to the world.


When we ran out of cash, and had all the other suffering we had, connected to our false emuna, it took me a while to realise that it was TOTALLY DESERVED.

We were operating from a false, arrogant, ‘superior’ and unreal place.

I mean, who were we, really, to think we were on the level to get enough cash to maintain a huge house and an expensive lifestyle by way of open miracles?!?

I write that now, and I see how totally absurd it is.


God created a world where men work on their emuna by having to work for a living without getting stressed or miserly. And women work on their emuna, fundamentally, by having to pray for Divine assistance with their shalom bayit and raising their children.

That is the work God created us to do, day to day.

Can I do this, can I work on my emuna and cope with life without getting God involved in my decision-making process and day-to-day issues?

Absolutely not!

But, that also doesn’t mean I can run away from taking the responsibility for my own decisions and choices by saying ‘God is doing everything, anyway….


Breslov teachings set this out very clearly.

Rav Natan writes that BEFORE a decision, BEFORE an action:

I am 100% responsible to do my homework, to do my hishtadlut, to pray for guidance, to try to do the birur as completely as I can, as to what is correct, and what God wants from me.

AFTER the decision:

The outcome is totally up to God, and what God wants for me.


So, let’s try and tease out how all this applies to the discussion in hand.

Covid 19 is all about getting each one of us make teshuva, and to developing the sort of emuna we need to get into geula, and the world of truth.

As such, the teshuva is built in at every stage of this process.

Personally I try to follow Breslov teachings as much as I’m able. so for the last 10 years, I have been doing my best to totally stay away from all Western doctors, and their ‘cut and medicate’ approach to illness.

For me, health comes down to making the appropriate teshuva across the three levels of body, mind and soul – and then doing pidyonot nefesh for the stuff that’s rooted in previous gilgulim, that I can’t reach myself.


If I get sick because I eat pizza and fries every day, don’t exercise, don’t sleep enough and do drugs – then probably, changing these habits around at the ‘body’ level will go a long way to helping me heal.

If I get sick because I am constantly stuffing down negative emotions like anger, hatred and arrogance, or wallowing in despair and jealousy, or trying to ‘control’ others to try to ‘control’ my own anxiety levels – then starting to work through these emotions in hitbodedut, and starting to do some real (but still gentle…) cheshbon hanefesh to really own my own feelings about things will probably help a lot

If I get sick because I’m disconnected from God, and from Torah and mitzvot, and / or treating other people in a bad way, and / or not living my life in accordance with Hashem’s plan for me – then this is where strengthening the spiritual connection will make a big difference.


So, Covid 19, for me, has been one big test of trying to see the good in others, and trying to accept God’s will without falling into despair, while still continuing to do the birur about what is really going on here.

It’s not been about a physical fear of the ‘disease’ itself.

But for others, the test is different.


For some people, it’s a constant battle wavering between ‘getting vaccinated’ because of peer pressure and government coercion, and staying true to what they themselves really believe.

For others, it’s about respecting other people’s free choice, and the decision to NOT vaccinate, even when they themselves can clearly see vaccination is a gift from shemayim to save humanity.

For others, the test comes down to not fearing ‘Covid’, but fearing Hashem, instead.

Or not fearing the negative effects of the ‘vaccine’, but fearing Hashem instead – and looking for a spiritual response to turn everything around for the best.

Or maybe, the test is to maintain achdut and respect, even when ‘the other’ believes in things, and acts in ways, that you personally find totally repugnant and hard-to-understand.

Or to stand up for what’s true and right, and to go against the flow, even when that is going to cost you big, in some way, and require a lot of courage.

Point is, each person’s test is specifically geared to them, and what they need to work on and fix.


But there are some generalities, across the board.

God wants us to have more emuna, to really believe in Him and to know Ein Od Milvado.

For sure.

All those people in favor of ‘force-vaxxing’ others to resolve their lack of emuna and ongoing fear and anxiety probably need to focus more in this area.

At the same time:

God also wants us to take more responsibility for what is going on in the world, and what is going on in our lives, and to do the hard work of birur.


Birur doesn’t just mean trying to sort fact from fiction, propaganda from truth, personal bias from objective reality.

It really means doing the birur inside of us, about all the bad middot and false beliefs that are still hanging out in our souls.

Lack of empathy for ‘the other’ is bad middot.

Wanting to be ‘right’ at any cost is bad middot.

Absolving ourselves from caring about what is going on, or getting the hint about what God wants us to change in our own lives is bad middot.

Painting people all people who disagree with us as ‘conspiracy theorists’ or ‘crazy psychos’ who I don’t have to engage with at all – is bad middot.

Because even psychos and conspiracy theories are from God, and have something to teach us, even if it’s just a 1% of something.


I’ll stop there, but I’m very happy to have more of a discussion about this, if there are specific points anyone wants to air out in the comments section.

Let’s end with the wise words of Rabbenu, Rebbe Nachman of Breslov:


Rebbe Nachman spoke about the correct way to deal with harsh decrees:

He said:

“[E]ach person must say that the world was only created for his sake, and [the Rebbe said] how every person must endeavor to make up the deficiencies of the world, praying on its behalf – i.e. before the decree [actually materialises].

He also said the following:

“That year [1803] the Rebbe was very preoccupied with the Cantonist Decrees. He was extremely worried about the situation and said they were not an idle threat. He disagreed strongly with the people who were saying nothing would come of it in the end, for how could God do such a thing to the Jewish people?!

The Rebbe said several times that this was nonsense.

We find many occasions when harsh decrees did materialise.

The Rebbe spoke about this a great deal and said that the rumored decrees had to be taken with the utmost seriousness and not be treated lightly.

We had to pray and cry out to God, and to be and beseech Him in the hope that He would hear us and annul them….

If only people had listened to his call to set the earth shaking with prayers and appeals to God, these decrees would have been nullified completely!”

(Tzaddik, Conversations Relating to His Lessons, page 132)


Ultimately, saying ‘everything is from God, so I don’t have to do anything about it or worry’ is spiritual apathy.

It’s spiritual laziness. It’s false emuna.

God wants us to see the ‘bad’ on the horizon, and to pray our hearts out to get the ‘bad’ to disappear – in whichever way God sees fit.

That’s our part of the equation, our part of the deal.

And none of us are exempt.


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