I’ve been getting a few emails about ‘Monkey Pox’.

Even the lamest fiction writer couldn’t write a script as bad as this, and anyone would believe it.

I’m really hoping it’s so ridiculous, that even hardcore ‘Covid 19 believers’ will start to question what’s going on here, and finally wake up.

Because hope springs eternal!

In the meantime, for those still wavering between starting to believe that most of the ‘conspiracy theories’, ahem, on this site are actually rooted in cold, hard facts, and wanting to believe that our media, government and health ministries are good guys and only tell the truth and care about people – take a look at this:

https://www.nti.org/wp-content/uploads/2021/11/NTI_Paper_BIO-TTX_Final.pdf

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It’s from March 2021, and it runs through a ‘Monkey Pox Pandemic’ scenario.

Here’s a few screenshots:

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Note the dates, for when all this ‘Monkey Pox madness’ was meant to begin: May 15, 2022.

They are bang on cue!

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Are these people prophets, or what!

We know that prophecy has gone, except for remnants remaining in children and the mentally infirm, and here we see it with our own eyes.

You can find the NTI website, HERE.

It’s got a whole bunch of international people sitting on its board, including, of course, someone from the State of Israel, named Gideon Frank.

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I started looking at the Van Leer Group two weeks ago, when I was trying to track down more of the funding behind the so-called ‘Modern Orthodox’ movement that is really just a front for Frum-Reform agendas in the observant community.

Bernard Van Leer traces back to a bunch of Sabbatian-Frankists – fancy that!

HERE‘s their website – and take a particular look at Fay Twersky, HERE.

Screenshot:

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Bill Gates, Yad Hanadiv of the Rothschilds, all mixed up together with an institution that’s putting out reports like this:

The Precision Medicine Data Environment in Israel

What a CO-IN-CID-ENCE.

And isn’t it another enormous CO-INC-IDE-NCE, that the Israeli who sits on the board of NTI, who just happened to run an exercise for a ‘Monkey Pox Plandemic’ back in March 2021 – slated to start in May 2022 – also sits on the board of the Van Leer Group?

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Why should you care about all this?

If you take the time to read through the PDF on Precision Medicine Data, you’ll find lots of very interesting things, including the fact that Israel has decided to a) collect your genetic material ‘anonymously’, without your consent, and b) to even drop that ‘anonymous’ bit of the requirement, when it suits them to use your specific bio-information, explicitly connected to your name and identity:

From page 22:

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See that highlighted area at the top?

In plain English, it says that if the State of Israel decided that your personally-identifiable genetic information is ‘essential’ for the provision of a medical treatment or service, or for the ‘ongoing operation of a health organisation’ – they can use it WITHOUT YOUR INFORMED CONSENT.

Now, are you starting to understand why they’ve been pushing their weird swabs up everyone’s nose, the last two years? 

It’s to create a genome ‘database’ for their precision medicine venture, where they can pretty much use your identifiable DNA for ANY REASON THEY COME UP, without your informed consent.

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BTW, NTI was founded 20 years ago by Ted Turner and Sam Nunn.

This snippet from Wikipedia:

NTI was founded in 2001 by former U.S. Senator Sam Nunn and philanthropist Ted Turner. It serves as the Secretariat for the “Nuclear Security Project”, in cooperation with theHoover Institution at Stanford. Former Secretary of State George P. Shultz, former Secretary of Defense William J. Perry, former Secretary of State Henry A. Kissinger and Nunn (the “four horsemen of the nuclear apocalypse“) guide the project—an effort to encourage global action to reduce urgent nuclear dangers and build support for reducing reliance on nuclear weapons, ultimately ending them as a threat to the world.

Hey, Henry Kissinger is involved.

Phew. I am now totally reassured that everything these NTI guys are up to can only be for the broader good of humanity.

(Sarcasm = off.)

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So, what is this ‘Monkey Pox’ really all about?

(I mean, apart from giving them another excuse to try to push more lockdowns, social distancing, fear porn and nanotech GO injections mislabelled as ‘vaccines’?)

Here’s what the people at LaQuintaColumna think:

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I am currently reading an amazing book called ‘The Invisible Rainbow’ by Arthur Firstenberg.

Spend ten minutes listening to this, and you’ll start to really understand way more why ‘5…G’ and wifi, and electricity grids and telecommunications broadly, have been negatively impacting human health for the last 250 years.

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As always, TBC.

I am now going back to my break for another week, as I really need it.

But don’t get sucked into ‘Monkey Pox Madness’ this time around.

It’s exactly the same formula used to create ‘Covid 19 fear’, to launch their fake pandemic two years ago.

But this time, hopefully many more of us are wise to their game, and are starting to see that the real ‘pox on humanity’ are the evil people who rule us.

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Just a short post, about ‘Fake News’ and how it presents itself in different ways.

Exhibit 1: A new post from the DailyExpose website, HERE.

The screenshot of the headline says it all:

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Compare and contrast to THIS, from the Jpost, April 2021:

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There are so many stories of pregnant women who lost their babies shortly after getting the ‘safe’ Covid shots.

