Here in Israel, we entered the chag of Pesach – and apparently, also a different spiritual reality.
Friday leading into the chag, I was just so, so weird and emotional.
Crying for no obvious reason, just feeling so ‘out of it’ and strange.
Then we had Shabbat to relax a little – and all I did pretty much was sleep and stare into space. My head has been so full for so long, I think my ability to take in anything new is kind of buggered.
Meanwhile in my hitbodedut, I got one firm steer to just start focusing on the good.
To stop looking at the bad, and to just start focusing on the good.
It’s really hard.
But I know it’s the answer.
And I feel as though something here in Eretz Yisrael is shifting into a much better place, since the elections.
I’m planning to take most of this week off, and to just paint a bit and do stuff that don’t require ‘brain power’.
So, there probably won’t be a lot going up on the site in the meantime.
But something has changed.
I’m feeling the happiest and the calmest I’ve been feeling for a year, since all this Covid cack started up.
BH, all this will lead to some revealed good very soon, and in the meantime, chag sameach.