I highly recommend they get together and start suing the Ministry of Health, the doctors and nurses who administered the shots – and of course, the lying, fake-news propaganda outlets like the Jpost, who kept telling them ‘the shots are safe’.

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Exhibit 2: Another ‘re-enaction’ of the murder in Elad for the cameras

Screenshot and snippet from HERE:

The terrorists demonstrated how they first murdered Oren Ben-Yiftach, h’yd, inside his car and then waited there for hours until it grew dark. They then left the car and went down to the park, where they murdered Yonatan Chabakuk, h’yd, and Boaz Gal, h’yd. The police investigators reviewed and recorded every detail, including the terrorists’ escape route.

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Really?!?

We’re expected to believe that they chopped a man to death in his WHITE car, in broad daylight, in such a brutal way that pictures from a few hours afterwards literally shows blood oozing out of the doors, then stayed in that car FOR HOURS, and no-one noticed?

In an earlier story from the fake-news YWN on what happened in Elad, they said this:

On Thursday, the terrorists called Oren Ben-Yiftach, h’yd, a Lod resident who worked as a driver, and told him that they needed to travel to Elad that night to do some emergency renovation work on a shul.

Ben-Yiftach, who was unaware that the two were entering Israel illegally, had driven them to Elad at least ten times in the past.

As they neared the shul, the terrorists attacked Ben-Yiftach with an ax and knife. He fought back but the two overcame and killed him and then exited the car to continue their rampage.

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Again, I have no idea what’s really going on here.

But I am pointing out the obvious lies being told in connection with this story – together with the ‘re-enactment’ of the crime, which is totally unnecessary because THE WHOLE AREA WAS COVERED WITH POLICE CAMERAS ALREADY, and they can just go and look at that footage.

 

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Which suggest something more is going on here, than meets the eye, and that yet again, the ‘news’ is being created to manipulate us in some way.

While I think about it…. it’s also beyond weird that the video of these two Arabs being ‘arrested’ after 60 hours apparently shows them in totally spotless clothes, with no blood anywhere.

Watch the video yourself HERE.

Some screenshots:

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See how super-clean this ‘newly arrested’ terrorist looks, after chopping four people to death and attacking at least two more?

And here’s a shot of the axe – which is so clean and shiny, it’s flashing away in the sunlight:

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So what are we to think….?

The police tracked them down in the forest…. arrested them…. handcuffed them…. them let them get all showered  up and let them change clothes to get rid of as much forensic evidence as possible… then gave them some cigarettes, and then took them back into the forest again, to show them where they hid the murder weapon – which was also incredibly ‘clean’ with no bloodstains on it?

Really?

Think for yourselves, people.

And don’t believe all the fake news we’re all being fed, 24/7.

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Last week when I went to get my challah from the bakery, there was an interesting conversation going on around rising prices of bread.

The nice French baker was explaining to a woman who was complaining about the price of the challah going up, that 70% of Israel’s wheat comes from the Ukraine – and the war in the Ukraine means that wheat apparently isn’t getting here right now, sending wheat prices rocketing.

I kind of filed the info away at the back of my mind – no point worrying, until I have to – and then this week, I went to get flour from my local supermarket, so my kid could make challah at home.

They had three bags left, all the ‘weird’ stuff that most people don’t bake with (but which actually was OK for me, as I use all sorts of weird, wholemeal flours.)

It looks like things are starting to hit closer to home, here in Israel.

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I’m still not engaging with the news here hardly at all, but my kid told me there was a pigua in Elad yesterday, with three people killed and three injured.

I can’t help but think that the shmira, the protection, that the State of Israel used to enjoy from our enemies is waning.

We are so used to open miracles, that having multiple people die and be injured in these terror attacks is still kind of shocking, although of course that has happened in the past.

Most notably, during the Second Intifada, when evil Peres and a bunch of other murderous Sabbatean-Frankists were trying to ‘give away’ parts of Eretz Yisrael.

God didn’t like that.

And today, we have this whole radical LGBT123+++ whatever, ‘trans’, immorality-pushing agenda going on everywhere (not to mention all the horrible things happening behind closed doors in every corner of our community, even the most ‘frum’).

And that’s exactly why Bilaam advised the Midianites to try and engage the Jewish people in tumah – immorality and idol worship – because he knew that THIS is guaranteed to separate the Jewish people from God, and His protection.

And he was right.

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But there are also glimmers of light on the horizon.

Another kid told me that people are leaving the Israeli police in droves, to the point that the police here is really starting to struggle to find enough cops for regular duties.

Personally, I’m thrilled.

Those ‘regular duties’ have included fining people for walking too far away from their homes, fining people for trying to breathe fresh air, and lest we forget, deliberately murdering religious people like Ahuvya Sandek, and the 45 holy martyrs of Meron.

And it’s not just the frum community who hate and distrust the police here and levels never before seen.

Most people, in most places in Israel, now distrust and dislike the police at a visceral level.

And the police can feel that public hostility – and that’s also why so many of them are now quitting.

So, the principle of midda-kneged-midda is starting to kick in here, and the ruling elite who thought they could use the police as their own personal security force over Covid 19, and in other ways, are starting to understand that after all, the public here has a limit to what they would tolerate.

And we passed it, a long time ago.

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The last thing to tell you, is that the same corrupt police and judiciary who murdered Ahuvya, and used Directed Energy Weapons to create a death trap at Meron last L’ag B’omer – and who covered all this up – are still going after the people close to Rav Berland.

One of his close gabbaim has been told that if doesn’t pay a million shekel fine for the ‘crime’ of enabling people to pay pidyonot to the Rav, the State of Israel is going to send him to prison for two years.

So far, he’s managed to raise half a million shekels, but the court has said if he can’t raise the full thing – he’s going to prison for two years.

If you can help, please get in touch via the contact form.

But you see what I mean?

How is it possible to not dislike and distrust people who act like this, and the institutions they serve?

TBC

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While I’m still officially having a week off – Baruch Hashem!! – here’s a few more things to throw into the mix.

  1. A New American program featuring Dr Lee Merritt, explaining how the human body develops proteins that are very similar to those found in ‘snake venom’ when exposed to pathogens:

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Takeaway message: When we are being ‘poisoned’ or infected in some way with something that affects our physical health, our immune system produces the same sort of ‘spike proteins’ found in snake venom.

Dr Merritt doesn’t believe that they are poisoning the water supply, but does believe Dr Ardis has tripped over some more pieces of the puzzle, about what is really giong on.

(I’m putting the phrases above in commas, because personally, I no longer believe this is about ‘spike proteins’ for SarsCov-2 – that has never been isolated in any lab, anywhere in the world.)

But the basic principle seems to be that when we are being ‘poisoned’ with something – anything! – our immune system produces molecules that are very similar to those found in snake venom.

And that’s also why substances that ‘block’ snake venom – like nicotine – can also help to take down the very serious health reactions that are being blamed on ‘Covid 19’, and / or caused by the Covid shots, which have been proven beyond doubt to contain biotoxic graphene oxide nanotech, amongst other things.

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So, how are they really ‘poisoning’ humanity, to get us ill, and to prod our own immune systems into over-producing stuff that acts like snake venom in our bodies?

Here’s my thoughts:

  1. Nano-particle sized graphene oxide in the shots

Again, this is proven fact, not conjecture.

Here’s a few posts to go back and read:

Proven in court: Graphene Oxide in the Covid 19 shots

Follow the science – soundwaves and graphene oxide

Green dust and inner work

Pictures: what’s really in the Pfizer vaccine

And it seems likely that the graphene oxide could also be secretly being used as part of the ‘filtration’ system in the water, plus being aerolised via chemtrails, and also finding it’s way into our food – hence the phenomenon of ‘magnetic meat’.

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2. Acute Radiation poisoning via 4G / 4G+ and 5…G rollout

Watch this:

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It’s US Colonel Andrew Huff explaining (back in 2011….) how the symptoms of Acute Radiation Sickness:

“Would be just exactly like a terrible flu. A person would have a headache, they would feel very tired, they would have a little bit of a fever, they might have some vomiting. At higher doses, all of this would be more severe, and come on more rapidly.”

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So, ‘Covid 19 / Marburg virus / Congo Haemorraghic virus etc’, or really just acute radiation poisoning, ramped up by the newly-rolled out 5…G masts that are probably all over your neighborhood now, as they’ve appeared all over mine in Jerusalem, over the last 6 months?

Remember, graphene oxide amplifies the signal, so the more ‘Covid 19’ shots you get, the more ill you get – from the amplified 5…G microwaves.

And many people are also being straight-up poisoned, chemically, by the GO nanotech too, which explains most of the immediate serious side-effects from the shots.

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Bottom line:

There is a ‘snake venom’ angle to all this, but not the simple version that first appeared, of snake venom in the water.

We are being poisoned, collectively.

Via the GO in the shots, for sure.

But also, via the electromagnetism and microwaves in our atmosphere.

More on this post-Pesach.

Enjoy your chag, in the meantime.

Just as God redeemed us from Ancient Egypt’s ‘magic’ and evil, so He will do it again in our times.

BH, very soon!

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There seems to be a lot of overlap with snake venom, and the symptoms of both ‘Covid 19’ and the Covid 19 shots.

Remember, there is nothing new under the sun.

Go back and read this post:

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Then watch this below, an expose from the Stew Peters show just released yesterday:

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It contains a lot of information that seems to be credible, at least at this stage, and worthy of more investigation.

And it’s connected to what I was musing on last week about the green dust in Jerusalem that seems to have the same colour as the powerful toxin Deadly Nightshade.

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Here’s a screenshot, about what compounds protect against snake venom poisoning:

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(Many Israelis smoke like chimneys…. that could also start to explain why super-vaccinated Israel has comparably way less death and destruction going on from these Covid shots, then many other countries were smoking is not as socially acceptable, these days….)

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That Stew Peters show has a lot of information that can be verified independently.

I’m not saying it’s 100% – for sure, there is more to discover here, more to figure out and more to learn.

But once you understand these people are one trick ponies, it becomes far more credible that they will just use modern technology to keep pulling the same tried-and-tested stunt on the world’s population, over and over again.

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Dr Brian Ardis, in the expose, is talking about poison from the King Cobra, amongst other things.

Remember which nation just lurved that snake, here’s a reminder:

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The ancient Egyptians venerated the cobra, and included it on a lot of their ritualistic stuff, including the ‘Blue Crown’, where it was called the ‘Uraeus’.

Here’s a snippet about that Blue Crown Uraeus-Cobra, from Wikipedia:

[S]ome scholars think that the crown was also meant to evoke the divine power of the pharaoh, and was thereby worn to religiously situate kings as manifestations of gods on earth.[

As we are heading into Pesach in a few days time, let’s be clear the timing of all this is not an accident.

We are still fighting that same baby-slaughtering, Jew-hating, idol-worshipping evil of old, and we are still slaves to that incredibly evil culture of ancient Egypt – updated for our times.

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Poisoning the wells.

Again.

Mamash.

But this time, it looks like they aren’t going to get away with it.

And this Pesach, Bezrat Hashem, we will finally break free from this Egyptian ‘enslavement’ once and for all.

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In the Middle Ages, many people believed that the black death was caused because “the Jews” poisoned the wells.

This from Wikipedia, HERE:

Clement VI reigned during the period of the Black Death. This pandemic swept through Europe (as well as Asia and the Middle East) between 1347 and 1350 and is believed to have killed between a third and two-thirds of Europe’s population….

Popular opinion blamed the Jews for the plague, and pogroms erupted throughout Europe.

Clement issued two papal bulls in 1348 (6 July and 26 September), the latter named Quamvis Perfidiam, which condemned the violence and said those who blamed the plague on the Jews had been “seduced by that liar, the Devil.”

He urged clergy to take action to protect Jews as he had done.

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I’ve been thinking a lot about these killer pandemics throughout history, the last few months.

And about what was really causing them.

Once you know that the theory that the black death was caused by Yersina Pestis-bearing fleas was concocted by one Lionel de Rothschild.

Well. It seems there is more going on here than meets the eye.

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On the last post, talking about the weird, ‘hazy’ weather that always seems to show up in Israel a week or two before we find ourselves in the middle of yet another wave of ‘Covid 19’….

And how that ‘strange weather’ seems to leave everyone feeling pretty ill…..

And how at least in Jerusalem, there has been a weird ‘green dust’ – that may or may not be pollen, or aerolised graphene oxide nanotech, or who knows what, exactly….

One of the commentators left a link to a pollen identification chart, put together by a beekeepers’ society in the UK:

https://swmbks.weebly.com/pollen-identification-chart.html

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Here’s a screenshot:

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The color of the ‘dust’ I was seeing in Jerusalem a few days back matches that of the Deadly Nightshade – the most toxic plant on this list.

Once I saw that, this is what arose in my mind (copied from the comments on the previous post):

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I’ve been thinking for a while now, that people aren’t getting sick from ‘infectious viruses’ – because millions of viruses live in the body all the time, and they only cause issues when the immune system is weakened, via malnutrition or external ‘toxins’ or poisons of some kind – including things like microwaves.

From what I could see on the chart, that green ‘deadly nightshade’ pollen is the only one associated with a highly toxic plant.

This from Wikipedia:

“The use of deadly nightshades as a poison was known in ancient Rome, as attested by the rumor that the Roman empress Livia Drusilla used the juice of Atropa belladonna berries to murder her husband, the emperor Augustus.”

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What I’m figuring out with these evil people is that they are actually one trick ponies – the whole thing here is just figuring out ‘the trick’, and then you can see it being used again and again and again, throughout history.

So…. I’m considering the option now that as well as aerolising graphene oxide and nanotech…. they are also mamash just straight up poisoning us, to cause ‘Covid 19’ symptoms.

Again from Wikipedia:

“The symptoms of belladonna poisoning include dilated pupils, sensitivity to light, blurred vision, tachycardia, loss of balance, staggering, headache, rash, flushing, severely dry mouth and throat, slurred speech, urinary retention, constipation, confusion, hallucinations, delirium, and convulsions….

“In humans, its anticholinergic properties will cause the disruption of cognitive capacities, such as memory and learning.”

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I’ve been experiencing quite a few of the symptoms on this list this week, including blurred vision, dry mouth and slurred speech, and brain fod – but I figured maybe it was just feeling knackered from pesach cleaning / all the stress.

Now… I’m at least considering other possibilities for what’s really going on here.

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And there’s more.

Take a look at this, from HERE, headline below:

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Snippet:

The COVID enzyme shares the same genetic ancestry as the key active chemical in snake venom.

You can see the original release from Arizona University HERE.

Here’s a screenshot of the headline:

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Snippet:

Charles McCall, lead researcher from the Wake Forest School of Medicine on the study, refers to the enzyme as a “shredder” for its known prevalence in severe inflammation events, such as bacterial sepsis, as well as hemorrhagic and cardiac shock.

Previous research has shown how the enzyme destroys microbial cell membranes in bacterial infections, as well as its similar genetic ancestry with a key enzyme found in snake venom. 

The protein “shares a high sequence homology to the active enzyme in rattlesnake venom and, like venom coursing through the body, it has the capacity to bind to receptors at neuromuscular junctions and potentially disable the function of these muscles,” Chilton said.   

Roughly a third of people develop long COVID, and many of them were active individuals who now can’t walk 100 yards,” Chilton said. “The question we are investigating now is: If this enzyme is still relatively high and active, could it be responsible for part of the long COVID outcomes that we’re seeing?”

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Again, I’m just musing out loud at the moment.

But there is nothing new under the sun.

And btw, in case you were wondering where that rumor started that it was the ‘Jews poisoning the wells’ that caused the Black Death….

If you said ‘Switzerland’, you’d be right.

Snippet from the Jewish Encyclopaedia, HERE:

[T]he actual myth of well-poisoning in connection with the Black Death seems to have arisen in Switzerland in the autumn of that year, though Clement VI. had issued in July a bull declaring its falsity (Baronius, “Annales,” 1348, No. xxxiii.). 

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Hey, where have I heard this before?

Something about a secret group of devil-worshipping Swiss Templars trying to poison most of the world and then blame their own actions on the Jews?

No, don’t tell me… I’m sure I’ll remember soon, once all the ‘Deadly Nightshade’ induced brain fog starts to wear off again.

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There is nothing new under the sun.

That’s why they keep trying to erase and re-write history, because they literally just pull the same stunts over and over and over again.

But more and more of us are starting to figure that out.

And most of what we know as ‘infectious disease’ seems to be caused by some combination of malnutrition, exposure to microwaves and ‘electricity’ – and good ol’ poison.

The perennial favorite of Roman Emperors.

TBC

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Two days’ ago, a bunch of ‘green dust’ fell all over Jerusalem again.

Just before the first wave of ‘Covid 19’ started up two years ago, I saw a lot of that ‘green dust’ all over the place.

At the time, I thought it was just spring pollen.

Now, with all the information about graphene oxide, smart dust, deliberately toxic ‘chem trails’ sprayed all over the place…

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I went out to check if that green dust in Jerusalem is magnetic.

It isn’t.

Maybe, it’s just pollen after all?

That’s what my husband said. That’s what I started to think myself, again.

But then….

Since when does ‘pollen’ only fall from the sky during a hazy heatwave?

Really?

How does that work?

I’m putting this out there, and if readers can point me in the direction of some factual information that explains how this ‘pollen’ only coats my car, windows and furniture on one or two specific days a year, I am really interested in seeing that.

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In the meantime….

My family has not been feeling so well, the last two days.

Sure, we can blame it on the ‘change of weather’, where it went from being super cold for Jerusalem – 5 degrees – to now super hot, up in the low 30s.

Maybe that’s true.

Maybe that’s the only reason I started to feel a bit pukey, and I’m feeling weirdly ‘tired’ at the moment, with my half-head migraine that worsens when I sit on the internet too long.

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Or maybe, that green dust was more than just pollen, and it combined with another dose of 5…G radiation from all the towers now up all over the place in Jerusalem, to start us off on the next wave of ‘Covid 19’.

I guess at some point, with God’s help, we’ll figure that out.

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In the meantime, one of my kids sent me links to two series (only in Hebrew) that are making a big stir in Israeli society.

Series one was about families where the kid made teshuva, adopted a religious lifestyle – and so the connection with the parents broke.

Series two is about kids who ‘went off the derech’, and the connection with the parents broke.

In some cases, it’s the kids who broke the connection, in others, it’s the parents.

But the whole series is about trying to get these kids and parents speaking again, and loving each other again, even though they are on very different paths.

Here’s the link:

(If you’re not in Israel, you’ll need an Israeli VPN to view it)

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UPDATE:

This version has English subtitles:

https://www.kan.org.il/page.aspx?landingpageid=1209

It’s not at all shmirat eynayim friendly.

But I watched the first two episodes of the second series with one of my kids, and we both cried and had a big hug.

Kids are so very precious, even when they aren’t walking the same path that we are.

And parents are also so very precious, even when they don’t understand us and did a lot to mess us up and hurt us.

Strange to say, watching this did more ‘internal Pesach cleaning’ for me than just about anything else, at the moment.

God wants us to love each other, (sometimes sensibly, and still maintaining a distance…) even when that’s hard.

But removing all the ego, self-righteous anger and victim mentality that’s blocking that from happening is really, really hard.

Which is why we have ‘Pesach’.

To search for all those chametz-bad-middot still hiding out, over a few weeks even, and to try to sweep them away.

And now, back to cleaning the fridge.

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PS: I’m hearing from a few readers that my site is ‘blocking them’ from commenting.

That’s one of the ways the censorship happens, and there’s not much I can do to stop it.

If you really have a comment you want up, put it in the contact form on the site with the name you want it attributed to, and I’ll post it up from my side.

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Like you, I have no idea what’s really going on.

Probably also like you, I’ve been feeling literally stressed out of my skull for days, weeks and months – and yesterday, I decided that whatever else is going on, I can’t carry on like this.

That decision actually crystallised when I met someone in the local mall who six months ago was apparently about to die from ‘terminal cancer’.

I hadn’t heard from her for a while, so I assumed the worst.

Then yesterday, I bumped into her, and she looked really happy.

Her divorce from a really yucky person had come through; she’d managed to scrape together the money to buy her apartment; and her daughter had dumped her long-term loser boyfriend and was now engaged to a much better man.

And how is your health?

That’s what I wanted to ask, but it wasn’t polite. But she must have figured that out anyway, because she said to me:

I decided to just forget about all that other stuff and get on with my life. I’m late for my yoga class, but if you can come to the wedding, I’d love to see you….

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She rushed off.

And I stood there trying to absorb the very important lesson Hashem was teaching me:

Happiness solves all problems.

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There is for sure a narrow bridge to tread, between ‘fake-always-happy-keep-my-head-in-the-sand-and-avoid-reality’, and falling into a doom-and-gloom mindset, because the world can be just so heavy sometimes.

But at least in my part of it, the sun is now shining.

There is still good food to eat.

I have lights on, clean clothes, good music to listen to.

B’kitzur, life is actually really good at the moment.

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Meanwhile, the craziness goes on outside the windows.

If you read stuff like THIS, it seems obvious that the only economies the sanctions against Russia are really going to tank is those of the USA and Europe.

When World Economic Forum puppet-Zelensky starts mouthing scripted stuff “from his bunker” about how the whole world needs to ditch fossil fuels and go green – that’s when you know we are being set up for another stage of the Swiss Templar’s ‘Great Reset’ plan.

You know, all those food shortages, and fuel shortages, and terrible economic conditions that were meant to come along with the Covid 19 plandemic, but which didn’t quite materialise, because everything got ‘sweetened’ behind the scenes.

The bad people didn’t go away, and are continuing to do bad things.

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But at least in my world, I am realising that acknowledging that reality can go hand-in-hand with still enjoying my own reality, and still being grateful to Hashem for all the tremendous blessings He’s continuing to give me.

And in the meantime, I will spend my hour a day ‘stomping on the bad’, praying that it goes away, asking God to rid the world of all this evil.

And I will try to do at least one tikkun haklali a day, to help ‘sweeten’ things.

And I will continue to pay pidyonot over to Shuvu Banim, whenever things start to get too much for me, in my own little world, so my reality at least can be ‘sweetened’ again.

And then – I need to focus on being happy.

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Part of the way the oh-so-corrupt media takes us ‘away’ from ourselves, and from God, and from what really matters, is by continually getting us to focus on things that don’t matter, and / or are not in our control at all.

Before ‘the war in Ukraine’ was made everyone’s problem, I was actually doing a lot of research into stuff that can apparently cure cancer and AIDS very easily and cheaply.

(Yes, apparently AIDS is not infectious, and can be cured. Read THIS, for more on what was really causing the first ‘wave’ of what came to be known as AIDS in the gay community.)

Snippet:

More poppers, more AIDS

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Given the ongoing fall-out from all the experimental gene therapy ‘Covid 19’ shots, that is where I want to return my research focus now.

On that, and on things that will help to ‘boost our immune system’ by pumping up our real world emuna.

Of course, I’m going to get sidetracked by other things, and of course, sometimes I will still write about ‘Ukraine’ – especially if it’s relevant to me in Israel, when they start flooding the country with non-Jewish neo-Nazis as part of their ongoing attempts to attack, terrify and even murder Jews in Eretz Yisrael.

Once a good (Swiss Templar) Jew-killing crusader, always a good (Swiss Templar) Jew-killing crusader.

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The point is not to ignore the ‘bad’.

But the point is to focus on the ‘good’.

And there is still so much of that around, for each of us, however difficult some areas of life may currently be.

It’s all just a test, to bring us closer to Hashem and break our yetzer haras, that keep us so stubborn, selfish and arrogant.

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So, the rest of today I’m going back to my Pesach cleaning, and my hobbies, and putting some effort into making a nice supper for my family.

In short: I’m focussing on the many, many good things in my life, and I’m going to remember that God is so good to me, and that all we really have is today.

Because really, we don’t have to ‘pursue’ happiness. We just have to open our eyes to the millions of presents God is giving us right now, without any additional effort required.

Trouble is bad enough when it actually comes. I don’t need to be craning my neck right now trying to spot it way off in the distance.

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“He was the moshiach of the generation”.

Daisy sent me this chesped, where Rav Berland is eulogising R’ Chaim Kanievsky.

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It’s around six minutes long, with Hebrew subtitles.

For those who don’t speak Hebrew, Rav Berland explains how he and his family lived next to R’Chaim for 20 years, and were very close.

R’ Berland says that his children used to go to BatSheva Kanievsky (R’ Chaim’s wife) to eat after school between the ages of 6 and 15, because Rabbanit Berland had a job teaching in school that kept her there until 4pm.

He says R’ Chaim never took his head out of a Torah book, and that even just seeing him for a second could inspire a person to go and learn Torah for 120 years.

He also says that R’ Chaim’s passing is an atonement for our generation, and that in his zchut, no-one should be harmed in Eretz Yisrael, from the decree to ‘destroy and annihilate’ the Jews (using the language of the Purim megillah).

And that R’ Chaim specifically passed away after the reading of Megillat Esther (where we read about the Tzaddik HaDor, Mordechai, saving his generation from the decree of destruction), as an ‘atonement’ for the sins of this generation.

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If I misrepresented anything in the free translation above, by accident, let me know in the comments and I’ll fix it.

But the true tzaddikim are sweetening everything…

In hidden and revealed ways.

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I also want to publically apologise for suspecting R’ Chaim of not being a true tzaddik, with all the false statements that were being put out in his name, around forcing people to take Covid shots.

It’s hard to imagine the amount of spiritual bizayon his soul must have experienced, knowing that the people around him were hurting Am Yisrael – in his name!

Which is why, I guess, his passing is also going to be such a huge ‘atonement’ for what’s gone on with all this, and at least part of how all this starts to be sweetened.

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The gap between ‘my reality’ and ‘fake news reality’ seems to be growing each day.

More and more, I’m coming to the conclusion that the way the yetzer hara operates on the personal level is exactly the same way it operates on the global scale, too.

What do I mean?

It’s a Breslov teaching – Rebbe Nachman himself – that the yetzer hara isn’t so interested in ‘the sin’ that we do, but what happens after we fall, spiritually.

All of us are flawed human beings, all of us sin, and make mistakes, and get carried away by bad middot, and make ridiculous errors of judgement that can have massive consequences for ourselves, and those around us.

Even a Tzaddik falls seven times.

And me and you (whisper this…..) we’re nowhere near being a ‘tzaddik’.

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So, it’s a reality that we have to deal with every single day, and probably more like every single minute, that we are going to stuff something up, spiritually, and ‘sin’.

As well as the more obvious aveirot like eating traif, breaking Shabbat, not keeping the laws of mikva and taharat mishpacha (family purity) – all big deals, that have a very big impact on a Jewish soul – there are a whole range of sins between adam l’havero – a man and his friend – that is really where so much of the work still needs to be done.

Most of us, even in the ‘orthodox world’, are still very challenged by the idea that we actually have a whole bunch of bad middot hiding out, underneath our ‘frum’ exterior.

Really, I think it’s only by doing hitbodedut regularly, and by following Rebbe Nachman’s teachings and advice, that a person can really start to ‘pop the hood’ on what is really hanging out, in their own subconscious and psyche.

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Tachlis:

Rebbe Nachman’s path of doing hitbodedut for an hour a day, and Rebbe Nachman’s advice and teachings are really the only thing I’ve come across that actually works to get under the hood, really start acknowledging the truth of what is going on, and then start cleaning out all the bad middot that we all have.

And when we aren’t following this path – even when we’re trying very hard, and we’re really very sincere – I see that most people kind of get stuck.

So, when the inevitable happens, and they do something wrong – that’s when a whole bunch of very unhelpful reactions kick in.

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Rebbe Nachman teaches that the yetzer hara isn’t so interested in the sin itself.

What it’s really interested in is all the bad middot – the sadness and depression and yeoush and anger and fear and fakeness that’s going to be aroused in us, as a result of that sin.

Because once the yetzer can tip us over into ‘snake brain’ mode, where FIGHT-FLIGHT-FREEZE-FLATTER has totally taken over our cognitive functioning, that’s when the real damage to a person – and to the world around them – can begin in earnest.

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Rebbe Nachman teaches:

Even if I did the worst sin in the world, I would still continue to serve Hashem!

That doesn’t mean going into denial about what’s really going on, or making excuses and rationalising away evil.

It means that we acknowledge reality, try to fix whatever we broke, ask God to help us do better in the future – and then, we let it go, and start seeing the good in ourselves again.

When people don’t follow this advice, they usually get stuck trying to pretend they never sin and are always perfect – and they get very angry with anyone who may suggest otherwise – OR, they fall into ‘beat-myself-up-I’m-worthless’ mode.

And a person operating in both of these modes can then easily transgress the whole Torah, because they already feel so bad about themselves, or are so disconnected from the bad they are already doing, what difference does a few million more massive aveirot make?

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Right now, we are at something of a crossroads in this whole geula process.

More and more people are feeling ‘uncomfortable’ about what is going on around us.

That small voice of the soul is whispering to them that they are travelling down the wrong path; that they have been continually misled by people and institutions they were taught to trust and obey; that they made a mistake, in taking the Covid shots, in going along with the ‘normal view’ of things, in believing the lying MSM and our evil governments, full of fake puppets, and the military machine that is pulling the strings from the back.

That was the ‘original sin’, if we can call it that.

The yetzer hara is hoping that so many of us are going to either entrench in denial, or fall into despair, that it can continue to trash the world, willy-nilly, while we just sit back and let it.

That isn’t Rabbenu’s path.

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Rabbenu’s path is to acknowledge the truth, but from a place of having great compassion for ourselves.

How could we not believe all the lies, when we have been raised to believe brainwashing propaganda from the youngest age?

And when the forces of evil also deceptively enlisted ‘big rabbis’ to tell us lies, knowingly or unknowingly, to overcome our innate sense that something was off, with the whole ‘Covid 19’ picture?

And when we were locked down, masked up, self-isolated and literally tortured with self-administered fear porn 24 hours a day?

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That’s the starting point.

But now….

We are getting to the crunch point. Or at least, ‘a’ crunch point in this whole journey.

People aren’t going to be able to deny reality and dodge the consequences of what is going on for too much longer.

More and more people are inexplicably dropping dead, having strokes and heart attacks, experiencing all sorts of ‘weird’ physical illnesses that they never had before, because of the Covid shots.

(Scroll down to the update HERE, for a partial list of serious side effects for the Covid shots that Pfizer presented to the FDA BEFORE they got approval for their ‘safe and effective’ shots.)

It’s getting harder and harder to pretend that something very strange and worrying isn’t going on.

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One of my husband’s clients in the UK told him yesterday that he’s been in bed throwing up for two weeks solid, and is starting to feel he’s been ‘poisoned’ by something.

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The ‘something’ is 5…G, mixed with graphene oxide nanotech, and topped off with DNA origami and who-knows-what-else in the Covid shots.

Now that more and more of these stories are starting to swim into view, the ‘denial’ of what is really going on is about to morph into full-fledged fear, anger and despair.

But Rabbenu already told us: that’s not helpful!

That response to the mistake you made is not helpful!

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Instead of beating ourselves up or telling ourselves ‘there is nothing we can do about it anyway’…. we need to see God’s hand behind all this.

Instead of melting into a puddle of depression and apathy… we need to start asking God sincerely, from the bottom of our hearts, to fix the mess we find ourselves in, personally and globally. That is the essence of really ‘having emuna’.

Instead of pouring all our energy into hating people (even those very evil people who have caused so much death and destruction)…. we need to put that energy into making teshuva, and overcoming the hatred and evil within our own hearts.

I know this is a tall order, believe me, I know.

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The last two weeks, I have been SO angry, at everything and everyone.

I’ve had a justification for that, or a ‘rationalisation’ for that: something objectively yucky happened to someone I care about, and it upset me tremendously.

(Let me put this out there, that there are child rapists walking around in the ‘frummest of frum’ communities, including places like Bet Shemesh, who have been getting away with terrible crimes for years.)

At the same time… I understand that all this anger and hatred that has been welling up in my heart, unbidden, is rising to the surface so I can get rid of it.

So I can ask God to help me ‘sweeten’ things, and pray that all this anger – my anger – gets turned to compassion.

I have really had my hands full with this work, the past two weeks.

But I know it’s the ‘war within’ (that I wrote about HERE.)

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As it is on the personal level – so it is on the global level.

The yetzer hara wants us to believe that after we’ve sinned, after we’ve made the mistake, after we’ve ‘broken something’ – it can never be fixed.

That’s the biggest and most dangerous lie that the yetzer hara is telling us right now, that there is nothing for us to do except fall into sadness and despair, or go deep, deep into denial.

This is not Rabbenu’s path!

Rabbenu tells us:

There is no despair in the world!!!!

With God’s help, with some sincere teshuva, with some heartfelt prayers, some dancing and clapping to overturn harsh judgements, with some pidyonot (to a real Tzaddik, not a faker) to ‘pay down’ all the harsh din at its spiritual root – all this can and must turnaround for the best.

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I know that each time that anger wells up in me, and I feel like I want to lash out and destroy – that God is giving me an opportunity to fix the midda of anger globally, as well as personally.

Everything we do affects everyone and everything else, for good and bad.

If I take that anger and transform it into compassion (with a LOT of prayer and hard work…) – who knows what other ‘anger’, what other destruction, what other violence I just helped to sweeten in the world?

Everything you and me do is meaningful.

Everything.

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So, don’t lose heart dear readers.

Don’t fall into despair, as the reality of what is really happening here starts to come clearly into sight.

Remember, the ‘problem’ isn’t so much the Covid shots, the ‘war in Ukraine’, the very evil things that are going on all around us.

The ‘problem’ is how we react to all this.

And whether we draw closer to Hashem, or take ourselves further away, God forbid.

That’s the real battle being fought here, the real war.

And with God’s help (and Rabbenu’s advice….) we can win it.

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